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2010-04-30T22:37:00.000-07:00

20 days after SYF...
Okay im getting used to not having band ... Nah i was joking. Which idiot would believe that. Hais i been in facebook looking at band com pictures almost every time im in facebook. Its like picture depicts that particular time and i can help to look at it longer. The days we used to train together and all that...
One show and its gone...
Everything is over...
Months of training and no more second chance. Regrets are definitely haunting me and i don't know how to face them in future. I'll see how it goes...

Yeah yesterday was like so fun... Met my girlfriend to see how she doing in school and talked for awhile :D <3 size="1">

Friends...
I ask myself... After not being around with my clique and all that... I ask myself is it the right thing to do?
Bas talked to me yesterday and it made sense .
But i dont know why there something in my heart telling me something ...
I can forget and when i think about it... I would be so angry and sad at the sad time.
Its like something stuck in my heart... A thorn.
I always follow my heart ...
And its telling me i did the right thing...
My girl told me to just patch up but i really cannot forget it ...
I know... Its a stupid thing to get angry with and that stupid thing will cause our friendship...
But i really cannot do it.
I dont even know who am i anymore...
I dont even know why i got angry over some small thing.
But my heart tells me that i dont need them...
Not anymore...

2010-04-29T06:15:00.000-07:00

Yo im finally back ! HAHA ! :D It been like so long since i blogged ... Knowing that my blog is dead long time ago. I dont expect any readers but the post i know are to remind me of the good old days and of course some bad times :D Life is not a bed of roses anyways :D i'll blog more often to just let out whatever i have to say ...
19 days after SYF 2010...
I'm like lost or something. Days without band is so boring and especially when you wake up in the early Saturday morning and say im late for band ! x.x Thats pretty embarrassing when you watch up knowing that competition is finally over and i'm out of band. I used to whine about going to band early in the morning ... Whine that after such a long curriculum time in school and have to go for band afterward. I pretty much miss those days and all i can say is that i miss band ALOT o.o I miss my juniors i think ._. I miss my uniform. I miss marching. I miss my DEAR MACEY! D: cannot touch her forever le ... And i will always remember she gave me a cool scar :p
I'LL MISS SPFMB...
Mid year is coming!
Man ! The pressure keeps on coming ... First which is SYF and then this x.x I really hope i can do well this time . Im kinda prepare for some subjects but some like blur !!!
Stress seems to be my best friend right now... Keeps on clinging to me ! :/
Sometimes i need to keep out the stress but whenever i come home from a long day of school... My parents keep nagging right in my face. Sooner or later i am gonna explode XX
The thoughts of not disappointing the ones that pins high hopes on me. Who believe i can do it ...
My parents ...
My sister ....
And Mr ivan lim...
I cannot let them down! Not again ... i really need to do well . I'm desperate to study and do well for the upcoming exams. Next will be my Os...

Friends...
I've been afraid that this day would come... MY DREAM came true.
Whoever read this knows what is really happening...
I have found out that either i have changed or them...
Im really lost and i dont wish to concentrate abt this for now.
Priority goes to my studies ...
Now i know i still can survive without them ...
Its okay...
I have finally understand why your girlfriend is more important than friends ...
Because she will always be on your side...
Be there whenever you are up or down...
Im luck i still have my baby... Or i wont even go through this huge obstacle...
My dreams do come true...

2009-12-19T06:28:00.000-08:00

Not in the mood lately ...
really am disappointed ... to myself or them ?
I dont really know . Questions in my head that cant be answered .
Was she right in the sms ? Was she spot on ? Did she read my mind ?
I need time . Time alone to think and to be things back again .
Giving up never crossed my mind .
You all should know my heart belongs to you all ...
But time and time again . Reminders , punishments , scoldings . You guys are always back to square one .
When can you all prove that im wrong ? WHY ...
Sometimes i ask ... Did i fail to bring my message over .
Meeting up tpgether for 2 days . We did nothing but fool around .
Search deep down was anything done ?
If you all answer me with a yes . Then i have nth to say ...
(Is my expectations too high)
I dont know but what i know is we are far from our goal .
I dont know what to do with you all already . Seriously ... My path ends here ?
I was really hoping you guys would improve but was i wrong to just walk away from the problem .
If only she was still talking to me ... She would have the answers .
Was i erased from your heart ? can you still remember who i am ...
I know that i need you ...
A body without a soul ...
I need answers ...
Am i wrong ? ...

2009-12-11T08:24:00.000-08:00

Friday last day of the ten days day camp...
Morning was like usual ... Went out with shawn and met up with royston to eat ...
I woke up really early today and was wasting time as i woke up to early .
Haha i was watching soccer highlights and waiting for shawn to call .
It pretty much took him a long time and so i waited .
Soon later he arrived to my house and we went to east cc together ...
Then after eating the so called horrible prata(waste food lo that two asses) , we went our separate ways .
So shawn and i walked to the bus stop ...
Ps sia go out with shawn . He almost took bus no. 9 instead of 8 then i shouted and he finally realise he is about to take the wrong bus .
Like what man ! Everyone looked at us and smiled ! Omg ...
Then bus 8 arrived and we boarded the bus :D

School...
Im really energetic today as i pretty much did not do anything -.-
I was just listening to the band music and play along with the mace
I injured my thumb which is pretty much useless already my hand without the thumb strength...
I could not do throws and whatever . Just gimmicks ...
haha :D I did not even sweat today ...
Lunch , we had 2 hours so practically we walked slowly to the coffee shop and slowly eat :D
Haha after lunch ... We had combine music and i also pretty much do nothing and started planning for the show .
Even if i become the show drum major or not . I can pass down ma .
I dont really mind actually as long as the band benefits ...
Ok so i did not really do anything sia ... Alamak :D
Haha then sectionals also never do anything .
Combine again ... Nothing .
Then finally BBQ time .
HAHA this time have alot of food ... But very little ppl .
Wa sei eat till i was bloated . Haha i was really lucky during the lucky draw ...
Mr lim and justin both get small one then i get big prize haaaaa~!
So heng and then everyone ate and finally we sat down and rest
There was alot of food left ... So we played number guessing . Haha so fun ...
My luck slowly began to fasde as i got jackpot and ate like 15 otahs ~! Thank god that some of the members help me eat !o.o
Haha in the end everyone went back home full and scared as it was really dark .
Haha then the usual ppl took bus 8 to go home . When we arrived at our stop ... Shawn walked and walked .
Then suddenly he fell off the stairs ... =.=
Landed on his butt -.- Everyone looked . Like so ps !!!!!!!!!!!!
He so clumsy sia ! Note to self ... Never take bus with shawn ever again . Make you ps only ...
the end .

I have a feeling that many people will forget what they did for the 10 days ...
Hoping ...
Thats all i can do ...

2009-12-08T03:39:00.000-08:00

Back posting ...
Ok today was really disappointing and seriously exhausted today .
I reached my limit ... Demonic training .
AHHH !!! i just need somewhere to scream ! Im very tired already ...
ARGH i just hate myself for being me -.-
I basically failed in everything i do today ... Nothing went right for me .
Im seriously a loser ! ARGH!
And i even thought i could be a good major .
Should i move on ?!

Morning ...
Fall in 8.45 .
I was given time to talk to the band ...
I was ok but i failed as it had no effect on the band members at all . I failed ...
Went for sectionals and thought everything i knew ... I should have done macework .
Then the whole band combine and we sounded , okay -.-
But when we went down for some formation . Same thing !members walking and taking their time . I was just wasting my time in the morning ...
Everything i do also dont work out so what for am i pushing myself so much ?!
Am i that stupid .
Then the morning was horrible during the formation and music . We cant even clear the first part ...

Afternoon ...
Went to eat lunch . Basically we practiced for a while more ourselves while mr jack lim went to buy drinks and miss guok ordered pizza for us >.<
Haha i was like ,okay ...
Then we ate and silence filled the canteen . It was like old times ...
But noise were mostly made by me ...
Then when we ate finish . I got a short meeting and problems start to come in way again .
Ldrs talking back and not listening . Disappointed and i have failed again ...
Today did not really went my way ... i was damn depress !
ARGH two days alr still drop mace -.- ... I really have no courage to go up and prove .
I just cant ...
I dont know ...
Im lost ...
Really you know ! I dont know why i was chosen and hamirul was the better player ... WHY ME ?!
Demonic training but Mr lim and i was really pushed ...
Pushed till i almost went on my knees and just release everything .
I cant and couldnt ...
I was damn depress and started punching the wall ...
Was i the right choice ?
...
Nothing to say already . I have reached my limit and i will move on by improving myself !
I will not give up ... Passion that burns within .
JYJY ...

2009-12-05T09:27:00.000-08:00

Fri (rest day)
Haha im back . Im feeling the stress right now ...
So little time and so much things to do . we have to do something for the seniors ...
I think that they really went all in for us and i thought we should too .
I planned out everything already but i just need the cooperation of the committee members .
Yesterday was the day i saw the com mem true colours . Some of them really ... More and more problem starts to surface and im afraid im reaching my limit soon .
I really want to do my best and give it all ...
But im getting tired and the ROD , we need to show something .
To show we can do it and we are ready for next year .
Im just afraid something would go wrong ...
I needed the committee to play pachelbel cannon but we rushed through almost everything ...
We need this song but we cant play . Problems started to surface ... Right now im flooded with almost everything . I cant breathe ... I need help from my partners .
We seemed so bonded right from the start ... But inside we were never not . We need to improve and fast .
In the end , we completed the song with some modifications .
Instead of being confident and going for the show . We are just using luck and hoping things would pull through and we as a committee have failed .
I dont know how but we need to change and fast or not we will be to late .
... Am i holding back ?
... Am i not strict enough ?
... I need answers and fast .
I sat down and thought am i wrong to do all this work in so little time ? Am i wrong ...
I just hoped ...

Saturday(ROD)
The day started in a way we had to do alot of things ... As time go pass . My heart started beating faster and faster .
A day that complete went totally off for me .
This Rod was the worst ever ... its all my fault .
Before everything started . We committee members sat together and practiced our 2 songs for our performance today .
Pirates and p. canon . They all sounded ok . Then i started to calm down ...
When Mr lim came in . We had to change alot of things to our song and we were rushing ...
Last minute work is really really lousy ok ! But we had to continue the show .
It was such a disappointing day ...
We just showed our seniors that we cant make it ...
Basically we failed in everything performance and it was a crash and burn ...
The com mem show was the worse . Everything went wrong and the p. canon was a disaster . We have failed together as ldrs .
We just showed one thing . Some may feel that its ok but to me ... Its was really a disgraceful sight .
I hid my feeling with smiles but inside i was breaking down ...
An experiment that wrong ... I have failed as a drum major .

Im choking . I really need help from people who work together with me . Seriously like wad miss neo said .
Is not a one man show . I cant do this alone .
Today was a perfect example ... The keys . I had to do some of our jobs ...
I know you guys are doing alot things but i also need you all to help me and support me all the way .
I need you all and we can come together ... I cant do this alone you see ?!
Together we stand strong but alone . Im fragile ...

2009-12-02T03:55:00.000-08:00

Ok back :D hat-trick liao . I like update blog 3 days in a row ... im too pro to be true :D
Haha my day was really ... disappointing and at the same time Fulfilling .
Third day <3
The time for some seriousness . I nid to be stricter !!! Get ready guys . Day by days i be nastier to you all .
Morning went pass really quickly ... I was watching soccer news for awhile and when i looked at the time . It was already 8 -.-
Time flies when you are watching tv :D
Took a bus and reach school ... Saw mr lim sitting at the fish pond looking at fishes . He is emoing -.- So weird ...
Then cheryl, hamirul and i went to sit down at the concourse for a meeting .
Then Mr lim come and train me and hamirul -.- Do morning exercises ...
Jitao SHIOK in the morning do this type of things . I need train myself alr ... Push ups . Running and basically . NICE ! :D

Then the band fall in . I wanted a meeting but mr lim shout so fast -.-
Then the band was quite dull in the morning . Leaders did not really made a impact immediately so yea .
Then we started off with formation straight after fall in .
Then the band today had no sense of urgency at all . Walking and walking from place to place ...
Leaders did not really do anything ... so yea disappointed .
I went to find the ladder which made me practically run around the school like 5 times .
I ran up and down ...
Perspired like one mad man ...
I joined the band in the formation and i was already sweating like on kind .
Then we went through and went marching all day long ... Everyone looked exhausted .
Fatigue throughout the band ... everyone was tired .
Then a perfect call from mr lim . Lunch time ... Everyone spirits lifted when they heard lunch time .
It was just like old times . When we marched till we were on the way to breaking our limits . Then rest time ! Everyone smiled with enjoyment . Just like old times ...
Water seems so precious to us now dont you agree ? >.<
Lunch time . We finally had some time to go out and eat ...
1hr 30min ! Omg its so long and for today ... we went to the coffee shop . Omg ! o.o
Chicken rice again !!! Typical french horn section food for lunch xD

Came back at 12.30. we all went to the band room for some music and finally i can play .
Practically the whole section could play the syf song so yea . Thanks to cheryl and her teachings i think o.o
We waited for the rain to stop to continue our formation again . We were closer and closer to finishing the formations . Haha JYJY ...
In the end , we skipped the games and continued woth the formation as we were completing the whole formation.
The majors were flexible and agreed to continue with the formations ... We knew what was needed to be done .
All the formation were completed today but like alot of problems . Then i said things and wanted to help then conductors all dont care me . Forget it ...
All i want is to help ... But its ok if they dont need my help . As long as the band benefits .
Im like too kind to the band already . I need to be stricter .
I want for once someone to say JJ you have grown up ...
One girl said to me before . Haha and i love her more for that :D
Then i can finally lead with someone knowing that im capable of handling things ...

Message to com mem ...
Onwards we go as we move together ...
Focus on our goal and never look back . Only by looking far then we can go far ...
Lets aim to get praised regardless on whoever praisies us . For someone to say . WE HAVE GROWN UP . How great would that be ???
We are currently not there yet thats all i can say as long as we stick together .
Anything is possible .
Continue the hard work and push on .
Overall points for the com mem ... Not really good .
I had to even punish the some ldrs . Punishment which was not needed at all ... THEY just showed me . We are still very far and getting further from our goal .
Grow up and move on as we aim to something big .
A legacy of our own . Something we can talk about in the future ...
Live without regrets guys ...
All the best and rest well ...

2009-12-01T05:02:00.000-08:00

Haha updated my blog second time in the row man ! Miracle but yes its happening X.x
Ok im again gonna blog about the 2nd day of band ...

2nd day ...
Woke up really early today and was really physically tired .
I was really in great pain as my left hand was very painful ... Breaking down .
I got ready as i was to meet marcus at the bus stop near my house . I was late ._.
I was really lazy to go down as i was watching soccer news . Then i eventually met up with him ...
(What is happening to me) It was so tough back then but now ? Why am i so tired ? D:
Ok i needed to get my school shoes from ck house today so i asked marcus to folo and yea .
After getting the shoes from ck . marcus and i went to eat ... Porridge :D
I know 2 guys eating together abit weird but just to be on the safe side . Im a very straight guy ... I like girls -.-
OK then went to take bus no. 8 . Cally was inside ... then followed by hannan ! LOL haha :D
Stomachache~! Omg it hurts and come to think about it . Band has not even started ...
Its going to be long long day ._.
I promised THEM that i would start to be stricter and i will do so .... It just the matter of time ~!
I once said ... No more broken promises . Not ever , not anymore .
When we(me and marcus) arrived to school . Immediately started my meeting ...
I really hope that my meeting would make a great impact on THEM . I already said that they are my kids afterall ...
Morning started with some formation . We took like 20mins to just check on how is the progress ...
Well everything went smoothly and especially i was really proud of the ldrs ... I have seen improvements and finally they too are growing up .
THEY showed me that they had iniative and im so proud of them .
Then after all the first formation .... We went to the band room to do music ! I dont know why but i can play today ! Haha it was easy . But the first part i cant really play ... Then faiz played really well.
Cheryl was again laughing and also janice was laughing at me . I said i show you i can play !
Then jiang zhen de i dont know why i can play ! Woohoo ! :D
Im so happy . Stomachache came back to haunt me ! ARGHH ...
Then moments later when we completed what mr ivan lim was teaching ... We went down again for formation ! :D
I was really on the high today because of what THEY showed me today .
THEY were awesome in fact pushing their members and doin things watever i said during the morning meeting ...
OK then there were lots of mistake today . Its like so problematic . Even all the conductors were having problems ...
Ldrs took charge of their sections and they stayed strong ...
Lunch time ... Many sections had individual time with the conductors and gone for lunch .
I stayed in school to help the last section ...Trumpets . Their parts were really simple and they have done well . we just needed time .
Then my stomachache came back ... ARGHHH >.< i could endure . Half the day to go ...
I did not need lunch as i was having a tummyache and the fact that i was still very full from the porridge in the morning .
30mins only the lunch today . Very rush ! Like old time man :D
I only asked my section to help me buy green tea ... That was wat i needed for the time being .

Then afternoon came ...
Formation resumed as everyone dragged their feets to the field .
Everyone was tired and so was i ...
I was getting pissed . The sun can give you so many things ... The weather today was really HOT.
Everyone was beggining to look really tired . But we carried on .
I went on the walkway to see the formation for up above and it was really ... Lets just say disappointing .
I guess everyone was tired ...
Its this type of things which bonds us together ... You guys dont understand but those who endure to the very point of breaking down .
It brings us closer ... Bonds .
Problems again and complications for my section . Everyone was tired and exhausted ... Saxophone helped close the gap . Thank you guys :D
The poblem made me really fed up . I was confused and almost reaching my limits .
I scolded for no reason and was easily irritated ...
This continued ...
I was on the verge of breaking down .
Finally after when my sister came to the picture and help mr lim and my problems ... I was relieved and exhausted .
Somethings happen but i cant mention it due to privacy ...

OK finally to the games section . Its was FUN ?
I really enjoyed myself and everyone came to live . The games really helped and at a point of time the game started to break down . Thanks to janice and hamirul thinking of something new .
Flexibility which all ldrs should have (NCO tip) :D
K thats all for now . I finally went home to go and settle my stomachache :D SHIOK ! :D

Closer and closer we move . I want to create something what the previous batch did not .
The hunger for victory pushes me forward . Like i said i will win my sister ...
My attitude today ? Not ever going happen again thats what i promised you all .
Like i said ... no broken promises . Not now , not ever .
Its really now or never . GUYS ! lets work together JYJY ! :D

2009-11-30T05:01:00.000-08:00

Back :D i shall update more this hoildays . Afterall i have nothing to do -.-
After staying at home and waiting to rot ... finally i have something to do which is band .
Its better than staying at home right ? well i love band anyways . My new gf :S
Well anyways im back :D The post in the end will be about band -.-

First day <3
Alright the 10 days finally started .
No camp but i think we can work out some things in this 10 days .
I know that we can do it .
Woke up early in the morning and went to school ...
The morning was horrible ! Things did not turn up like what i wanted ...
Im so sorry i did not really take the band well . Alot of things happened that day ...
Like so much confusion and that i did not lead well ... It was really chaotic .
Then band was brought up to the band room , waiting for miss guok to open the door for us.
She was late again -.- Haha :D
Then the band went into sectionals while me and hamirul when down to the field for marking of the cones for the afternoons formation :D
Fianlly we are moving ! xD
Then hamirul and i have done with the marking , we all went back to our sections .
Then 2 mins later , combine ! -.- I was like so shocked cos i had like so little time to play my part . I was like so blur . Cheryl keep laughing at me ....
She has always been my role model . She has thought me many things and she is one of the reason im always pushing myself ...
I can play de ! Next practice .

Lunch time O.o
Ok finally lunch time . Caltex again -.-
I never really ate anything co i wanted to save money ...
I nid buy things and i owe my mei present ! Very long liao sia ... I think she angry with me . Never talk to me liao she -.- Oh no im in trouble ...
Ok only spent money on drinks -.- Shared with miss chia cos 2 for 2 dollar ma then no one share with me .
Then maybe she pity me then she like that >.< Then i act gentleman infront of her . Haha then she her shocked face . Priceless :D
Oh then when i passed the drink to her and i called her eh ... Then she say eh wad . So fierce 0.o
I also shocked liao.
Mr ivan lim today treat us old chang kee . He had like 40 dollar coupon i think and somemore everything was half price because i was in the morning .
True colours of some ppl . Shock me ... O.o
Only had very little time to eat so yea . French horn went back to school to eat and settled down .

Afternoon
Started formation . The weather was ok for marching . Light rain and very cooling .
I can see that things are starting to happen . Some ppl perhaps but we made great progress ...
We aimed for a 1 formation but we actually completed 2 ! Haha its shows something .
I was really delighted in the afternoon compared in the morning .
Many things has happen and yes ... But we are moving !
After formation . Went to the hall for doing of gimmicks ... I was really easy but doing together is a diferent story .
We can improve more . As long as we are united :D
OK thats all for now . Tired ... SHAGGG~

Message to com mem ...
To me . This ten days are very important . It determines whether we make it or its gonna be a break.
Thats why its now or never ...
I want to make a name for the band . It seems impossible but its something achievable :D
Because i trust ... that trust that i have . I cant really put a finger to it but that trust is making me move forward.
Drive that keeps you all moving ...
Passion that burns within ...
Eagerness to learn ...
I want THEM to grow up . They are like my kids :D
Believe me . We are gonna make it !
People would say ... Its to late .
I cant help but to agree to this statement . But im gonna try even if it costs me ...
Even if i was suppose to give up ... Im still gonna die trying .
Its not the time to slack anymore . I not going to give up ! Not now , not ever ...
Even if i was suppose to fall of some reason . Im gonna stand again because i know what i have to do . Im suppose to lead ... With all my com mem .
Nothing is impossible thats is what i believe ...
If i dont stand on my belief . Im never going to grow up ...
My belief is what keeps me moving ...
We are all in this together ~!

2009-11-24T09:56:00.000-08:00

Ok im back ... Lazy post but have an urge to blog . Its like late at night already . So tired O.o
There is alot to do during the holidays man ... Now my priority is clear now .
I nid to do many things during that ten days . Its going to be a very long ten days ... Focus is the word for me .
I have to do this ! Its now or never . I definitely reach my limit and i know that ... But im willing to do anything at any cost to help :P Because afterall im part of the big family ...
No way im going to sit back and lost my focus of what we have to do in that ten days ... Have to endure .
Buck up guys . We are all in this together ... JY ! :D

Yesterday
3G chalet 2nd day . Its like i never went for the first day cos like early in the morning got meeting with teacher about the ten days . Its like so tiring ... mentally of course .
Was like suppose to have a committee meeting then late cos the morning meeting drag till very very late .
One word ... Patience committee ! :D
Patience is a virtue man ! :D
Okok then ppl keep asking me me go chalet but at that point of time ... Im already so tired O.o So i stayed at home and rest :P

Second day(Tuesday) . It was morning ... was suppose to meet up with ele , bas and shah .
Actually i was really lazy to go out of my house -.- So i told them i have to settle things ... In the end, i had nth to do at home . Im such an ass :D
Then when i had that mood to come out ... Like lazy meet them so i met up with shawn .
Shawn was at roys house ... Like no life go there see roy ._.
Then so i went to roys house . I walked there as it was so near my house ...
Then when i reached there... Like shocked ! The dog never bark at me -.- So cute :D
When into roys room also known as the north pole ... So cool siol -.-
Then half of the day , i was like looking at roy sleeping ... Like no life . Then play psp of course :D
Haha i reach there like 12? then went out of the house around 3 plus ba . Keep looking at roy sleeping that time . Met up with ck then take bus there :D Go downtown :D
Then reached there ... I help the starting of fire liao . lol .
Really enjoyed myself ... :D
Most of the time was at the BBQ pit cooking and at the end of the day ... oily face ! :D hehe O.o
Play abit of soccer ... Haha yes ah ! Sebas praise my soccer skill . Finally ! :D Must improve more man ! :P
Then ... 9.30 . Lol skip time like siao ... We all went to the mangrove to walk walk O.o
Like nth sia and like suddenly i not scared you know . It was just nature and me :D
Then walked with zulhairi . Like he scared ... Hold my hand so tight . Like gay 0.0
Haha was it courage or the very fact that i did not want to show it ? ... Will at that point of time . I was really thinking of the band .
Did not know why and dont ask ...
Then i thought of my friends ...
Haha weird ._.
Then finally we came out of the mangrove ! Haha like nth sia . Wanted to see something then like next time i got child ... can tell story . Weird O.o
Ok then we walked back to the chalet . Like waste time . The boys wanted to go back to the mangrove but girls want walk the pathway there . Then of course go together ma so i say lo . The ck like .... Step cry :D
I always believe in teamwork and working tgt :P Then ck like step cry ...
Lmao sia he but cute la :D
Then went back the chalet sit down rest then went back :D
Took 12 back to east cc ... Talk about sick stuff . Me , ele , shah and sebastian :D
Hah then can see ck toot :P Dangling :D It was shahrul's fault cos he told me to see .
Then ele another ass ... also go see -.-
Then went to 7-11 buy drinks to hang around in void deck ...
Went to ele's house downstairs slack . Drink drink talk talk :D
All the sick things come out from our mouths ... ele like O.o
Haha then all went back ... Ele went back first .
Then waited for the bus for sebastian ... he scared -.-
Waited very long sia for the bus then continued talking ... Ele said she can hear us from her house . Like sia la her ears . So pro ... Comfirm fake one :P That nub ...
Then pei shahrul go his aunt house ... he also scared -.-
Then ck and i went back to east cc ... Took bus then walk home . Then crossing road that time , almost car bang sia . Smsing ele ... Then never see O.O
Went go north park(playground near my house) that time . Saw a kitten ... Went to pat it :D HAHA so adorable :D
Then went back . Could not sleep at all lo ! AHHHHH like what sia . 5 o'clock still haven sleep ...
I came out of my room then slept in the living room :D
Finally can sleep . Woke up and then pack house ... :D
Then blog .
The end . Tired ... Must drink coffee :D
Love ya ppl ... Stay cool peeps :P

2009-11-20T16:36:00.000-08:00

Back for some blogging ! :D Haha My holidays ...
One word man ... BUSY ! No time to rest and play at all . Band , class , band , restest ...
I even have a upcoming ensemble competition ... which i am completely scared of right now other than the retest which is already over :P
So little time and so much things to do !
Omg dont even have time to go out with my friends to play soccer or go out for some girl watching (joking) haha xD
But now i have to concentrate on teaching my juniors how to play ! I find really difficult because i cant even play -.- So high the notes ...

Nov 18 ...
A day whereby i woke up so early ... 5 o'clock in the morning !
ZZZ dont know why but today is the day i went to play soccer with my bros :D
Cage ... First time i go -.-
Haha had a lot of fun that day -.-
Im finally going out with my bro man . Like every holiday never go out de -.-
At home play com play com like nub :P
HAHA finally can go out for a breather :D
Like so stress ...
Well after the exchange can finally help ele . Like so irresponsible of me ... Comfirm she angry with me :'(
So sad ...
Haiz ...
OK back to my topic ... Well i went to ck house like so early .
When i reach his house then he just wake up . So cute ! xD
Then use his com while he took a shower .
Took a bus to bedok inter which was the place we agreed to meet .
I went out so early ... In the end late -.-
But me and ck was not the last :D
HAHA and so when we reached there .., Buy mac and when on a bus .
When we reached the place(cage), we challenged pansap's friend ...
Wa sei like nice ... We losing like siao then after some tactics made(thanks to me :P) in the end draw . Could have a win man but time ran out . ZZZ
Haha ok ba in the end . Then went to bugis to eat ... actually suppose to eat with them de but going my uncles house to eat .
Then finally reach my uncle house . Use my cousins weights ... Like easy sia 5kg -.-
Then like do exercise there :D Must lose weight and must buy weights
Then go home :D

Finally nov 19 ...
Band exchange program . As per usual the attendance was really bad .
But no worries all the ones who were performing came so yea ...
The exchange was really fun ... Coral sec , westwood sec , Deet sec , west spring sec and SPF was there .
The morning was really rushing ...
cos we were prepare(sort of) then suddenly need to play finally countdown for the final piece after the whole exchange ...
Wa sei morning like siao eh rush like -.-
Then in the end we completed the song ... sort of .
Haiz then went on to a long bus ride ... Nothing to do wor . But i had to take care of almost everything sia . Counting ... If only cheryl came back then everyone will be like cheryl make sure ...
OK then we went for the exchange .
It was fun and i learnt alot of things . And it made me realise something ...
That many pretty girls in singapore do join band -.- Haha just joking :D
Then many different section went to different classes to learn from each other . Fun ba i guess ...
All the indoor band ppl play so NICE !!! Wa sei is like before performing , we know we lose le -.-
But ok ba ... At least not last :X And that im pruod of my section. JYJY :D
Then finally ended the day with the bands final piece ... Final countdown .
But the other band all the songs so nice D:
If only we were that good in music . This shows me i nid to practice more ...
Well at the end of the day ... SHAGGGG . Tired like one kind can ...
ZZZ like woke up so early ... Good experience and i would wish that more pretty girls join band :D Haha just joking .

I shall end here . Bye peeps :D SHALL UPDATE MORE :D

2009-10-30T06:44:00.000-07:00

Hi buggers ... Really tired right now . And believe it or not im not playing maple :P
Really frustrated this days ... i really cannot explain the feeling but im always really pissed off these days .
I cannot simply put my finger to it but im always having different emotions
Elated and excited at one point of time then poof ! Sadness and sorrow ... haiz dont know whats happening ...
where are you when i need you the most ??? Can you forget what i said or what ever done to you in the past ? Im sorry ! Forgive me pls ... i need my counsellor D:
I cannot explain why but bear with me ? I will do stupid things ...
Really really stupid things ...

Went to pansap's house today ...
Haiz i was happy when upon taking the bus but soon after . I felt restless and felted like scolding ppl.
Alot of things went through my mind ... Suddenly no mood ...
Well then we reached our destination ... so sian went to the fairprice and bought drinks .
MY MONEY !!!!!!! Haiz guys without money with them are pathetic . I practically had nth left .
Thanks to my mei la !!! :D
Haha actually no la ... anyhow one .
Then had to walk to the condo somemore . That was the worse part of all ... walking.

Then when we reached pansap's house . Went to eat ... Nuggets, french fries and curry puff . FOOD @.@ xD
haha then we was so full .
Swim then go home . The end ... I know this post abit lame but blame it on clarissa and chelcy ...
keep bugging me in msn ._.
Bye peeps ...

2009-10-17T07:35:00.000-07:00

Yo im back ... Finally after some time of studying :D
Yes !!! Believe it or not i did studying .
Im still very stressed up for no particular reason ... I dont know why but im still very stress.
I think i still can cope because there are a lot of time left .
I cant really find out the reason too ...
Haiz i hope i do well for my exams because i think i will flunk at least 4 papers ...
Some papers were really simple and easy for me .
I think the reason for flunking was that sometimes i would look at my brother play maple till like it was time to sleep then i would take out some notes to study ._.
It was the final lap for sec 3 but i still could not resist ... Sian half ._.
I hope my friends would go on to sec 4G so we would be together again :D
I hope i too promote to 4G ...
Well the days of studying sec 3 work are finally over ... My next challenge is SYF 2010.
I will beat you hamirul ... Just you wait !!! :D
Maybe thats the reason for the stress ? I dont know but i will work hard ;D
AHHHHHH my next challenge is my phone ... Spoil again !!!
That time i fix then must pay 100++ then now fix again 80 dollar leh .
Should i pay ???
Of course not !!! Bo hua sia ... I want someone to lend me one spare phone . Pls pls pls :'(
can de leh no phone.
Just yesterday i went to pansap house to relax and have some fun ...
Really was tiring you know ! all that stress finally gone but all the sunburns and my leg still hurt ... Cramps again.
Everytime i swim in pansap house then got cramp ... Swimming at other place wont leh . Noob la the place :P
Haha then we played water polo and we became the water polo boys !!! Lame lame lame ._.
The water also hot yesterday ... Before that we played basketball at east cc . Sweating and hoping that the water will be cold in the end .... Warm water . Sian half . Haiz
ok then after swimming for one hour . Went to play soccer near pansap house . That place arh . Pathetic man ...fall down only can die ._.
As in literally ... fall only then sure skin tear .
Oliver almost fall . Omg luckily he managed to stay balanced in the last seconds .
Then we went back ... When i reached home . I was tired and restless then had to buy dinner for my mom and sis . So tired ...
I could not even walk properly ._.
Haha but i act strong then i go myself . Cos my brother usually will folo me and keep me company but yesterday he went t batam ._. School thing ...
Then walk alone lo . Handphone also spoil, poor thing sia :'(
Haiz ended the day playing computer till very late ... Sian half . My phone !!!!!!!!!
Bye i gtg and find me one phone ... ._.

I want to let you go away from me .
To leave me ...
But my heart cant let you go .
Im sorry . Let me be selfish this time and reach for something i want ...
Your love <3 I miss you D:

2009-09-16T05:48:00.001-07:00

Ok im back for some updating . Everything seems to go really smoothly ...
Well but life is not getting easier but harder in fact :X
New problems form so many friends and i have to comfort them . I always counsel ppl but i cannot even counsel myself ...
Its weird and funny :D
I lost someone really close to me really long ago . She understands and knows me ... Inside and out i guess.
For no apparent reason , she just left me and never talked to me again ... I lost her from that very day.
Now, she does not even want to reply my smses . I feel weird without her ...
Friends are a source of comfort for me whenever im down . I have no one to turn to now ...
Im healing ...
Ok i have to continue the good school work. I have been paying a lot of attention lately. especially working on my science and maths . I have to improve ...
To surpass my sister, that is still my goal :D
Well, its just 3 days after the holiday and too soon to say anything but to continue studying really hard .
I nid help and i can go to kwok homg who has been helping me alot . Thanks bro ! :D
Jiayous ~ Woots . Im talking to myself like yiren . Tsk tsk :X

Ok next to my next problem . I hope hamirul is doing well ... He has been working really hard .
But me ???i think i have failed as a drum major . Adm is working harder than the DM . Thats wrong.
I have to help him relieve some workload off of him . Thanks for taking care of the band when i was away ...
Tmr has band and i guess i nid to help out more .
There was a senior who said what happen to you JJ ?
You have not been taking care of the band like you used to ... the passion seemed to be gone .
I said ya ... I agree with you .
Then he said, then how the band die with you ?
I never replied because i did not know what i wanted ...
I was lost ... I felt bad and it took me a long time to realised that i was needed and a lot of unsettled business i had to take care of .
Give me some time at least pls .
You think im not stressed up ... i have to study too you know .
Im not superman and i dont want to disappoint my parents anymore with my SHIT results !
No more . I wont let them down anymore ...
But i will still be in the band.
The old Adm that used to take care of things ...
I wont let the band die with me but to now ... A victory .
I wont be the Dm that ruin my senior's efforts of building this band . Not now ... not ever .
GIVE ME TIME ...
Thats all i nid ... pls

~No one gets left behind~

2009-09-13T07:34:00.000-07:00

Man ok im finally back ... Some irritating bugger in msn ask me tag her back in my tagboard.
I went in my blog and saw her bugger name so why not post about something ?
Well, it has been kinda rough in the holidays. Its just one week and so many things have to be done.
Remedials, mountain loads of homework and lots of sleeping .
Yes to me, sleeping is boring O.o
Well i have been mapling these past few days and not been studying. I seriously have to buck up. I ask my sister to study hard but im the one not studying.
At this point of time, i have to set my priority as studies is now in the first place .
Then after final year, i have to step up to the challenge in regaining the band strength... Its been really bad past few months. The band is not moving and i finally know who is at wrong.
The band has been in chaos lately due to many reasons ... I have to get back to the old me and settle problems. I finally know what is going on with me .
The ones who abandon the section is wad i call trash ...
The ones who abandon the band is worst than trash ...
And that is me ...
I'll be back after the exams. I dont want any regrets. I will prove .
I will change my style if i need to ... Whatever that is best for the band.
I too can improve :D
I want committee member 2010 ... Gold :D and that is my goal .
I have to stop failing and start passing . STUDY !!!
Homework done , little revision done and all seems going as planned, Jiayous JJ ! :D
Talking to myself again . O no ... So embarrassing xD

Time to tag another bugger's blog :D
Bye for now . I'll be back !!!
-No one gets left behind-

2009-08-31T09:44:00.000-07:00

Yeah pretty much bored now ...
I woke up in the middle of the night nothing to do and i decide to update .
So sian right now . But at least i got my phone back :D
OK let me talk abt friday which was like a week ago .
I have now started to hang out in east cc almost all the time ...
Nothing to do but to hone my basketball skills. I have been learning new techniques and i think i still can improve.
Friday was a very bad day for me because suddenly i lost everything ! My shooting and dribbling ...
So scary ... Like suddenly i lost everything .
Well, there was three girls i met that friday. They are from ngee an sec and they are in the basketball team i think :D
i stole alot of techniques from the camel(A girl but this is how i address her) and a sharp shooter:P
Now my three pointer very good but my two points are like ...
Dont know what have happen. I used to like two pointers more than three point :D
But now i can shoot and i can dribble but something tells me i have to work harder in basketball.
Cos last friday, we played a match. Our team had the girls, royston , sebastian and yours truly ...
We challenged a bunch of TP guys . They were ok but i was the worst. I did not even score ...
Then i went back to defense to help out but in the end fall down . Like throw face sia .
The bad part was that i hurted my knee ... so painful ! D:
WEll, that shows that i have to improve and fast ! :D
I have to steal more techniques from ppl and now im learning from all my bball friends . Haha :D
Then after the match, we played one vs one . Who score first then win ... loser stay and have to do 10 push up.
I seldom lose so its ok. But i keep losing to camel ...
Haha then we played a 3 point game . Who score 3 first then win ... Loser do 50 push up .
I recommended the challenge but in the end i lose ._. Throw face sia . In the end have to do 50 push up ...
Then we played till night time and we all went home to rest ! :D
Such a tiring day . Omg my muscles ache ...
Ok thats all ... haha i shall win the camel next time xD

2009-08-20T09:31:00.000-07:00

Ok i have been like so irritating this days that i eve noticed that im irritating .
OK so busy these days to blog and there are so many things going through my mind right now.
At least i am finally back right .... it has been quite some time now since i blog and really i bored right now ._.
O well, let me talk about this thing that happen today.
Band was cancel for some reason and so i had plan something for my sister ele and royston.
They have like never gone out and so let me do some stupid things so they can go out for at least once.
Eleanor has been very busy lately with tuition and stuff(This is what u call excuses). So she did not really have the time to go out. Even with her brothers :D
Well today, i have plan something special for them . Haha but they never thank me sia... Scold me somemore D:
Ok after school, we all meet at the fourth floor and called royston along to century square... To do what?
Eat soursop...
Well i have like start a soursop eating trend among my bro and sister . Haha nice right the soursop.
Actually this idea was from hamirul and gang . I kinda copy to add humour in my life .
So we tricked eleanor and royston because they thought we were going to join them to eat soursop but no!
We all ran out of the food centre.
The whole soccer gang was there because after all this, we are ging to east cc to train ! :D
Then in the end, royston and ele was alone and togther . Haha nice right ... Never thank me ! Tsk
Well then we were on our way to east cc ... The whole lot of us.
Gavin, shahrul, baseerat, sebastian, golf, oliver, chun kiat and yours truly.
Haha we had so much fun . We train and we thrashed the yumin school kids .....
Well at least they scored a goal! :D Haha .
O ya one thing i found out today was that the girl at east cc everyday looks like lily! Haha my primary school classmate. I wonder if she remembers me ???
Well who knows ? Only her . Ha! Well they both look so alike. No wonder i thought i had seen the yumin girl somewhere in my life before... Weird.
Then we all practiced our passing and shooting . It was a fruitful day :D
Haha :D Now east cc is like our home :D

recently i have like been the teams manager and i lost my first match. So all the players have no confidence in me ...
So sad but today i have my first win and we thrashed them . Well, was it the age gap or the tactics ???? Who knows ??? Haha :D
Bye people :D

2009-08-02T03:35:00.000-07:00

Long time since i blogged ! Cos why ... One word 'LAZY' :D
haha why many thing have happened to me.
Let me update things that happened not recently ...

Friday
I was slacking and playing maple. I was like ks-ing this guy then in the end, he dropped my fame.
Then i went back to orbis to scam back that fame .(I hope my mei mei does not see this) Haha :D
So yea . I saw this girl character and i said like ... yo pretty.
Then we like continued our conversation for so long ... then she gave me her msn and we continue our long conversation.
Well, we managed to talk like for so long.
To the extend that she told me everything ... She is so much like me !
Her chinese is as lousier as mine , she is as crazy as me in class ... and so much more .
And the pain she is going through is like me ...
She is like me ... Thats why i mad her my mei mei . I want to change her back to be the good girl she used to be . Haha :D
(I want to change you but you too must help yourself)

Saturday
Went out with shahrul to make our ic ...
I already made it in school but on friday ... they called me and said i have to go to lavender to make my finger-prints again.
They made an error during school !!!
So in the end, i had to go there with shahrul ...
We went to eat and then went to east cc ... Hoping that someone will be playing there and sebas was there !
With a friend playing basketball with him ...
so i played with them for awhile and sebas and i tag to challenge that temasek poly guy .
In the end we thrash him . LOL ! :D
Haha then we went to mac to rest ...
then went to a handphone shop as sebas phone spoil ... Then i also check my phone lo since i was already there .
My one was 120 dollars and sebas was around 60 ...
so i have to save lo ...
No choice ! hahaha :D
Help arh! Tel me off when you see me eating during recess ! Thanks :D

2009-07-12T05:46:00.000-07:00

Today ...
Haiyo ... so powerful !
Haha i woke up at 5 ! Can you believe it ? and today is a sunday !
Ok today was a really special day .
Its finally here ! The yescom competition ......
When i woke up . I checked my phone and i saw like a missed call and a message .
Then i was like o god ! Am i late ???
Then i check ... Then it was just ele . HAHA !
Irritating bugger . Forget her wallet . It was still with me .
Then morning wad so i checked and ya really ! The wallet is still with me ._.
No wonder i feel so heavy during the party .
Either i ate too much or it was the wallet
But most likely is should be the first one . Haha :P

Then so i prepared myself ...
To get ready to go to school ...
In the end . I was the last ._.
I was late for 7 minutes .
I wake up but im the last . So funnt sia . HAHA :P
So yeah ! We got ready and went there . Toa payoh hub .
Big sia the place and i remember coming before .
Haha .
Everything when smoothly and we made profits . It was weird as syaraffudin was writing his online diary during the whole competition ...
He is one weird guy ...
Then the rest ... Good and worth prasing for . haha :D
I was there with her . It was a really long day and im glad i was with her all the way .
We are getting closer ! :D
Haha then he parents came . Abit weird for me leh . I dont know why .
I think i know that the fact that her elder sister knew our relationship ...
So weird because my elder sister know also ...
elder sister . Weird ppl . Haha :D

Then 4.30 like that ele came . i longed for he arrival ... I dont know why i like want her to come like that .
After the party , i felt that i could really tell her everything .
I could trust her
How i feel ...
And she's always there for me . Thanks sis ...
But arh that irritating bugger could forget her wallet .
Really leh so weird de . Haha :D
And so i gave the wallet back to the rightful owner . I should get rewarded ...
But we kept quarrelling . But i still think is her fault . Haha :D
Ele mum came too :D
She bought us burger king .
I was really surprised but at the same time hungry .
I needed it as i was getting restless ...
Very tired today ...
HAHA thanks ele's mum ! :D

At the end of the day ... Profits were made and everything went smoothly .
We all went home with a smile on our face .
It was a fruitful day :D

2009-07-12T05:12:00.000-07:00

Haha im back fellow buggers ...
Very tired today making an effort to finish all my work and duty ...

Yesterday was a really wild day ...
It was pansap's birthday party !!!
O yeah ! My boy is all grown up . Love him ... As in a brother way .
He is like a brother to me . Sharing joy and pain .
Especially the part where we share our facial expressions . So cute ! Haha :D
Well pansap is 17 already ... Like old man . Joking la . Once a brother always a brother :D
LOVE YOU BABY ! :P
Pansap's party was a blast .

The food ... Shiok
The girls ... Chio
Haha but i feel weird there .
The only ppl i know is ele , shahrul , pansap , bas and xiao han .
So weird . Next time dont come already ...
So bas , shah , ele and i isolated in one place having our own fun .
Haha :D So fun ... We sat down the talked and talked about life . Joked around ...
So nice . The weather ... Got wind , got food and got my brothers and sister .
Well its damn fun la thats all i can say ...
We played around . I did some silly things to make everyone happy ...
Then rain ._.
Haha we ran to shelter ...
Then talked somemore . Ice , water and GOOD !!! Remember guys ?
Haha :D
Then we went to the games room and play so fun ! :D Haha
We played pool ...
Then like that lo
Cut cake ... Eat somemore . Haha so nice ! :D
Good life man . Eat eat eat .
The best thing was that shah , bas and ele was there to enjoy with me .
When im with them ... Im always happy . Thanks guys :D
Ele ask me to keep her wallet so yea . OK :D

Then time to go home . My mum came to fetch all of them .
Bas was left out as he sarcriface himself . Such a good brother ...
He's always so loyal . A worthy friend . Then after for some time . My mother sent him home cos see him so lonely .
So kind hearted right ??? My mum wad ...
Haha then all went home . Got all the message . Wad thank you thank you blah blah blah ......
So noob . Haha thanks pansap for a great time :D

2009-07-09T03:27:00.000-07:00

Haha im back !!!
Well this days ... Kinda busy .
Im on the right track now ... Doing homework regularly , listening during class .
Haha i want to score ! To show my parents . Haha :P
Not really sure when will band start ???
Well homework is all done ... Nothing to do :D
Haha just that day i went for a test . A very super duper long and boring test ...
I took the test with ele . haha so tiring and boring .
I cannot believe i agreed to do this .
Its a special test ... Like a survey around the world .
To see the best around the world . Which country will be no 1.
Haha choose me ???
Gone case le ... Sure last .LOL :D

Well im also quite busy with the yescom thingy ...
Just the day before yesterday , stayed backed in school for so long . Haha :D
To print the cover page . This time its me , xin yi and shahrul .
The rest all go home ...
Haiyo
somemore the printer so stupid . So slow ! Idiotic ...
Then in the end never finish then go home .
Around like 7 plus
Then like so scary lo . In school ... walao ! :P
Then miss neo fetch us to inter but fetch xin yi home .
Then went home .
GTG do hw ! :D

2009-07-01T01:34:00.001-07:00

Updating blo in the com lab now which is pretty weird as there is only two ppl in the room .
Me and syaraffudin ...
all went home . so sian .
haha we are now printing things for the yescom thing .
haha so fun cos like we keep printing things...
Like no need money like that .
Well competition is coming up and i still have some coupons left .
Seriously i nid ppl to support me man . two more weeks to com ...
Omg haha .
SUPPORT ME !!!
Contact me at 96174282 ....
or go to this website ... www.spfyescom.com
If you care for me ... Pls contact me . haha :D
Sms pls ! dont call . Haha :P
Only my girl can call me :D

Well again kena scold . I have to watch wad i always say ...
Must take note !!! Haha help me !!! :P
As a leader ... Set good example ! Hehe .

Once again i have to work harder and play more attention to class .
I nid to win so many classmates .
all of them have changed . for the better ...
haha all are like studying . Doing their homework . Actually im not so influenced ...
But this particular guy , sebastian ! Omg its like the guy that dont study but now he is studying !
I have to work harder ... to get the grades i always wanted . Not the grade i have now .
So disappointing to my parents .
Like wad miss lee said ... when your parents come back home after a long day of work , they would like the teacher to call and praise the student but not scold them .
I will work hard .
i always am ashame to give my parents my report book to sign and always giving them the last minute .
I dont want it to happen again .
Work harder !!!
Haha thats all for now ...
Bye dudes :P

2009-06-24T04:09:00.001-07:00

It had been just days ....
Dont have band and all the leaders there changed .
Slack and play a fool . Wasting time ... Must as well dont have sectionals .
Today the dm had some fun in the rain , practicing macework.
Haha today i just concentrate on around the world ...
I have to improve !!!
Alright while i was doing my macework . The rest just sat down and slack ...
Talked and laughing ...
Very disappointed in today's performance in everyone today .
Leaders dont even know when to have fun and when to work ...
Really ... i ecpected more today .
I was fine with it as long the leaders show me that the leaders showed me the results .
But when i tested the squad ...
No result was shown and everyone was like ....
Very disappointed !
I expected more . Seriously ... The leaders wasted like 3/4 of the day playing instead of practicing .
Leaders did not act like leaders ...

Then we tested the squad .
Horrible .
Thats the word i can say ...
Then me and hamirul had to come in to help in the marching .
Lunch time had to be delayed .
Punished the leaders ...
Punish again
Punish more
then finally everything was done .
Lunch ...
I really wanted to talk to all the leaders but suddenly like dont want .
Dont know why ???
Very disappointed in the leaders today .
Haha but at least i managed to learn something today ...
Around the world man !!!
O yay! thanks hamirul . Love ya :P

Then we went back to sun plaza ...
Slack sit down and talk ...
Then i went to shawn house play psp ...
Keep hitting him cos i always lose ._.
Haha in the end , he make me so horny !!!
Idiot ...
Went home ...
So tired today ...
And so disappointed ...

2009-06-22T05:54:00.000-07:00

Haha must stop emoing ...
My tagboard cannot take it anymore .
Haha thanks guys ... I needed time .
My sister keeping asking me stop emoing .
So today . Happy post !!!
Im ok already ...

Well ts been 4 weeks since i seen here ... I miss her so much !
Sorry we could not celebrate ur birthday together .
Seriously this month like never do anything ...
Sian .

Ok i done posting . Kinda bored already ...
Haha Bye :P

2009-06-18T16:58:00.000-07:00

Well im back ...
Not knowing when i'll stand up again like i always do ...
Or i wont stand again .
Im confused ...

But ....
Lying down on my bed reflecting ...
As time passed ...
Seconds passed ...
Minutes passed ...
I was thinking and reflecting ... what when wrong .
I finally realised that i was wrong .

You were always winning me in everything we do .
No matter wad . Studies or band ...
Everything ...
Everyone always look up her , she is a good example ...
Everyone look at her , she is doing it correctly ...
Everyone listen to her , she is correct ...
Its always about her .
You said i always want to claim credit ...
Its because you are always the one having the credit . Whatever you do , you're correct .
I want to have credit sometimes ...
To be recognized and to be praise at least sometimes .
To have someone to give me a pat on the back and to say , "JJ , you have done well ... Im proud of you"
For my case . Im always the one being said by other ppl ... ''Wa drum major like this like that''
For once i want someone to praise me ...
At least once ...

My relatives are always ... JJ ,you are such a good boy , help your parents clean the house.
But i dont want to be always the one cleaning the house .
I dont plan to be a cleaner for my whole life ...
I want to do something big for my life ...
To be a major like my sister .
A major that commands respect .
To impress people and to show that for once that i can do something ...

All my friends have a talent ...
Eleanor , dancing
royston , basketball
Bas , badminton
Shahrul , soccer
ME ???
Nothing ...
Im always the one behind trailing ...
Always alone ...
I always walk alone ...

If only i did not lose my counsellor ...
She would know what to do .
She would have the answers .
I nid help ...
I finally realised that i was also in the wrong . Sorry ....

I realised wad was that dugusting feeling in my heart . Its not hate .
I dont hate you
Its the feeling ... Jealousy
Im jealous of you .
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2009-06-17T20:26:00.000-07:00

All seem to be lost .
I have lost everything ... My counselor and everything .
Seems that i fell down again . Time and time again i said to myself ... I will never drop .
I promised some seniors that I'll i never give up . Im sorry ...
Another empty promise i think . But this is for real ... Not an empty promise .
I promise i'll wash my hands off everything .
Whatever you guys say goes ...
Whatever you guys do it goes ...
I wont butt in anymore . That i can promise you .
Whatever i do is wrong ...
Whatever i say is wrong ...
Then waverer you say i'll listen ok . I wont lift a finger .
You guys are always correct and im always wrong ...

Im sorry i tried my best ...
I gave my best ...
I always had this goal , to be a good major like my sister or even better .
I don't see it now ... It seemed to disappear .
I cannot do it !!! Im sorry sis .... I have fail you . Your dear drum major will never be the same .
Im really sorry ... All your teaching of band and in life will always be with me . Even when i die it will still be in me .
Thanks for everything .
You have not fail me , I have failed you ...

If you guys did not see i gave the band all my best .
if you guys did not see that day in and day out i gave 110% of my guts into band ... Then you dont know me .
I really did my best ... I cannot go on . You guys have to follow up .
An empty shell of power .
I will always be part of this big family .
But i'll be the family member that is always down ...
Sorry ...
I walk alone and always alone ...
I need the time alone . To reflect ...
Sorry .

I seem to be very happy and sad at the same time ...
I cannot go on much further ...
All those responsibility ... GONE .
I feel lighter . I can finally be a cloud ...
No trouble just floating around ...

2009-06-15T04:37:00.000-07:00

I HATE today !!!
Cant help it to be so playful and careless .
I was doing the wrong things over and over again . I was not JJ ...
JJ was not here today and it was like something took me over ...
I did like so many wrong things ._.
Im really sorry ... Where did the drum major go ???
I dont hate today to the fact that Mr lim tortured me today , i expected that already .
I perspired like crazy today as i was tortured by Mr lim doing tons of push up and sit-ups ...
Well it was nothing really as i expected it and im ready to become fit again .
You ask me run comfirm i'll be super lazy ...
Well today brandon became a drum mjor . Sort of ...
He was punished or should we say training together as i action to mr lim say wad i surecan do alot of push-up after lunch then mr lim torture me . Made me do so many things .
Then we took the mace down and i sort of train hin and taught him the basics :D
Well thats not the point . I did like 2 major mistakes ...
Seriously wad is happening to me !!!!!!!
Firstly , i threw the mace to high as Mr lim made us(ME and Brandon) do an activity . I throw then Brandon catch then brandon throw then i catch .
It was really nothing top me actually as i practiced alot in throwing and managed to do many things .
It was brandon's first day and i should have known that i should have been more lenient ...
i threw too high and he missed . Kena his nose ._.
I felt really bad ... Like can die ._.
Like that time i break pansap's hand .....
Seriously wad took over me to throw so high sia . Can die ...

Ok second thing . Wa this one i feel like jumping down the building can .
Wad kind of drum major am i ???
Seriously something took over me , telling me to throw the lollipop somewhere far ....
I know its wrong but i continued .
Then karen scold me .... Saying wad kind of senior are you ? Drum major somemore .
I was like ... Why did i do it . Something is wrong !!!
She cried and i also felt really bad so i apologised like a lot but she did not bothered ...
I so going to school early to apologise to her ....
Seriously wad is happening to me . Something took over ... Im so died ._.

Once again i feel that i should be a cloud .
Wandering in the ar .
Floating where ever the wind takes me ...
Haiz such a drag ....

2009-06-14T03:35:00.001-07:00

Haha im so lazy to update my blog these days ... i miss her !!!!!!!!
So many days never sms or see her . Can die ._.

Well i have been very disturbed by the fact i keep forgetting things and missing some events like the exchange .
..... Well i feel that i lose out alot . Feel like killing myself for volunteering for aem .
Like i can understand whatever the teachers are saying ._.
They provide good imformation but it like does not go into my head .... Like blur all the way >.<
I only like going theere because of the FOOD . Haha :D The food compared to Springfield canteen food . Comfirm lose ! Haha .
Everyday like eat 2 plate of rice . Fatter but not smarter ...
Haha everyday at home , never sms , never excercise . Can die !!!
Haha luckily this coming week have intensive training in band ... Wa comfirm lose weight somemore got muscle ! :D
Hope have macework then can improve and train my arm muscle .
Walao eh !!! BECAUSE OF AEM . I lose out alot leh in the exchange ... another regret in my life ._.
So sian . They were there and i was in TP learning . Crap !!! If only my teachers would have supported me and provided me a letter so i could go .
Sian then they say ... We think that you should go for aem as our school put aem as a piority .
._. i was like whatever . I wanted to go . I wanted to learn . I wanted to find girls . CHEH ! HAHA
All i can say i regretted going for aem .....

Ok well nothing but regrets ...
The worst thing has happen . No phone !!!
My N81 and my backup phone spoil ._.
I cannot sms her and no handphone is so troublesome can !
Walao eh why bad things keep happening to me !!!
I hate my life . First aem and now this ...
I cannot take it anymore . I hope the intensive training can calm me down abit . I hope so ...
There is only 3 things in my life that can calm me down .
Band ( macework - ALONE )
Friends and company
Macdonalds (FOOD)
Haiz i so tired of life ...
Why cant i be a cloud in the sky ...
Floating in the air wandering and alone .
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2009-06-07T18:04:00.000-07:00

Haha i'm just back from like massive like outings :D
I so tired man !!! Going to explode like that but somehow i really liked those days .
Band camp and the performance at metta :D
Well band camp was not really anything compared to the previous camp ... The one which was so called a TORTURE camp !!!
It was really fun at the same time tiring but this camp was really SLOW . It was like so boring .
Now the band is improving but at a very slow rate ... We leaders have to think of something that can speed up the process .
Well things like sectionals to improve on our music and marching .
Its now or never man .
Ok back to the camp ... Its ok but to slack ! Now my legs dont even feel like running during band . Laziness as got the better out of me ._.
Well, the band camp was not really tiring for me as i attended a aem course at temasek polytecnic for quite a long period of time .
Its from 10 to 4 so it like so long ...
i lost out alot during the camp but it i think i also gain some knowledge through that course so it is like a win-lose situation :D
I hoped everyone enjoyed the camp like i did and i as per usual wanted to stay but had no choice ...
I like band camps . I always feel like i'm at home with my family . The bond in which we share and the things we do together . teamwork was there and some juniors showed great leadership during the camp and may be potenial leaders :D
Ok well then after the camp . Some of the guys and i went to Kfc and ate our lunch .
Brandon , faiz , hamirul , nat , yeng hao and i was there :D
It was fun to the extent that we talk so long about ghost stories we like stayed for like so long !!!
Alright !!! Then we like all went to the toilet then i like stop and scream . Haha all jump and scream !!! So funny . The we talked about a knocking ghost which knocks . DUH :D
Then Yeng hao go knock the toilet the cubicle . I finished peeing and then open the cubicle door . Haha got man inside shitting . I practically saw everything -.- Then the guy shout ''OI!"
Then we all ran out laughing :P
Haha all like so scared ...
Then we went back in KFC and continued talking :D
Then we alll went home :D

The band performance was ok . Haha i play very loud but like ppl say cannot hear . I dont care !!! Must ask Janice cos she stand beside me :D
Hmmmm before the performance was like weird . Everyone explored the place while i sit behind the stage alone . So nice and peaceful . Haha :D
Emo kid is here .
Then like janice keep disturbing me to take photo !!! Bugger -.-
I dont like taking pic .......
Then we all had group photos before going up on stage to perform :D
Well then , we then started off with the drumline which i did not really know wad was happening as the band was all behind busily setting up the stands :D
The it was the final coutdown down part . I think we played better ??? Not sure ...
I had to company hamirul today till his parents come back from JB as we talked about ghost aftyer the band camp and he was so scared so i had to company him .
Then we went Kfc again to eat lunch . But this time is different ppl ... Sulastrie , Irsyad , Jun an , hamirul , faiz and i :D
We again talked about ghost ...
The all went home but faiz , hamirul and i walked from Springfield to east cc :D We marched there to be precise :D
Haha fun and nice . The we all went home :D

Thats all for now !!! TATA :D

2009-05-28T06:45:00.000-07:00

Alright i'm back ...
It seems that i very long never update le . Haha seriously lazy -.-
Life has been a rollarcoaster ride for me ...
A ride that never goes up but only goes down . Stress man ! I know its after the exams but the things i'm doing is killing me .
Omg ! I seriously cannot take it anymore ... Sometimes i feel like just sleeping my life away .
No responsibility , floating , wandering around doing nothing ... Wont that be great ???
Well i would say no ... I'm not that kind of person . I'm going to change and to be a better man !!!

BAND
Alright well the truth is that i have already lost my fighting spirit and determination seems to be gone .
I finally realise wad has happened to me ... it was someone . I was so busy fighting and wanting to talk to her and that really has really took me away . A dark place full of hatred and jealousy but now its different . I'm took some time to think but i pulled through in the end .
I have already let down many people expectations for me .
Its time for me to step up and do something to the band .
To be the best drum major is my goal and i must work towards it . No matter wad it takes ...
Well , i was really in denial .... Like my sister . No matter wad ppl threw at her , she just continued doing her job .
I'm scared . i know some ppl dont like me ... But what can i do ??? Nothing !!!
i just have to put it to my stride and move on .
So what if ppl say things ... I dont care ! Well life still have to go on .
I'm sorry my seniors and juniors . I'll give my 110% again to the band .
Like the old ADM ...
The teachers had a talk with me . It made me realised that i'm just wasting my time in band .
I almost forgot my goal ... to win cheryl , to be better ... i will win !!!
To those seniors who trusted me and made me drum major ... I wont allow you guys to regret this decision . NEVER !
i was on the verge of breaking down and giving up . But when i saw my NCO shirt well ? it kinda really told me something .
It was such an honour to go there and now is only the beginning .... I will not back down !
I will not give up for all those who have high expectations on me . I wont disappoint you .
I really have to thank Jun cheng for saying those things to me . I was really helpful and that has made me realise that i have not been doing my job and i'm never alone .
I still have great seniors like him ...... Thanks Jun cheng :P
I'm sorry irsyad . Forgive me . I'll prove to you that i will do my duty as a drum major .
Well i'm going to pull myself together now ... for those who cared for me .
Thnks for your support :P

SCHOOL
Finally the break is coming . I need the rest man .
Time to reflect and study . I wont fail another subject ......
i have to pass . To aim and score . Must study .
Now like never study because i'm too distracted man !
i need to focus . To pass maths !!!
Haha i wont let Mr Koh down and more importantly ... My parents .
Well , i dont want them to be hurt after seeing my results . I have to study and stop fooling around .

ok thats all i will update soon . Lazy type the remainding things .
LAZY ! haha :P

2009-05-21T06:45:00.000-07:00

Man ! Exams seems to be gone but why is the stress still here ?!
I've been very stress lately because of the planning of the COH thingy ! Well all i can say was that i hate last minute planning !
I was the group leader of this project and i seriously regretted being the leader ... It was another hurdle .
I'm not sure whether i still can go on ... I'm tired .
Last minute things ... i got scolding . well its part of being a leader but leader leader leader !!!
It sounds good but the job behind it is killing me .
i'm neglecting almost everything and everyone and i'm losing time
precious time ... how i need the time !
I seem to be always chattering but ... i'm just hiding it
Due to the help of teachers and trybe's very own ming xiu ... i managed to do my part well .
To lead and made the trip to COH a success .
Man!!! i so feel like dying ...

Alright , i have been doing the car washing this pass two days .
I'm tired . I was also one of the ppl who lead and gave out instructions ...
Omg can really vomit blood .... I really am tired .
The day before yesterday was still ok but today was one long long day ! D:
Instrutions were given out but no one listen and the cars have to be re-washed .
The activity was really tough but it was for charity so all i can say its worth it ! :P
I have to thank Kulhari and kevin the most !!! Thanks guys ... you are the best .
*and ppl i never mention*
Haha then only today could been a success .....
Well it was tiring and wat added to my stress ... BAND CAMP
OMG now its our batch turn to plan , can make it de !!!
i hope it will be a successful one .
I need to do alot of things now ... I want to succeed !!!
I must succeed ! i must Win and i will be THE BEST!!!

Ok i updated ... i'm not a noob :P

2009-04-30T04:12:00.000-07:00

Exams are comin and stress begins to appear ... I cannot lose to to HER ! :D
Ok well today was like the worst day for me .
(ITS ALL MY FAULT)
Then we started the day . The classes was pretty much on revisions and nothing else ...
(ITS ALL MY FAULT)
Then it was recess time where everything went bad for me ...
(ITS ALL MY FAULT)
I was playing soccer with the usual people then suddenly it happened !
I was about to kick pansap and suddenly he fell down and i come down too ... I sat on his hand !
I saw him SCREAMING , YELLING and his IN PAIN .
Down there was my one of my best friend and i was the one who made him into this state .
I was hiding my fear and tried my very best to help him .
(ITS ALL MY FAULT)
Knowing that i might lose him as a friend ... i could not care less . He was in pain and i had to do something .
His screams of pain pierced through my heart ...
I brought him to the General office . The teacher said it might be a fracture or a sprain .
Pansap's hands could not move at all ! Then he even said JJ i cannot see like everything blur ... Black and white .
I was shocked but i hold myself together and told him to close his eyes and breath .
.... He looked pale .
Moments later he was feeling much better but his hand still could not move .
(ITS ALL MY FAULT)
... Guilt slowly creeped in
Then Mr wong and Mr soh brought him to the hospital ...
ALl i could do was to HOPE ....
I felt useless and i could not do anything to help .
I went back to class and lied down . I was holding my tears ... I did not want to cry in front of Xin yi so i hold myself .
I myself was in pain but it could not compare to the pain pansap was going through ...
(ITS ALL MY FAULT)
Then i had no mood to study for todays history test , i was on the verge of losing it ...
I'm prepared to fail but i tried some questions ...
I was still hoping pansap was ok . Then i had no mood to sent xin yi down for her lesson and she knew i was sad so she said she will go down herself ...Thank you .
(ITS ALL MY FAULT)
Then i was the second to reach the D&T block and then i all started . I CRIED ...
It was my fault and guilt took the better of me ... I just put my head down and cried .
I cried for pansap and HOPE it was ok .
Haiz its all my fault and i can never forgive myself for breaking pansap's left hand ...
I dont want to see my friends in pain again ...
I dont want to see the same thing happen again ...

I will NEVER play soccer again .
I'M SORRY PANSAP D':

2009-04-24T18:09:00.000-07:00

It was a really wild day for me yesterday ...
Before school time , i was late meet HER -.- was like ten minutes late !!! OMG
It was totally our first time meeting and going to school together and i'm late . Thank god she did not mind ... I'm so lucky to have her :D
When i was there , shahrul and his Gf was there so we went to the canteen together .
Well when we were in the canteen , we talked for awhile but SHE did not want to tell me her SECRET ! I 'm so going to find out . Haha :D
Then miss tan the discipline mistress came -.- Spoil everything ...
Well then we all went back to our seating positions and waited for the time to pass .
Finally , it was time for us to get back to class and finally i can see ... SHAHRUL . Haha you get wad i mean :P
Then Miss sharon tan never come today and Mr Koh took over the class .
Pretty much like a free period but Mr koh gave the weaker students remedial which is me .
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Then english was kinda boring .
When i'm in class and talking to HER . Its seems like everyone is looking at us ... Totally weird -.-
Ok so today we just looked at each other , doing face signs and moving our head left to right ... Omg there is still ppl looking -.-
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OK recess time ... Boring !!! Brought HER bag as we will be going to the lab for chem lessons .
Well the recess ended fast so we got into the lab .
Wow i was lucky ! i was sitting behind HER . Not too bad . Haha :D
Then most of the time looking at her . i kinda also concentrated on wad was Mr zaki talking . Fascinating !!! :D I can multi-task ...

Then i had to go up with HER to get her shoe bag ... I brought down her bag but forgot to bring down her shoe bag . Such a loser . But now , at least i could talk to her privately . Phew ! :D
Then we went our separate ways as she went out with cheryl while i went to pansap's house to swim ...
Cheryl is always taking her away from me -.- You watch out cheryl !!! :P

Ok we went to pansap house . Golf , bas , sebas , daryl and i .
We had fun and we went swimming . To release stress and relax .
When i was floating on the water looking at the sky and allowing the water to take me away . I was totally in serenity ... life without stress floating around like a cloud .
Wow the feeling was great ! :D
Ok then the good feeling was gone ... CRAMPS . Leg was in pain and i was kinda injure throughout the day .
I could not continue swimming any longer but i could still SMS her . But what would you know ??? SHE was also swimming in tampines stadium .
So i too could not sms her ... Started doing my maths homework .
Ok then everyone ended the swim by eating chicken and nuggets . Yummy ! :P
Then we all got changed and some crazy things happened in the toilet and we all went our separated ways .
I was suppose to meet with HER after that so bas , daryl and pansap followed me to meet HER in tampines inter :D
Cheryl and HER was there .
She looked pretty as usual but smelled like chlorine like me ! Haha :D
ok then i fetched her home and my busybody friends followed us ... sat with her in the bus and we talked . Yeah ! She lean her head on my shoulder ... So happy .
But my capable partner in band was totally alone so i sat with her awhile and talked to her ...
Then we got out of the bus and i fetched her home .
She was totally scared and i asked why . She said her parents dont know abt HER being with me so i'm ok with it as my parents too dont know that we are together . Haha :P
Then i returned her bag i was carrying for her as she was scared her neighbours or wad saw us . ANd finally i fetched her to the lift and suddenly i wanted to say the 3 magical and powerful words but sudedenly HER father came back and she quickly went up and i quickly walked away .
Thank god her father never find out .

Then pansap , daryl and i went to inter to have some coconut drink . Shiok man ... Cheap and cooloing . Haha :D
Then we all went home .
Sms HER
Talk to HER
Then she sleep ... I sleep .
Ya thats preety much it for the day .
See you guys again .
I'll post more . BYE ! :D

2009-04-22T06:03:00.000-07:00

Well life ... It has been a roller coaster ride for me .
Ups and downs ... Omg things just happen in a flash .
Sometimes i just wish that i''m just an ordinary cloud ... Floating around the sky . Going anywhere the wind takes me .
Would'nt that be so much better ...
Such a drag -.-

Well yesterday was the school's interclass .
This year was totally different than last year . i was playing basketball last year !
Omg this time ... A totally different gamestyle . I'm going to use my legs ... I''m participating for soccer :D
3G has been playing soccer everyday ... train and the passion for the sport .
Determine to win 1st as our goal was very close as we have alot of good players .
well the first game .
i was pretty scared as i was playing the role of defender . Any mistake will cost us our victory ... That adds on to the pressure -.-
Well the first game ... We were thrashing as we control our attacking play and midfield .
Well this game , chun kiat and i did even need to lift a finger . That was how easy the game was :D

ok the second match . Against one of the good classes . 3F . baseerats and olivers class ...
Well the very start of the game , i had a feeling ...
Lose . Thats the word i can only describe the game .
We were pretty much owning the game . I had to clear some balls but it was ok ...
We attacked more and had more possession . Chances all lost as shahrul hits the post ...
Well the game ended in a draw and we went to penalties . I hate penalties ... i always miss .
So i told sebas i wanted to go last :D
Well in the end we lost ... it was disappointting but no one is to blame .
As we lost as a CLASS . One for all and all for one :D

So its all up to the next match . Deciding whether we become third or fourth .
We had no other choice ...
We have to win this medal . FOR THE CLASS :D
Well , the game was rough .
The opening goal was form shahrul and followed by sebas ... Well . It was an exciting game :D
We enjoyed it but it was seriously rough .
The opposition team was losing and they started kicking legs instead os the ball so we had to do something .
two can play at that game . We started pushing and in the end . chun kiat and i started playing rough and we managed to lock the key players and we WON!!
Third is better than nothing so ... In the end , we went for it and done it !
Third for soccer . second for basketball and first for netball .
GOODWORK GUYS !!! :D
I LOVE YOU ... and especially you :D

Today .
Well today was like an ordinary day but a little more serious .
I was waiting for this day to come .
Well i was totally excited but i did not know it was so difficult to say those 5 words .
Omg as this is my first time . i was really nervous and with pansap and shahrul behind me . It was worst .
It was after recess and it was maths lesson .
It was time .
I sat beside her but 15 minutes passed but nothing came out of my mouth .
.., i could tell from her face that she was waiting so i began to talk to her . And finally i said it .
She nodded her head with agreement and i knew that it is a new start of my life .
It will last long and i hope the feelings does not go .
Or shld i say it will never go ... its all abt trust and trust alone .
I'm going to love this ... Woohoo :D
So happy . Haha :D
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2009-04-10T21:08:00.000-07:00

Suddenly i had the urge to BLOG !!! :D
And the cravings for MacSpicy ...
Its been a long time since i blog due to laziness -.-
So yea ... i here .
well GOOD FRIDAY was boring for me !
Omg i was like alone at home with no one to go out with me .
My friends and i was suppose to go to sakura that day ... But all of them had dates and so i was alone .
Pansap la -.- Go out with Xiao han then never care about me and shahrul . Walao !
I''m so lonely ...
I needed someone to talk to me that day ... Had the temptations to ask Her to talk to me but i did not have that courage to do so . Haiz
Well at least i had my brother ... AND especially my new computer to keep me occupied .
Among my friends , i am the only one that is single ... So unfair -.-
Well the day had to go on so ...
Simply i played the computer the whole day N i ended the day going out with my family to eat steamboat ...
At least i went out today so today was not such a disappointment after all ...
O well ... Have to go now .
Maybe i''ll update again around ???
Next year ??? SO yea ...Thats all for now . Bye :D

2009-03-31T04:32:00.000-07:00

Ok today is SPORTS DAY :D
Well woke up around 5 ??? Or maybe earlier . Haha :D
Then i took a bath and got changed !!!
I was like suppose to meet Sebastion at MAC like at 6.15 but he keep smsing me asking where am i !
So irritating ... To stop his nonsense . I just replied him that i was on the way but the truth is that i was still at home enjoying the air-con in my room . Haha :D
Well then i walked to east cc and met up with him . Later more ppl came ... Yi ren , shafique and benedict :D
Then after eating breakfast , we all took bus no 8 .
When we came out of MAc , we saw Chun kiat , royston and wilson ! :D
And so we all went to TP together ! :D
Omg had to like climb the overhead bridge -.- Such a drag ...
On the bus , saw george(Pri sch friend) !!! :D
It seems like forever since i met him . After this few years , he become ... Well , MATURED :D
Alright , then we arrived at TP .The place was noisy and crowded with people ...
Well i was getting higher every second ! When we got there , we saw bas , shahrul and pat .
Met up and we all sat together .
Moments later , we all had to go down the seats and stand on the tracks .
Then the flag raising started . Today was a special day so pansap , sebastion , shahrul and i did not sing the national anthem but was actually shouting .
Apparently , i was not the only one that was going crazy ... PHEW ! :P
Then we all went up and took our seats ...
Sports day then started !
Well runners begin running ...
People who did not run started walking around ...
We brothers ... Shahrul , Bas , Sebastion ,Pansap , gavin , karveer , oilver , Kwok hong (Sry for not mentioning your name here ! Pls imform me if you were with us :D) started walking around and when our class 3G participants started runing , we went crazy !
Started cheering and dancing about ... Good times :D
Example was when the sec 5s and sec 4s challenged in the tug-of-war on the field , we went down and started to cheer for the sec 5s for no apparent reason . Weird but cool :D
Then it was the 8x100 event . Wow that one ar ... Me and pansap cheer and cheer and keep jumping around and we started dancing . Haha nice ! :D
First time pansap so cute and idiotic like ME !:D
When the event started ... We went crazy . Started running around the field to cheer our class mates on . Omg tiring but fulfilling ! :D
WE GOT FIRST . HAHA :D
Well wad can we say man ... WE ARE THE BEST !!! :D
Then when the runner recieve their award ... Once again i shouted 3G oi and then the whole class shouted . Class spirit !!! I LOVE IT . Haha :D

Then after sports day , we went to safra ...
YES again -.-
Sebastion , Bas , shahrul , oilver , gavin , karveer and ME !:D
When we got there , the air-con made us slow down ... Enjoying every moment of it :D
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !:D
Well , we played pool first :D
Challenged oilver first ... I win :D
Then i challenged sebastion ... I win :D
Rematched with oilver ... I lost D:
Followed by gavin ... I won :D

Then we played bowling , i played 2 games which was about four dollars plus ?
This time ... I was the star of the show !!!
Haha winning every game i played :D
I scored triple digit in every game . Haha .
Ever since i was young , i used to like sports and whenever i like the sport and tried it . I would be immediately become a good player.
For example ... Basketball . I used to play during my pri school days and well , lets just say i was always the one being chose first :D
Now , pool for example ... I played my first game and i sucked but so wad ???
After awhile i got better and better ! Haha and now winning almost every game i play !
For now its bowling ... I used to have only 70 for my score but now ???
Well , now i'm scoring better in every game ! Haha :D
Moving on ... Gavin , sebastion , bas and i challenged .
In the end i got first and the score was 100
The the second game , i scored 101 and i still got first ! :D
Then the loser was gavin ... He now owe us drinks . Haha :D
Then when the 2 games was over , baseerat , sebastion and i wanted to play one more game so we agreed .
Omg there goes my money ! -.-
Then we played , in the end ... I won again ! score was 108 :D
Baseerat score was 79 and sebas score was 66
Getting better right ??? :D
Ok then we left the bowling alley ...
Baseerat was not ready to go home so he challenged me a game of pool and so i agreed .
In the end , i WIN :D
Haha and this time was fair and square ...
Wohoo i'm such a talent . Haha :D
But the bad thing was that i'm getting too addicted man ...
I have been going there like every week , i need someone to stop me ! D:
I'm wasting money everyday !!!
And because of this , i did not have enough money to buy HER a present for her birthday -.-
I so dead ... I promised D:

Thats all for now :D

2009-03-28T04:25:00.000-07:00

I"M LOST ! D:
Am i a pawn or just a useless person .
I am good at nothing ... I dont understand !!!
I"M LOST !
I used to think that i'm loved by people but it was just a lie -.-
Well , i fought with someone today .
I realise ... its it my passion for it or is it the next step to my doomsday ???
I lost basically everything ... My friends , my family and my counsellor ... and most importantly my PASSION !
Goals in my life just shattered across my eyes when you told me the things that are happening to me ...
Not knowing who to listen to ... Her or myself ???
I"M LOST D:
If i listen to her , i'll lose my only talent and the thing i love ...
No one seems to care or know wad i really need .
Is my passion for it going to ruin my life ... I dont really care !
All i wanted was to be just like you .....
I dont know abt you but wad i know is that i used to have a goal ... But after telling me all this , I know !
What are the things going on and i know its bad for me ... I know you want the best things for me .
But at least you could have given me a choice ... To choose by my own .
The first time being independant . Without your help !
But at least i used to have aa path for me to follow ,but now i have no idea wad i should do ???
I"M LOST D:
What do i have left is ... myself . A lone ranger ...
I hate being alone ... Not knowing to do next !
I"M ALL ALONE AND LOST ! :'(
Somebody SAVE me ...
Someone to SAVE me ...
Anybody ...

2009-03-28T01:34:00.000-07:00

Basically like was pretty fair these days ...
Well both good things and bads things have hapened to me .
Well its like a normal person's life ...
For me the good thing and bad thing that just happened on is ... Irsyad's birthday .
It was after band , when everyone was sitted in the band room , everyone sang happy birthday to him ! :D So touching right ???
I on the other hand is always so unlucky ! My birthday is like always in the holidays so no one celebrate with me ! And no one give me birthday BASH ! So sad-.-
Secondly , on that day when the whole band was singing in the band room . I was no there ! Omg i wanted to hug him ... O well it can wait for next year ! :D
Ok so it was after band , where some poeple chase irsyad and poured water at him .
It was extremely crazy and exciting ! :D Irsyad was then soaled in so much water ... So WET ! :D
It was not right for me to do this crazy things with them as the whole school was like in so much choas .
Giving the post i have , i should noot be playing with them ... I SHOULD be the one stoping it .
I dont even know whether i'm right or wrong .....

O well then the second good thing is SPEECH DAY ! :D
Morning ...
Woke up at 5.15 .... I was extremely late as i needed to meet up with shawn .
His father offered me a ride to Mac for breakfast so i went with him.
While i was late and so i rushed and rushed to get ready as shawn's father was already downstairs waiting for me ! omg i was like the first time i'm so late for something -.-
In the end , shawn father fetched me to west cc Mac and went off . Thank you ! :D
Well , then i bought mac . Duh ! then walkked back to school with shawn ...
Then reached school and started to eat and change . Today's morning fall in was like so rush ...Finally the sense of urgency from the band ...
Ever since the seniors graduate .... EVERYTHING seems to have changed D:
Then inspection ..... Lame -.- Its like wad is the UIC doing now ???
Nothing seems to be moving ....
Ok we warm up . Took like a extremely long time for us to finish and in the end , we all went down for a quick run through ....
Everthing went well ...
(It seems that when it happens to have competition or major thing thats gonna happen , i'll stomachache)
Then rest and finally the real thing . The hot sun blazed upon me and a drip of sweat seems to slid down my cheeks and goes into my eyes ! OUCH !
Then in the end , everything went well and no errors ... Yippee :D
Then it was time to collect my CCA award ... Going to recieve a plaque ! :D
Haha i wished i had the mace at that point of moment . Why ???
Waited an hour or so for me to report to the ava ... Precious practicing time all gone ! D:
I need to show poeple i'll do it ... Especially after encouraging words for Gim Kai :D
hmmm then after all that . Everyone went home ......

Went to Safra to play pool just now , FUN ! :D
When we arrived , saw some band members there . They were going to bowl .Haha :D
I did not join them as i was playing pool with my friends . Saw that they had alot of fun without me so its OK :D
Challenged pansap and i lost . Mega bummer !! D:
Challenged sebastion next ... I won :D
Challenged bas ... I win :D
Then after playing . My friends and i went to bowling ... WHEE :D
In the first game , i was getting owned by baseerat , sebastion and the champ Shahrul .
Second game was totally different ... It was very exciting and in the end , i draw with bas !
I was like actually leading and had 2 strikes . In the end , shahrul chased up and won the game .
While baseerat drawed woth me -.-
When home :D

Thats all for now ... Wheeeeeeeeee ! :D

2009-03-21T02:41:00.000-07:00

Alright ... Its me again :D
As time slowly pass , i starting to think that my friends are breaking up .
Hating each other , because of things that recently happened .
Well , the incident cos all of us to separate and we all slowly drifted apart ...
I could not bear to watch and after thinking of it for days ...
I slowly forgot how we spent our times as friends when we were in the same class .
People change as time comes ...
Good or bad is for the person to face alone . As a friend , i can only give advice .
Listening to it or not is not my problem as i know i tried my best ...
To help yourself or ruin yourself , its your choice ...
Your future lies in your own hands ... Choose wisely and as a friend , i'll respect your decision .
No matter wad happens , i'll fight beside you . Helping you along as you are not just my friend ...
You are also like a BROTHER to me .
Good luck :D

Thursday
Well mace training is getting fun ! :D
My new trainer ! Man , he is one cool guy ...
Spins the mace as if its part of his body . The flow and sharpness ...
Determine to get better than him and all the rest :D
I will be better but i HAVE to train harder !
The competition is getting harder each day and i HAVE to WIN !
Not only doing it for myself but also doing to someone very important to me .
Not going to mention her name ... Go ahead and guess but i wont tell you :P
But participating in year 2010 will prove to her that i can do it ...
I HAVE to train . I HAVE to win . I HAVE to prove to her :D
Wish me luck as it is not going to be easy !
But from today onwards , i have a goal .
A goal in life and i'm going to work towards the goal :D
The passion within to win and be the best :D
......
....
..

THE END :P

2009-03-15T20:53:00.000-07:00

HOLIDAYS !!! :D
The days where you can rest and relax :D
Well but the bad part is ... Well , homework -.-
The last day of school was really fun !
Cleaning the classrom as a class , watched a video during class ,played soccer with my friends etc
When i got back home from band . I sat down and started doing all my homework ...
It took me like forever to finish doing them . Well it took me till it was 2am in the morning .
Hoping to just relax for the next few days at home and homework-less :D

anyway i'm not to excited when it comes to holidays
Nothing to do ... Just by sitting somewhere i would start thinking of my friends
Well all i can say is that i am so BORED !
Well this days have been kinda bored for me .
There is like nothing that can stop my boredom .
Even lets say for example ... My bithday .
It happened yesterday ! Well the same thing happened every year .
Its like happening over and over again ...
As expected , lots of SMS , some presents , money from my parents and finally ending the day with dinner .
Well its like SO boring . It made me so bored :(
I hope my friends are enjoying their holidays ... Unlike me .
My birthday wish ... To make school reopen sooner ! :D

2009-02-25T01:47:00.000-08:00

Summary !
Second day !
Dragon boating
Third day !
Nature guided walk
Last day !
Miss ... bernice and Hilmi :D
I want go out with them somedays :D
Hahaha dreaming :D
Thats all ....

2009-02-25T00:10:00.000-08:00

I'm back ! Miss me ? :D
Well i finally can blog again ! Muhahahaha i'm at shawn's house . Woohoo !!!
Alright i'm gonna blog abt sec 3 camp ! :D
Well being my paranoid self ... I'm like walao camp ! So sian ! It also happened when i had my Nco camp ... I started worrying but in the end , it turned up well :D
What i did not realise was that i had so much fun in the camp ! =)
Let me start of with the first day ... arrived to school extremely early, amazed by the number of sec3s in school.
Went to the usual meeting place, canteen (:
Saw shahrul there already. Well, followed by pansap ... so we sat down and talked .
Being such normal people , we talked about the size of our bags and compared.
Bell rang, went up to the hall ...waited , waited and waited .
Finally ! haha 3G got up to the bus . As usual shahrul , pansap and i sat behind (:
Something startled me , I suddenly became so high ! OMG ...
Sat down singing and shouting . Well being a band person , always the one remixing the songs with some extra beats .
Well we had fun :D

Then finally , we arrived in the dairy farm - Not really a farm (Camp place)
And we settled down ... Got in to our bunks to put our stuffs down and went to the canteen .
Our class got separated and went into groups . I was in Group 8 :D
Ok introduction time !
Lets start with our group name ... Ghost rider ! Cool name . Right ???
Then we were brought somewhere fo self introduction then yet again my name was the easiest to remember ... JJ :D HAHAHA :D
Then our trainer was Bernice ...
Cute and pretty girl . Haha thats all i can say .
Well she is a fantastic trainer :D
Caring ...
Thoughtful ...
Funny ...
Pretty ...
Haha so many things to say . After intro ... We rested for awhile and i started telling jokes to Shih yong .
Things abt Ghost rider ... We said lets put oil in the ground and put fire on it then slide down with our bellies ... Wheeeeeeeeeeeee . Haha started laughing .
Then we all went back to the canteen ... Ate lunch . Cannot remember wat i ate but remembered i did not liked it :D
Then moving on to the next activity ... High elements :D
Hate the things ...
Fact File : JJ afraid of heights .
So that was why high elements was a no no to me :(
That bernice force me !!!
I was usually the one sitting out and watching the others have fun . Boohoo for me :(
Well this time , i changed ... For the better ! :D
It started out helping . Being a spotter . Faking and hoping time would run out .
Finally ! Time ran out , but bernice found out there was 2 ppl who did not do the first activity so she said that Tje ying and i had to go next . Omg D:
Well i could see that bernice was kinda disappointed so i tried to hide my fear of heightss and agreed .
The next activity was suppose to climb up the stairs around to fourth floor then come down using a rope(I forgot how to spoil) Well , the instructor then started to explain so everyone sat down and suddenly my school pants tore !
Omg so embarrassing can ! :D
No one knew except pansap and shahrul :D They started laughing and after the explanation , I told bernice abt it and allowed me to change but i could tell that she did not really believe that my pants broke by accident but on purpose .
So pansap accompanied me to change ... Thanks brother ! :D
I quickly changed , not wanting to lose ther trust in bernice so we ran back asap ! :D
I quickly got changed in the harness and i quickly climbed up the stairs and i quickly came down .
Finished it quickly and i felted GOOD ! :D
Haha then i started to have fun ! :D
Well the lastr activity .... Climb up , Jump and hang on a trapeze :D
Well its like committing suicide man . I LIKE IT :D
... Waited an dwaited for my turn . I was very excited ... I bet with bernice :D
Sat beside her and said ,'Bernice , you wanna bet ? If i managed to climbed and hold the thing ... You owe me 30 mentos ok?' Then out of the blue ... She said Yes . Did not expect her to say that man .
So it was a challenge ! :D
Then it was finally my turn . I jumped ... I miss :D
Now is not abt the face and not mentos ! :D Game on ! :D
Sad and disheartened but i perservered :D
Tried a second time ... Well i missed again . Then the instructor said , it is time for the trainer(Bernice) to jump :D
Then she told me she never caught the thing before so i said wanna bet again ??? ... "IF you miss , she will give me one chicken dance around the canteen'
so in the end she caught it !!!
OMG then i owe her one chicken dance ... Well , i now owe her one dance .
So i tried the final round and finally i caught it !!!
Ya man ! Then i show off . Then the instructor purposely like let go of the rope the i was coming down fast ! Omg scared like wad sei . Then when my foot touch the ground . Macam jelly ! :D
Thats all for now ... Will be back soon . Tata :D

2009-02-16T02:11:00.000-08:00

ITS VALENTINES DAY :D

Well today went to Sun plaza again for a secret SL training from JC .

I was late ! Haha actually woke up like 8 am to go eat breakfast with my father , sister and brother :D

Well my sister have alumni and i'm going out so my father brought us out to eat .

Haha well ate like alot ... Actually could meet the Sls early but when back home to clear my bowels . Haha stomachache ! Could not help it :D

Well , then brought my mace and took a bus to the tampines library .

It seems that everyone is always staring at me when i'm holding the mace ...

Haha now i'm used to it :D

Then so i made my way to the park . Haha taking my time , walking like some old guy .

The breeze blowing my hair and i felt the cool sensation . Ahhh ...

i felt ... Good :D

It seems that i have not ever enjoying my time lying down relaxing ever since i been through so much in my studyings and dum major training ...

Well i finally got back the feeling ...

Then saw the Sls there , walked towards them and addressed them . Haha :D

Gave Gu yan the cute face cos she stared at me when i was walking to the place . Made her smile :D long time never see her smile until like that . Haha :D

Well then practice music for awhile then went to my macework . Determine to show everyone especially someone i like that i'll be the best drum major ... Practice man ! :D

The drive to participate in the SYF 2010 :D

Haha have to train harder than anyone else :D

...

Took like almost few hours practicing ...

Sls sometimes staring at me . Haha then came i came up with a stupid idea .

Asked the rest of Sls to come and see me practice while leaving Gu yan and Jc at that stage place .

Gave them alone time ....

Then gu yan angry ... What i do wrong sei ???

Well then my so called special one smsed me . Haha talked to her almost the whole day ... While practicing , while smsing her .

Well i told her this ... I cant believe i'm spending my valentines in the hot sun , at least i have you talking to you :D romantic right ! Dont know how she feel abt me but something i know ... My love for her is true . Haha :D

Hmmm then continued wth my macework ...

Tired and rest and so i sat down on the grass and lay down on the grass .

Gu yan then sms me say i emo ... Got meh ??? :D

Haha ... Just tired .

Then continued practicing and suddenly i miss and the MACE BROKE . Omg ... I panicked and ran to the shop nerby to buy black tape trying to fix the mace . But it could not be saved D:

Then so i only practiced throw as the weight was unbalanced so i only train throwing .

Suddenly the crown broke ! haiz the mace useless already ...

(Upload pics soon :D)

i saw her today ... Never had the courage to give her my intended valentine gift . Haiz ... Useless i was D:

Then everyone went home ...

Walao gu yan can cycle already ! Must win her . I should secretly practice in sun plaza sometime :D

Haha bye guys ... Happy valentines day ! :D

2009-02-16T00:34:00.001-08:00

FINALLY I'm back ! HAHA :D
Miss ME ??? Of course you did ! :D
Getting too BHB this days ... Hmmm let me talk about last friday .
Well pretty rough during the school days . It seems that i kept thinking of her in class so much that i kind of affected me . Haiz ...
Well i have to stop for now ... Haha later my common test results so bad , then Mr lim scold me ! I die ! -.-
Well , after school , went to KFC with some of my old friends . Kind of bond with each other :D i dont want to lose them . Haha :D
saw hui xin and priscilla :D and jeanette at kfc ....
Ate zinger again :D
Went back to school, played soccer :D
Then after a few moments , shahrul and i went to the library to teach a sec 1 girl history ;D
Leaving the rest playing soccer ...
Well her name is hazirah . I meet her for the first . My mission ???
To teach her history and maths and help her go to the express stream ...
Impossible ??? NAH ! too easy . Haha :D
Now i'll give her free tuitions an hoping ahem wont jealous . Hahax :D
Well after teaching her , went home . So boring cos most of the boys went home already D:
Then when i reache home , called gavin and shahrul to go swimming at daryl's house and they agreed . Haha :D
I miss her ! :D random thought :D
I have been secretly going to daryl's house to swim ... to train my stamina :D and for someone . HAHA :D
Well it been good . Feel lighter tese days anyway . Haha its working ! :D
Then went to downtown east ! For chalet :D
Extra sia go there ! Hmmm went there to eat then go . Haiyo dont even know why i went there ???
Saw irsyad there btw . HAHA :D
Haha then took a taxi home . Rush like mad !:D cos its already so late man .
THATS ALL FOR NOW ... BTW STILL MISS HER :D

2009-01-24T19:10:00.000-08:00

Today when to east cc to cut hair ... I want grow tail -.- but my father don't let *cries*
Saw sebastion playing basketball with some people . Could not bother to with him and continue walking :D
Sms him back and ask him to return my wax then he say he want to use .
Being such a kind person , i did not bother to take it back .
While cutting my hair . Saw kim kim(My auntie) then she came in the shop and said "HI"
Then we were like "hi" DUH !:D
Well then after cutting hair which i seriously regret ... Went to buy food .
Macdonalds . Haha my father was kind today so he treat ...
My wallet is SAVED :D
Then went to the coffee shop to buy food .
Saw Gu yan's friend . Haha the counsellor friend ... She wear green -.-
Wanted to say Hi but i dont know how to pronounce her name . So PS -.-
Then just pretended not to regconise her ....
Then went back home .
waited for the traffic to go then bus no 8 in think ...
Saw xin yi and li xian in there waving at me .
Make me PS only -.-
Actually dont want to wave then my father say . Eh boy , got ppl wave at you leh .
Then i turn and wave .
As time passed ... Spent my time doing homework .
Haiyo actually want to sms her one then ... GOT HOMEWORK -.-
Then it was nite time already . Went to fairprice for last minute shopping ...
Then so crowded . Typical singaporeans -.-
Then went to Mr teh terik eat :D
Shiok ar the food and the ice teh terik :D
Then suddenly she sms me ... Fought with her .
I realise it was not my fault so i continued and continued ended up not talking to each other again.
World war 3 ...

As i thought ...
Yesterday is history ...
Tomorrow is a mystery ...
Today is a gift ...
But to me today is disaster . It seems that everything is not going my way ...
Everyone can hate me but not you ...
You should understand me the very moment i had the post ...
You think its easy ???
well then there is where you are wrong !
I thought you knew ...
I thought you cared ...
I thought you understand ...
But you know nothing ...
Disappointed D':
Diao .... I'm so lame -.-

2009-01-22T05:21:00.000-08:00

Today school was so troublesome ! :D
Counsellor duty .... I keep looking at her ! While baseerat was talking to Ms Goh .
He lost his racket ! So sad sia . So expensive -.-
Then he lost ... Poor guy .
Then got counsellor meeting , boring la . In the end , just want money -.-
2 dollars leh ! Sian .
Then went up to the fourth floor ... so tired ! Not used to climbing the stairs .
Chinese :D Woohoo , i first time i so happy when chinese class .
Cos my teacher also band teacher . Then after the jeanette help me do homework incident . Now the teacher and i very close :D
Ok the chinese class pass quickly ... Then went back down to the first floor for the maths lesson .
Haiyo sian . Must go down go up -.-
Ok well , boring -.-
Then went back up to the fourth floor for my pure lit class . HEHE . I love this class
Why??? Cos teacher very funny and whatever she teach , i sure pass :D
HAHA :D Then recess ... Played socer :D
This will surely allow me to lose weight . Yippee :D
Alright then ... History .
So easy :D
Then Dnt ... Kena scolded for nothing -.-
I just ask pansap some question then teacher sent me out ! What the hell -.-
It will like spoil my reputation of Drum major . Walao later ppl say i bad example -.-
Then went up to the band room and seperated the job . Haha i feel do comfortable , no responsiblity :D
Then went for SP . history . So easy :D
Haha then went back to band . Like so boring ...
Nothing to do . I want marching ! D:
Ok well played batmen . Nice but too easy ???
Cannot say like that -.- I some notes always miss ...
The there was a commotion between two leaders again !-.-
So i asked them to look for me ...
Then continued after band . Yay . But kinda angry with them cos leaders D:
Disappointed ...
Then after band talked to shawn , carina and JC .
HAHA i saw nasrul talking to the section ! Telling them what they had to improve .
Basically wad the majors told him to do :D
I'm so proud of you ! :D
FARAH , YENG HAO and NASRUL ...
Good job . I see improvements in you guys . keep it up :D
I will reward you guys man :D
then settle the leaders problem .
I told them off and they all apologize so everything was fine again :D
HAHA hasheer say i talk like my sister and somehow like Mr tan also .
Is that a insult ???:D
Then went to caltex then went home :D
OMG she just told me that she actually reads my blog .
Walao so PS can !? :D
I should change my blog to private or wad ...
Should i ???
I shall ask my sister help me do first in case she see the messages i wrote for her -.-
Maybe ...
AND she smiled today . Finally (:

Darkness comes from dawn .
Life is full of hope .
Once there is darkness , there will be light .
And the flower will bloom again .
I believe that if i continue helping the band like this .
I WILL see improvements
...
You told me what was right and wrong .
Showing me he way and encouraging me .
Thank you :D
For wad i am i have to fulfill my duties so forgive me :D

2009-01-22T04:42:00.000-08:00

Monday 19/1/2009
Haha school as totally boring -.-
I love my class but still very boring .
Every second passes ... Tick tick tick . Counting .
Hoping to go to band soon .
And finally band started . woohoo . Looking forward to show and performance .
But today nothing but disappointment .
Everything was bad . Discipline , sound and mostly everything .
Total disappointed . Thats all i can say ...
The discipline was the worst i ever seen in my 3 years in band ...
After school went to talk to Jeanette as the majors wanted to talk to every SL .
So clarinet first . Talked and talked then really soon figured out the problem in the section and we told jeanette her problem and ended the talk .
Well i really hope we can see improvements ...
We will see :D

No progress . I failed to win the cold war lost to her in the end -.-
Started smsing her ... Haiyo i'm such a loser .
And yes mavis i thought of marrying her . HEHE :D

20/1/2009
School was pretty much the same . Boring ! D:
Only during recess time ... Can play soccer ! :D
Haha the after that all boring -.-
Well went for band today .
Also ended up really disappointed as the whole nite i have been thinking of the her and the band .
Basically i did not study for my maths test cos of band .
Smsing helping here and there . In the end too tired and went to sleep , result ???
Sure will be ike NOOB ! ARGH
I felt like killing myself that day -.-
The the band today also not very good in discipline wise . Seriously got more mad .
After band ... Talked to the committee . Walao no one listen also .
I swear i'm not going to say anything already .
Haiyo the everyone left leaving us majors to have a talk .
Saw a lot of boys and told them to clear the school ... They talked back . Walao no respect at all .
So i was seriously more pissed off . Keeping quiet and leaving everything inside .
My mom fetch me today and went to eat at 201 .
I could not keep it anymore went to talk to my personal counsellor ..... I told things i should not have said .
Then she was seriously disappointed in me -.-
OMG she is like disappointed and i'm disappointed in her .
Like that i no chance le la -.-
Hmmm moving on , the went home no caring just hoping the band will show me 2moro how they can really put up a show . In the lower secondary assembly .
While talking to my counsellor telling her things . Mr lim called -.-
I was like why is he asking me but not cheryl . So anyhoo , Talked to him and he told me to buck up so i had to and that motivated me as he said somethings i cannot reveal :D
So i smsed my personal counsellor ... YOU TELL MR LIM ?! Then i accidentally send wrong then Mr lim force me say who i was suppose to sms . I quickly say my sister @.@ Haha then he believe . HAHA :D
Yay at least he believe or else he will know who i like then i die ! -.-

Why are you showing me attitude ???
What did i do wrong ???
Whats your problem ???
I know you are disappointed and s0 i'm i !
I should apologise :D
Or should i not ? D:
.......
I dont know ....

21/1/2009
Today school macam -.-
Just skip to the band part .
Well todays performance ... Bagus ! :D
Ok before band started i called all the SLs to go outside for a meeting .
Mr lim last nite told me the the band have to put up a good show so i did not want to disappoint him so i will personally to my best to make the band put up a good show .
I asked the leaders to come out and they all did quickly .
Surprised .
Well told them to look after their section . Who ever make noise kena by me ! :D
So in the end , everthing when smoothly :D
GOOD ... FABULOUS ... FANTASTIC .
Alright . Then there was a commotion between two leaders so after the performance , i scolded them both .
I shouted for the first time . Wohoo just hope they will do their things properly :D
Then went down to have meeting with yeng hao and nasrul .
Told them everything they needed to know and ended the talk .
Majors talk kena scolded by cheryl again .
I explained and then everthing ok .
So go home :D

I scolded her today ....
She was about to cry ?
Her eyes were red and watery .
It made my heart break but i have to go on .
For i am the Adm .
I have to do what i have to do today ...
I just want to say i'm sorry .
....

2009-01-15T05:23:00.000-08:00

School was totally cool today :D
Firstly had counsellor duty ... So sian ! Hasheer abandon me :'( He never come school today -.-
Haiyo then do duty with nat . Luckily he help me ... Or else i sure die -.-
I seriously cannot help but to look at her while doing my duty ! I failed . I tried not looking but could not help it .
So i quickly finish my duty ! Then run away ! ...
Well after doing my duty , i went to G.O . Talked to edward about girls and games . I felt weird but it was ok :D
Then both of us went up to the fourth floor and waited for our chinese teacher to come .
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*Ahem my sister want to use computer !*Finally school ended :D
Went to canteen to have a break and then went up to the band room .
I seriously did something wrong ! Haiyo this days i have been doing alot of wrong things .
I have initiative but always wrong -.-
Or am i too distracted .
When i want to look at her . I tend to act cool and turn back . Haha ...
She is like ignoring me can !?
Then i also dont talk lor .
So in the end ... Cold war ! :D
I think i will lose .
Before band started i told jeanette to do my MT homework for me . Shld not have done it . In the end kena scolded my teacher -.-
BUT STILL HAVE TO THANK JEANETTE :D
THANK YOU ! :D
One full day of music today ! So boring , i need marching ...
Marching is more of my thing :D
Then after band , i have meeting ... Again i say the things . I gave everyone wat i wanted to say and told them wat was nessecary .
I hope that they followed and apply the information in band -.-
If they dont , i tell you ... I will be like seriously wasting my time -.-
Well i trust them all . HAHA thats all for now . Must do mother tomgue homework ...

I seriously disappointed in wad she says and not once but twice ...
I'm disappointed and she is disappointed in me .....
Wad more can i say ???
I have no hope -.-
I shld not have told her i like her , it only brings trouble .
If she didnt know , i bet she will talk to me like she used to :D
If only i could change back time ...

2009-01-14T02:57:00.000-08:00

Finally ! A new post . i have a feeling that ppl dont like to tag me :(
Only cheryl always tag . So sad but THANK YOU :D
Well its been two days of school , nothing much really only mass homework and a lot of band work :D
I experience how the band majors felt man . Last nite i was doing the junior band attendance list .
ALOT OF PROBLEMS man . I was seriously disappointed and angry ! The particulars was unclear and some other things that cannot be mention .
SORRY CHERYL ... FORGIVE ME :D
Well , school . Hmmm came to school late again ! I hate it man , so sad have to cos must fetch my bro to Hai sing first ! D:
Then always arriving at school late ...
Today cannot be bother to go to the canteen to meet up with my friends .
At that point of time i was seriously boiling up ! The moment i thought of the Junior band list the particulars . I felt like killing someone . But the moment i looked at her , i become so peaceful .
I went for my duty , with hasheer . Did files ... The teacher in sec 3 all do so fast . Haha so happy :D
Then talk to hasheer abt mace work , band and band ! haha :D
Then collected my bag and went class ...

First period was Chss . Social studies .
Well Mrs gomez again . She was pretty much fun and interesting ! I LOVE HER CLASSES :D
She teaches well and jokes well ...
I forgot to do my haomework ! Omg luckily she did not check . I have to start doing my homework more often ...
Finally the next lesson :D

English ! Miss sharon tan . Haha she kinda good teacher . She makes me laugh ...
Omg kinda trouble already . I forgot to buy the english book . Then teacher punish me by writing reflections D:
I have to start to behave ! Miss tan was once a band teacher ! Omg not only it will affect me but the band's reputation ! :D
I wont allow that nor will my sister . Later she smack me till i die ! D:

Next lesson ...
Sp . science physics .
I LOVE PHYSICS . Is it ecause of my teacher or me ?
My teacher is Miss Lee . Cute teacher !!! :D
Haha she not married ! Means i have chance ! HAHA :D
Chey ! Just joking , very faithful guy ... Only her :D
Physics was seriously easy today ! All i already know . Pro right ... Its just because my sister thought me before .
So easy . I was almost bored to sleep ...

RECESS
Favourite time of the day . Where students can relax and have some food ...
Well for my recess today . I went to buy a pants ...
Then went to play soccer with my friends . Seriously fun ! Never felt it for a long time ! I improved man ! I can ram at ppl now :D
Then after play soccer , went to buy drinks and food .
Last minute , anyways is mr wallace so it small kick ...
Took our time :D
Then went to assemble .

Maths was the next period .
Indices again and finally finishing all the laws ! Woohoo hope get a new chapter :D
indices is seriously killing me . all those rules ! :D
Well i hope i can pass the test which is coming up soon ...
The something happened ! Someone make sebastion angry . The teacher scold the person . Too bad i was too engross in my work to miss the action ! Oh man ! :D
I think is the two malay boys ... Irritating assholes ! Make so much noise . I feel like smacking them .

Next was Lit ...
Woohoo so a subject i like :D
Mdm Hamidah . I think is liddat spell :D
Hehe she so funny at times and she teaches people well
She does the right thing thats all i can say :D
Her lessons are so fun and enjoyable .
Then yes ar ! She scold NABIL ! Irritating fellow . Think he gangster ... Have you met a real gangster ??? Go find royston la . Noob :D

Then the last period chinese .
Hmmm i think is pretty boring today !
Sian dont want to talk abt it ! Spelling ! D:

Well it was after school already !
I was eating with my friends and suddenly hasheer called me .
Saying most of the ppl cannot come then out of anger . I cancelled the whole meeting .
I went to play soccer ... Every kick with angry and fustration ! All the kicks went high up not at the goal -.-
Well i went home after awhile and i sms her telling and asking her whether i shld give up on the committee . She scolded me and it woke me up !
I cannot believe i almost wanted to give up and leave everything !
So irresponsible of me !D:
I hope i did not disappoint her ! ...
I could not do anything at that point of time so ...
I took a bus back to school and started walking around BK .
What shld i do ??? I keep asking myself .
At that point of time . I was disappointed , angry and confused so i sms mira . Where were she ?
She said she was in school then suddenly i started to walk to the school .
My legs somehow brought me there ! I could do anything , i just walk . Am i sppose to talk to mira ???
I could not make a decision so i continued walking ...
I reached school and the moment i turn , i saw mira .
Was it fate or i made that decision or she told me to do so .
Anyways , i continued . I talked to mira ... Cheryl , jeanette and carina was there .
I made them walk around the school while i told mira something ...
I wanted to scold her of something but after making her wait for so long . I could not but only to talk to her .
Well she got the message and then i talked to cheryl ... Leaving carina and jeanette .
Then everything was done . Carina and jeanette left .
SO SORRY FOR LETTING YOU WAIT AND NO RESULTS AT THE END ...
The cheryl also scolded me for my bad sttitude last nite and other things . I was ok . I told her , whatever you not happy then say . So she ........ Then i knew i was wrong so i apologise ! Well i will learn my lesson .
SORRY CHERYL AND MIRA !:D
MOST IMPORTANTLY .... SORRY COMMITTEE !

When i walk pass you , you ignore me !? D:
I smile at you , you frown at me !? D:
When i talk to you , you give me attitude !? D:
What did i do wrong ... Or do you just want to push me away ?!
It so difficult to forget you but so easy to like you .... WHY ???
Whenever i spin the mace , i only think of you .... WHY ???
When at nite , i only think of you .... WHY ???
When i'm down you are always there for me :D
but when i'm happy you are not there to celebrate with me ? D:
I want answers ... HELP !

2009-01-11T03:18:00.000-08:00

Wow its been like so long seen i updated my blog ...
My body feels so uncomfortable not blogging everyday ! My mom dont let me use com unless if i need to update band blog .
Well nevermind , Anyway must update band blog every week . Later Mr Lim call me again -.-
Unless my sister let me use awhile at nite ??? Nah i think she wont -.-
Anyways ...
The whole week of studying . Not really use to it yet ! Haiz i need my beauty sleep :D
Now have to wake up so early ! D:
Wow btw i'm like sitting with cheryl fot this week . I hope change ! OMG i'll be likw ith her for so long -.-
In band , i'll see her in my section and as ABM and ADM post ! Then somemore in class ! Omg cant imagine ! :D
its like gonna be almost 24 hours with her ...
Well this five days , i'm like irritating her in one of the days .
During E maths . Haha i keep singing Final countdown and bunker hill .
I was bored ! What you expect me to do ... I love band so i sing band music lor .
Haha then her face was like -.-
Luckily the sitting arrangement is going to change . YES ! :D
But i was told i'll be sitting with GX again . I'm so dead man ! D:
My poor hands ! D:
Anyways ...
School was typical ! Friends same old same old ...
Shahrul ... Chasing one sec 1 girl . Like gangster :D
While pansap on the other hand still so mature but sometime he like crazy but i like when he became crazy . Hehe he will be like so funny :D
Baseerat still fit , showing off his tumour and helping me in counsellor stuff so i can avoid reading period and spot checks :D Thanks bro :D
Nidia on the other hand , still crazy and smart . Haha in the best class . But she is not used to her class noise level which is silent . She is weird :D
Eleanor still shouting over things , pretty much like nidia ...HAHA
GX ... well, i still cant get over the trauma that i'm sitting with her in chemistry class . Omg my hands are so going to change colour . She will be like JJ ... Then pinch my hand . I'm dead -.-
Well luckily i'm still close with some ppl like Gavin , karveer ... Omg cant imagine if they are not my friends :D I'm so lucky to have them as my friends .
But after this week ... I felt that there was a gap between band and my firends .
I wonder if they all were not my friends ! I cant imagine ! D:
While this all happened during school time but after school there was band . YAY!
More practice the better ! :D
But after fridays sec 1 orientation ...
i was so tired and my bones are killing me D: Omg busiest week of my life . I think there is more to come man . But i'm ready ! :D
Omg hasheer and mira is like going to come late on sec 1 orientation ! Left me and cheryl to take the band .
So tiring man ! Everyone was like eh jian jun ... What blah blah blah . Then must organise everything .
Then especially when help gu yan do the display of instruments !
I help and run up and down ! While cheryl in the band room doing attendance and have to stay in the band room in case . I want to change job . Omg its like NCO !
They sit down play instrument in an air-con room and while DMs must march in the hot sun ! D:
Anyways , i benefit as i had sunburns in the end of the day ! and i can lose weight so its nothing to me :D
In the end , I was actually running and sweating !. There were also some decisions for me to make and luckily , it all went well . I was scared and afraid something would go wrong and it will be all becos of me !
Thank god nothing happened ... PHEW ! :D
I was like running up and down to do the booth and ask the band to organise themselves .
In the end , tiring ! YES ! but fulling man . It was totally worth it .
Not only i was doing the job ! DUH ! i have to thank the committee in helping me too .
THANKS GUYS ! Cant do it without you guys ...
And of course the band for listening to us :D
Day by day i gain experience ... I like that feeling :D
Thats all for now :D
Have to update band blog . Smile always ! :D

PS: When the sec 1 comes , believe me ! I wont like them . Trust me ... Only you :D I'll be waiting :D and sorry ! Forgive me D:

2009-01-03T00:02:00.001-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D
Haha I'm kinda lag -.-
Ok well my new year resolution .
Pretty simple
-Lose more weight and get fitter :D
-To bring section to greater height :D
-To improve on my mace work (Jun An spinning speed)
-To get into my class top 10 positions :D
-To have myself to be the best horn player and drum major :D
(I want to prove something:D)

Well thats all ... Easy ?
To me its just simply too easy . Haha :D
Lets see ... More action less talk :D

Ok finally school has re-open .
I have to say it was the most boring day of my LIFE !
ok it started like this .
Bath ... Blah ... Went to my mums car .
Ok arrived at school exceptionally early today . Feels weird :D
Well went to the usual meeting place . When i first stepped into the canteen . Everyone was like ...
WOW JJ !
I was like whats the problem . Chey in the end cos of the long pants. Scare me only -.- ... Big deal meh ???
I dont like sia the long pants so baggy -.-
Ok then do counsellor duty . Plank cards -.-
Seriously boring me to death . Then went to help bas with the file :D
But actually i was only told to carry their bags . Weird :D
Then went back to class . My class well hope that it will turn up well :D
Then Mrs tang intro . Teacher bring us up to the class room ...
Haiyo so SWAY ! I sit beside cheryl -.-
Walao its like gonna be with her for almost 24 hours -.-
Band , section , class .....
Omg no comments :D
Ok then our teacher Miss or Mrs ah ??? Aiya heck care la . Miss sharon tan and Mr lim :D
She talk like one machine gun -.-
Omg keep talking and for so long . I want to clap for her but i was like going to sleep !
Shahrul was also like so tired of her yapping -.-
Then we like gave hand signs ... Attack the teacher :D
Then went for recess . So boring ! Went to the bus bay . Save $ ... I'm so bored -.-
Then talked to Kwok hong and Gavin at the bus bay . Keep talking about each others class :D
HAHA then went to the assembly after recess :D
Miss tan gave us a talk about discipline ...
So boring la !
Slept for fifteen minutes and the moment miss tan said ok .... Then i instantly woke up . HAHA :D
Nice . Now i have energy for band :D

Went to the canteen after that ... Ate with shawn , Jun cheng , Jun an , Kwok hong .
Then Gu yan come ask me . Got see Iwan . I was like -.-
You think leh ???
Or maybe she just wanna talk to me . HAHA jk :D
Then hasheer come to pass me the mace , got prayer :D
Then i was eating with the mace . Haiyo -.-
ok then after eating we all went up to the band room together ...
Called Miss neo to open the door . Then went i was about to go into the room . Mr tan came and said after opening the room so he ask who is going to be responsible ?
I respond like so fast ... ME :D
Wow first time i so responsible . Hehe but Mr Tan like no common sense -.-
Other than me then who . No majors there only me wad -.-

Ok when all horn players was present . Went out to tune :D
Then Mr Lim called me . Ask me go down and do mace work myself .
So lonely again .....
Haiyo then i practice ... I lost confidence la after that time my sister took me and do my macework .
I keep spinning very fast like around Jun an speed ??? but after awile ... The mace fly to one side .
Then somemore Mr lim gave me the mace is new one . if i spin fast then fly how ???
So yesterday was like normal spin . HOW ???????????
I dont know how to do sei -.-
Then went back to the band room . Had sections then Mr lim ask me to tell everyone to combine .
Then i shout COMBINE ! I dont how i sound like -.- ??? Still gay ???:D
So play ...
Then got leaders meeting . Haiyo like so retarded ... I only like spent 1 minute there -.-
This is wad happen . When the meeting started ! Then Mr lim recieved a call . He ask Jun cheng and i to go downstairs to collect the fixed instruments .
So Jun cheng and i went down . Mr Gooi haven even come yet then after 2 minutes like that ... Then he came :D
When mr gooi came out of the car . He say SO FAST AR . then we say we run down one :D
He say GOOD GOOD :D
HEHE :D
And so we went up to the band room to place the instruments . Went to inform gu yan who was in the band store .
Then Jun cheng went in first . Actually dont want to disturb Jun cheng and Gu yan alone time one . Dont want to be lamp post :D
But then Jun cheng was taking way to long so i went in to check . Actually Gu yan taking the spoil instruments out then Jun cheng helping . So LOV**** . HAha :D
Then i also help lor . The finish in no time . So we all went down to the library outside where the meeting was held .
When we got down . The meeting ended . I dont even know wad was happening . Haiyo :D
Like so -.-
Ok the went back up .
Play music ...
HAHA the chinese new year medley song .
Power ! haha sounds so wrong :D
There was a part where the horn sound like ambulance .
HAHA then cheryl laugh while playing which influenced me . Then i crack the note -.-
Sian ... While its just the first try . I'm so gonna improve ! I have to :D
Kena scold when outside the band room ready to go down .
All my fault ! Never do my job ... Hmmm i depend on Hasheer to much already D:
Then went down to fall in as it was time to go home . Most boring thing in life -.-
Ok the fall out already ......
Then got leaders meeting .
Then sudden mace lost so i help find . While Hasheer kena scolded and punished by Mr. Lim . (euyanjun is so nice to change the error for me. HAHAHAHA)
Then Mr lim also warned me abt losing the mace ...
Then i searched for it ... Found it and gave the mace to Hasheer then went home :D
Sleep :D
That all folks ! :D

2008-12-30T23:39:00.000-08:00

s he wen Ok this post will be a long one ???
Should i ???
i dont know ...
Aiya just post la . I'm so weird -.- Talking to myself . Haha :D
Well woke up at 6 then slept again -.-
Actual time i woke up was 9.45 ...
Went to wake my sister and as usual .... She will say 5 more minutes -.- So irritating .
HAHA :D Was suppose to meet hamirul at east cc at 11.15 . Reach there around ... 11.45 .
My sister la . Take her time , bath so long then must find this must find that ! So irritating then worst she say haiyo hamirul sure late one but in the end we late but Hamirul early -.-
NOOB ! :D
Haha then we went to the wet market and buy stingray cos we were so scared that mavis cry cos is her favourite !
And finally we found it ! Then dont know how to choose but there was a kind malay woman who not only help us cut the price . HAHA :D
From $16 to $14 leh . Pro right ??? :D
Thanks auntie :D
Ok then went to buy Syafiqah's and Mr Jack lim's cake .
So good lor . 3 of us sponsor the money ... The cake was $30 . The price was ok la but i pay the most ! Thank me ! HAHA :D
Then went to syafiqah's house .
Cheryl and justin was there already and the fish smell was killing me ! :D
Then we took all the food down ... Took bus 12 to mavis house .
The bus ride was killing me . So long ! butt also pain -.-
Ok well we reach there and the put all the food on the table and went t0 mavis room .
HAHA AIR-CON ! Shiok :D
Then mavis took out a box full of food . Nice but not interested ! :D
I knew the great battle in soccer was coming !
Then mavis went down and came up and told me . You want to challenge my brother or not soccer .
The momoent she went down i knew it man . My soccer challenging ppl senses were tingling :D
The match began ! I was blur ??? The gameplay was like so different with fifa ! Omg sure lose !
The game was hot man . Not a single goal from me but otherwise ... Wilson score 3 goals .
In that match i was trying to read his style of play . Typical but skillful ...
Ok well i played a second match and after reading his gameplay ! I WON but not really good -.-
score was 5-4 :D
Ok well i was kinda bored so i went up to mavis room and relax :D
Then went down to play halo 3 . So sian . kena own man ! Wilson 100 over kills ! Then i only like 5 kills -.-
Man i suck ! :D Well the trumpeters came and syahmi or did he come earlier . Anyhoo ! HAHA :D
I continued with my game with the rest :D
Still kena thrash then we played . So fun .
The first game was boring not because my sister make one but i did not really enjoyed it cos all like NOOB . Statues man ! All like not fun de -.-
well the next game rox man ! Charades !I LOVE :D
Haha i was fun , funny and entertaining :D
Ok then moving on the BBQ....
Syafiqah and me cook . HAHA i noob . All i cook ! RAW DE ! :D
All had their free time . Talk , play ,eat :D
Then syafiqah and i cook then mr lim come ! So lame ! Cannot throw water bomb at him ! :D
ARGH !
Then me and syafiqah like pro cooker the Gu yan extra come . Haiyo spoil me and syafiqah alone time . HAHA :D
Then keep stuffing food to Mr lim plate . Want t0 see whether raw or not .
So sad ... but then he try my cooking then after that he kick me out !
Then he alone with gu yan and syafiqah ! So jealous . Steal my cooking position and steal away my two lovely cook assistant ! Walao
Then i dont want go ! He give me the 123 thing .
he will say like JJ i give you 3 second to go ! 1 ... 2 then i run -.-
Always make me go away de . SO BAD !
Then the rest played water bomb . Haha Nice one SYAHMI . Gave mavis a aerial attack from the balcony :D
Shot of the day ! :D
I keep hiding behind Mr lim . Smart right ! :D
Never kena even once :D
Then all basically went home ....
Leaving me and wilson with the xbox so i challenged him .
I lost ! So sad ...
My ferdinand kena red card . One man down so i lost ! D:
Then i went out with my sis , mavis and Mr lim .
Talk , talk about muscles ... Talk abt my sister .
Then Mr lim like practically drank 5 full cups of rose syrup ! Omg stomach sure full one :D
Then he went home ...
Then i and my sister went home ...
On my way home . I kinda thought mavis is like gonna clean that mess then i forgot .
Would she even do ??? The maid do la of course -.-
Then went home sleep . 2moro still got band :D

2008-12-29T05:12:00.000-08:00

Hmmm todays section strength ...
2 juniors (1 more)
I still think is seriously pathetic -.-
Well sectionals still have to continue ...
Haha today very proud of JANICE AND JUSTIN .
Let me call them duo J . Haha :D
Must be because all ppl start letter J be successful in very way ! :D
Haha JOSEPH , JOHANN etc
Haha i only can figure out this 2 seniors :D
Then still got ! Conductor ! HAHA :D
BTW its his birthday today . HAHA :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR JACK LIM :D
No wish ?? Dont know la . HAHA :D
Well today at least got great improvements in the duo J . GREAT JOB :D
Well only total of maybe ... Less than 10 rounds ?
Haha good good :D
Now ar ! Left faiz ...
Must do my duty as an SL to push him . Cannot let my seniors who have high expectations on me ! :D
Haiyo like that say only add stress to me !
Better dont say . HAHA :D
Well after sectionals when for lunch ...
Guess my food ??? Same -.-
Well never sian of it . Dont know why also :D
Then after eating ... All went home except Syafiqah , cheryl , my sister , Hamirul and i went t0 take MRT again to simei :D
Where we went to the supermarket and buy all the things .
Haiyo lets go to the topic of budget . Like so little thing so EX .
Omg then after buying all the things ...... We went to Syafiqah house and put all those things .
Then cheryl left as she has tuition -.- Hate tuition !
Well anyway ! THANKS !!! :D
then syafiqah served us roti prata . Yum :D
Very nice . Hamirul like so cute . Hehe he rather sleep there than go home and sleep -.-
Then while he was doing his things . Haha watched one show . Cartoon , basketball and Micheal Jordon . Haha nice nice :D
So weird but nice :D
Hehe then Hamirul , my sister and i went to 201 as known as east cc or Afghan ...
Then went to find some things ...
Then all went home ...
Thats all for now ...

2008-12-29T04:26:00.000-08:00

YOS i'm back ! :D
Another day of sectionals ... Only justin .
I see improvements in me . In any moment surpassing me ... I have to practice more :D
Well done Justin :D
Sectionals was kind of fun . Everyone brought their instruments and then PLAY !
So nice the sound . Except me -.- Fairytale . Very fast no air -.-
i dont get it . I feel lighter in my weight but why like no air ??? :D
Haha then we went for lunch .
Ban mian as usual ...
Never sian of it de ... Dont know why also ???
Then after that ... Justin could already go home and then Syafiqah and my sister and i went to cheryl house for the section tee designs ! :D
Haha take bus no 8 .
Same same ... Sit beside cheryl while Syafiqah and my sister sit together .
Cheryl and i now very bonded . Haha i think if she was not Horn section like me .
I think i will be like not so close . HAHA :D
then like take so long ... Sian :(
Then finally REACH . Yippee !
But need to walk somemore . Haiyo .
then after walking for awhile ... Reach le then cheryl stop . Suddenly walk then say not her house .
Like i that stupid -.-
Haiyo then went to her house at 11 floor . Haha :D
So high but so cool .
Then went to her room . Haha on fan on air-con ! BEST man ! :D
So much food , so much entertainment(cheryl) and so FUN ! :D
When i first step into the room . I saw a recorder then i faster take and play :D
I played thousand miles . Haha i from pri school play . Haha my favourite :D
HEHE then i keep irritating my sister and syafiqah with that song . I keep playing .
Then clean leg then cheryl gave us chocolate . Haha i dont know how to spell the thing :D
Then after that went to her room again :D
Then design design blah blah ....
Then got something funny happened . When we rested and went to the living room , So much food then cheryl ask to eat . Haha i saw something nice . It was a chocolate cake so i put the whole thing in my mouth . HAHA the taste like -.- so i spit it out to the rubbish bin .
And luckily i cover the thing with some rubbish and covered it . And cheryl was luckily in another room :D
HEHE hope she dont find out :D
Finish then go home . The i sleep like pig . After sleeping , i ate my dinner then i went to sleep again . HAHA :D
Too tired . Dont know why also -.-
Maybe have to much fun at cheryl house :D
Omg haha sound so wrong ... Nevermind -.- Just dont think wrongly can le :D
Thats all for now ...

2008-12-29T03:36:00.000-08:00

Haha this post very old already . But if i dont post . i feel very uncomfortable :D
Well i think it happened in the saturday 27/12/08 . Haha ?
I forget -.-
But anyway let me continue...
Woke up seriously early again . Today's sectional was cancelled as Syafiqah , my sister , cheryl and i needed to do the section tee .
Haha FINALLY ! :D
It was my sister's batch that finally broke the record ... They finally did the section tee ...
Haha well we all met at the same old place . Tampines inter small mac . Hahahahaha :D
So standard ...
well my sister and i was almost late . On the dot ! :D
Then we all went to the MRT . Haha :D
The we took the Mrt train ... To hmmm city hall :D
BIG PLACE came here once but i forgot how it looks like already -.-
So syafiqah leaded us to the shop ...
Then cannot find . Went to the extend to search every corner . Then we found it . HAHA :D
The shop like abit scary . The place like no ppl de -.-
Haha but the guy damn good . Everything free :D
Love that guy . Muack ! Hehe gay -.-
Then talk talk ... Explain explain ... Say ok ok ...
The went back to tampines KFC to settle design and most importantly , LUNCH .
Seriously gonna be broke . Omg everything must pay -.-
Then took the Mrt again . Haha . Very like Noob . Must wait so long -.-
Ok well after reaching . Went to KFC then ask maureen to come to help on the designs . HAHA :D
After eating ! Finally it was timeto go to a concert with cheryl . So cheryl and i went to the MRT again and waited for 3 seniors ... Ming zhen , Yong zhen and Hui xin . HEHE :D
Then we waited and waited ... Still cannot find them then the guy who was giving free coffee came towards me and cheryl .
Haha my sister already took two so i quickly took out my phone and pretended to answer a call then the guy give cheryl but never give me !
Haha NOOB ! :D
Then Huixin and ming zhen came leaving yong zhen left and she was withdrawing money so we waited . In the end all come then we took the MRT AGAIN !
Sian -.- Like one day take so many times .......
Haiyo the the seniors take the one going to Pasir ris which will terminate there so i was like -.- so i just follow . Haha then in the end ... Change side . Like waste time but very funny ! :D
Then we waited and waited . Sat down like for hours ....
So boring . Then suddenly came to stop and wei siang and Joseph came out from now where. Then like so shock . Haha . Then joseph talk to me . Gossip in a way . Haha :D
Then all sat down ...
Boring .... Bored and the went to other stops i never see before one . Haha so lame :D
Haha then like after 1 hour plus ... Then finally reach :D
Then must take bus -.- Before that went to a flower shop then go buy flower !
Haha JOSEPH I NOT SO STUPID CAN ??? I ALREADY KNOW THE LOVE BETWEEN THEM . Haha :D
Then took bus ...
Watch concert ...
Nice Nice Nice :D
Then go home .
All thanks to our senior Jasper :D
Haha THANK YOU :D
Then went home :D
Thats all for now ...

2008-12-25T22:00:00.000-08:00

BOREDOM .....
Well i hate it . Hmmm i wish i had more sectionals ???
At least i can go out then stay at home not knowing what to do -.-
Well band is going to start and school is going to reopen soon
Haiyo so many things not done yet ....
So stress now . Well its like so many things needed to be done and so little time .
I seriously need someone or go somewhere just to let everything out .....
So EMO .
Haha so long already never touch mace . Well ... 4 days to be exact .
So now . No sectionals no mace -.-
So bored ......

2008-12-23T22:55:00.000-08:00

Well this is the wedding part 2
Night time . Haha :D
We went to cut our hair and my bro and i only took hmmm well ...
10 minutes . And went to my sister and my mom's salon .
they were like taking so long so my bro and i made our way home first .
Haha when we got home . Took a bath and went to play xbox for awhile .
I was suppose to shine our shoes but i continued ...
When my mom came back , haha luckily i already shined all the shoes :D
My sister went to iron our clothes (Something i cannot do but can only clean the house . Weird)
Ok finally it was five !
After going to the salon and cutting all of our hairs ...
We were ready .
Then i pretty much look like this ...
So my sis , my mom , my bro and i went to the carpark again to get ready to set off to my aunt's house again .
We were suppose to fetch jiong yang then i was like EMO thinking of someone .
HAHA then my bro took some pics of me in the car ... EMO-ING :D

Well i look like this .... Can ??? Handsome ???Hello ! :D Thinking ... Deep in my thoughts ...I take myself one .... Nice ??? :D
Then Jiong yang came along and went in the car .
Then we followed Jenny jie jie the car as my mom do not know the way . HAHA :D
So it was a long drive and in the end we got there . HAHA and everyone was like !
Aiyo ... Saying to my sister . PRINCESS ! Haha so lame :/
Jealous man ....
Then i took some pics . Just sit back and look ! HAHA :D
Let the pictures be my words ......
The whole family pic . HAHA i know i know ... I look awesome . HAHA :D
My sister and i :D Haha look like couple right ? i know ! Hehe *ahem* dont jealous k :D
The list of food :D
From Noble house ...
We were the first so i took some pictures :D
ME :D
NOOB -.-

Omg my cousin . Handsome right . My idol . Haha also a Man U fan . Will i be like him ???:D

My cousin and his GF . Haha so handsome thats why got Gf right . Obvious -.-
Hmmm the 2 men and 1 boy pic ! :D Haha who is more handsome ? Say ! :/
Now got 3 men and 2 boys . Haha i still think i'm the best there :D

My mom and i . She ask me zi lian with her . Haha :D

Haha the first dish ,,,,,, nice man . :P

Second dish ... finally . Haha super nice . Especially the prawn . Haha big man !:D

Third dish .... My favourite veg somemore . hmmm nice :P

NEXT HAHA . No need say also you guys will know
Then something happened . Our waitress like AP man . She just walk away cos we like want to take pic but like so long then she just walk away ...
Idiot . Feel like smacking her face -.-
So i have to do something abt it ... I took the scoop and help everyone scoop and put into their individual bowls .
Pro man :D Look haha . Gentleman man . So proud of myself . Haha ,my handsome cousin wanted to help but i dont let :D

Haha what can i say ...... initiative man :D

Haha next dish . Well looks weird but tastes GREAT :D

Haha next dish was fish . And to my senior's syafiqah says if i eat fish i would grow taller so i was like .... So un-glam Haha my mom and my uncle . In other words her BRO la . Noobs -.-The bride and groom and took pictures with the people in table 9 . We ROCK ! :D

My sister and my uncle :D

The next dish . Pipa duck . Oily and nice . There goes my weight :(
Then after all that we went to take more pics but we miss 2 more dish as my sister was at somewhere else taking pictures with other people :D

Smile :D Say Cheese :D I look weird -.-
Now i look like a mad scientist . Muhahahahaha :D

So formal . I love myself . Haha i found my smile today !:D

Haha finally the last dish . My stomach could not take any more !:D Superb dessert man :P
Then when it was time to go home . We took more pics but . Haha i only chose some ...
I lazy la :S
Say HI ! Noobs :S My cousin and my sister . My sister haiz so pretty today . Stealing all the limelight !
Pics taken when we wereabt to leave . Haha love this man :d
Haha i look so man ! For the first time !:D

Haha nice ??? :D Close up . Smile ! :D CLOSER ! HAHA :D
ME :D i love this pic . Haha :D Me and this is my fav pic yet :D

2008-12-23T20:28:00.000-08:00

Well today's post will be kind of long so i decided to separate them into 2
Haha one happened in the morning .
And 1 happened in the night .
This post is 2 days late as i had to find all the photo .
Omg such a bother .
Well enough of the gibberish ...
Ok i woke up at 6 .
Keep thinking of her and went to take a bath ...
Took kinda long . Just sat down at the toilet bowl and slept for awhile again . HAHA :D
Then i called so i quickly one the water to just tell people in was in the process of bathing .
I was so scared my mum would scold me so i quickly brush my teeth and took my bath .
After bathing . I went to change .....
After i look exactly like a potter(One that carries language for people)
And then when all was ready , we all went down to the carpark to get ready to set off to my uncle's house :D
Well when we arrived in saw this nice poster thing so i took a pic of it :D HAHA NICE RIGHT ! Handsome and pretty . Perfect pair :D

Then i was time for the rest go go each others house .
My mom went leaving my bro , my sis and i in my uncle's house .
My aunt also stayed to take care of us and zhen li ... My nephew :D
Well we stayed there for like an hour . Eating and having fun with zhen li :D
Then i was 10 plus . Went to my big aunt's house as the bride and groom was on the way there :D
HAHA so we just went down and walked to my big aunt's house as it was very near :D
Then when we arrived , the bride and groom was already there . HAHA so pretty man the bride :D Haha this pic was taken in my big aunt's house . Nice ??? Well i think that they are perfect :D Well this pic was taken in the brides house . Love her room . Didi not really went there but it looks awesome :D

Then after all that . Everyone went to a place where the tea ceremony was held ...
Well i took lots of pics of that but hmmmm lazy put the pic . HAHA :D
It was so cool . Haha every senior had their chance and each one was getting funnier . Rox man .
I wonder how my wedding will be like . HAHA :D
Then FINALLY ! it was lunch time . Muhahaha .
My stomach was like grumbling ......
And so we went to take our food . Took some pics too :D

First round only . Nice but i NEED MORE . HAHA love that place . Everytime there will be food :D

Second round man . I love this round as it contains the chocolate thingy . Nice :D Dont worry its still my second round . Not so greedy and i still have to lose my 5 kg :D
Ok its still my second round . I just love this round cos of the chocolate thing . HAHA :D
Well then after eating ... took some pics of the bride and groom and others .
Haha so jealous they get to married so fast . I want my too :D

Smile and wave babe . I'm so happy for you man . My baby is all grown up . HAHA :D

Man of the house or should i say some boys in front . HAHA :D
EEEE NOOB ! My brother take my photo while i was playing my handphone game . HAHA :D
My sister and atikah(my cousin) Noob i think i look better . HAHA :D
Where the bride and groom sat :D
My sis and i . I look better right ... My hair is like so troublesome . SO LONG . HAVE TO CUT :D
HAHA this pic is the nice one .
A prize ...
Well i won it because of this question given by the DJ :D
What water goes up but never comes down ???
HAHA so easy ... Guess ! :D
My prize . HAHA turns out to be a cup . I thought love thingy so i can save valentines gift . HAHA so evil !:D CUPS .....
Well after all that we went home .
Went home to ahem !
Then went out cut our hair . Soon you will see the tranformation of my sister .
HAHA my fringe is going bye bye ! Dont really like it anyway . Make me look so shabby :D
Bye Bye :D

2008-12-20T05:44:00.000-08:00

I'm doing this because i have nothing to post and HASHEER told me to . HAHA :D
Rules to be followed:
Each blogger must post this rules.
Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post this rules.
Don't forget to leave them comments telling them that they have been tagged and are to read your blog.

1. Loves my family
2. Loves sports
3. Loves band
4. Loves music
5. Loves sunburns
6. Not really sporty when it comes to photo taking
7. Easily Motivated
8. Loves French horn
9. Loves Man U
10. Currently in love ....

1. who's the person that tagged you?
Hasheer :D

2. relationship between you and him?
Band partners and friends

3. three impressions of him?
Happy , always smiling , love to irritate ppl i think ?

4. if he become your enemy, you will...
Take the mace and hit him for fun . HAHA :D

5. what will you say to the person you like very much?
I love you ...

6. Characteristic i like about myself.
Being so BHB :D

7. Characteristic i hate about myself.
Being so BHB D:

8. for the person whom you hate, you say?
Nothing ! Try to avoid the person or something bad will happen

9. what do people feel about you?
How i know ... Willing to listen if you want to tell . HAHA :D

10. your crush
*AHEM*

11.Pass this to 10 people
1)YANJUN
2)MAVIS
3)HASHEER
4)ELEANOR
5)NIDIA
6)SULASTRIE
7)JOSEPH
8)SHAWN
9)GU YAN
10)CHERYL
can i pass to more ppl ??? Later jealous how ???:D

12. if 5&6 were together? sulastrie&nidia
I think they dont even know each other but nidia and susu very friendly so might happen!!! HAHA lesbian....perfect match hahahaha!!!
No ! but nidia have boyfriend so cannot . HAHA :D

13. who does 5 like?Nidia
Erm NAJIB . HAHA :D
nonono love not like :D

14. what colour does 9 like?Shahrul
He is fine with anything . Not picky :D

15. Say something about 8. Shawn
IRRITATING !

16, Who is 2?Mavis
Mavis ...stupid question haha

17. talk about 3.Hasheer
DM :D

18. who is 10's best friend?Cheryl
ME of course :D

19. who's the sexiest among all 10?
All the girls stated there are sexy especially *ahem* to me . HAHA :d and the guys stated are the best . HAHA :D

20. what colour does 4 like? ELE
I think purple ??? HAHA :D

21. is 4 single? ELE
Almost no ... JIAYOUS :D

22. your relationship with 1?Yan Jun
My irritating sister . HAHA :D

23. are 5&6 best friends?Nidia and susu
Dont know each other ! But if they got to know each other , they would be friends . Both friendly :D

24. 9's surname?gu yan
Zeng :D

25.7's nickname? Joseph
BEANSPROUT . SAXOPHONIST . CRAZY GUY . NOOB . Got alot :D

26. say something to 8. Shawn
Work harder . you can do it !:D

27. say something to help 9. Gu yan
I know you are very stress with some things ... I know . Just remember i will always be here for you . HAHA Smile !:D

28.who do i admire?
*AHEM*

29. where does 1 live?
WITH ME . Haha :D

30. 10 of them know who i like?
MOST OF THEM . HAHA :D

31. say something to 6 when you see her. SUSU
HELLO

32. 10's spouse.Cheryl
like i will know .... btw what is spouse ??? HAHA :D

2008-12-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

It seems that i'm alone in this world living in darkness again !
It seems that my life of denial in pri school days are back again !
I'm so alone ...
No one or thing can help me now ... Only myself
Whether i can do better or just give up ?
Can i do it ???
Its up to me man ...
Well its just a minor setback ! I will be back and see a better me ...
I promise ! No more fooling around .
Less talk more work ...
WHAT A DAY OF DISAPPOINTMENT !D:
No more JJ but the JJ thats always playing ......
No more JOKES for the Jman
Its time to step up a notch .....

2008-12-18T05:42:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 8 in the morning .
The glaring sunlight was so bright ! Making my eyes open :D
Told my brother . ITS THE DAY !
HAHA mummy and jie jie come back ! Haha so happy :D
Was it because of the presents or their arrival back .
I think both . HAHA :D
I told my brother to wake and take a bathe . We were like taking our own sweet time cos so EARLY man .
Yet again my kiasu-ness has made me so early . HAHA :D
I was so happy today , waking up with a smile on my face .....
TODAY got SECTIONALS . Haha yes man somemore with trumpeters .
But still like no fun .
O man but still not fun :( Maybe no irsyad or iwan or faiz or ALL ?
Well whatever it is . HAHA :D
Well we went to take MRT to changi airport . So fun :D
Took bus no 8 ... And went to the interchange . HAHA
Before that i was like passing by the reporting place and to my shock and disbelieve ! Only 5 ppl . HAHA .Syafiqah , Janice , Justin , Wah guan and kai jun !:D
So i like sms syafiqah and told her to punish those who were late and she say ....... No one late !
Like i believe .....
So retarded . Think i born yesterday issit . Comfirm cheryl and gu yan late :D
Then my bro and i took changed lanes from Tanah merah which will lead to changi airport .
HAHA :D then we got into changi airport . T2 . Then went to T1 to eat MAC then suddenly remember MAC is at T2 then like so stupid right !
Already in T2 at first then go T1 then dont have then go back T2 . Haiyo like throw face . HAHA :D
Then we went to eat MAC but already lunch time but what the hell ! From so far the come all the way here but dont eat ! So stupid right . HAHA :D
So my bro and i went to eat :D
Then i was 11.50 we left that place . Went to T3 to the arrival place .HAHA :D
waited for my mom and sister like for damn long la . Omg then i suddenly remember got sectionals ! Then finally they came out .
Tradition thing . My mom went to hug us then we went to MAC and buy lunch . HA :D
Then i brought to sectionals !
HAHA took the taxi back home . Went to shave cos i look horrible. OMG :D
Then went to sectionals .
I walk there .HAHA luckily it was 2 when i reached there .
Well then ! We got our sectionals . Well everyone was seriously improving man . GOOD :D
Haha but not yet perfect . then i do some macework .... while the rest sat down near the playground and talked . HAHA :D
Then all went home and i walked again to lose weight and at the same time buy dinner for everyone .
Then i was buying chicken rice and the guy said ..... What this . Never answer ! Ok i dont know how to say in chinese then suddenly the woman say mace and he from band .
OMG that guy knows english ! O well anyhoo , i still got my rice .HAHA
Then i lag for 45 sec and i remembered east view sec also got military band haha thats why the woman know . HEHE must be hang out too much with her !
ok then went home and msn , blog then sleep :D NITE :D

2008-12-14T04:25:00.000-08:00

Yet another post abt band stuff . Haha :D
Well today was kinda boring -.-
Not really nice ...... But here i go .
I woke up at 6 again . I dont know why i cannot sleep . Haiyo i tried to force myself to sleep but somehow i could not .
I was quite frustrated when faiz sms me last minute telling me he could not come .
So i ask him why .....
After he gave me the reason . I told him to come . Woohoo he can come in the afternoon .
But attendance was horrible !
Janice again could not go -.-
I hate teaching when the section is not full strength . Its seriously irritating man .
I can only say that those who never come will lose out a lot man . Haha :D
Well after smsing faiz . I was kinda angry with myself ???
I just kept telling myself that i can teach ...
I'm kinda feeling stress -.- so many things to do . I feel like telling someone how i feel but ....
Well i like only sec 2 but i'm the SL so i have to teach .
What if one day . I cannot play ??? Then how to teach ???
Then i took a step out of the bedroom and it was RAINING !
OMG i panic so i ask Syafiqah ...
So she gave me options ...
I chose to have sectionals and so i continued :D
Haiyo then i went into the bathroom and took a cool shower to cool myself down due to stress D:
Ok then i was taking my own sweet time change choose clothes ...
Then i went out of the house like 9 ...
Walao i'm like always so early and justin was already there .
Well then cheryl came and it was EARLY ! haha miracles do happen .
Then we all went to Sun plaza park to practice ....
Haha then while practice ... syafiqah arrived . So she took the section and we practice together .
It was funny man ! When Justin got mixed up with the rhythm when practicing final coutdown . Haha seriously funny and made me roll on the floor with laughter . Hehe :D
Then after all that we all went to eat at S11 ...
Ate ban mian with cheryl . Mmmmmmmm very nice . Haha :D
Then cheryl order and i carry . Today lunch not fun ....
No faiz and irsyad to make cheryl laugh -.-
After bringing the food to the table ... To my shock and disbelieve , i was sitting beside cheryl .
OMG i was so worried soup will fly in my face again -.-
Well then , after all that ... We all sat down and waited for faiz to come .
We told him to find us at S11 so we waited . When he came ......
We all went to sun plaza and practice together . I tested them and taught them .
Then Gu yan came .... With my prize item (:
Haha those who were there . Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !:D
Ok then she sat down and we talked . When she always look at me . She will give me the sickening look -.-
Then Syafiqah played with me a mind game which i quickly knew the answer . HAHA so funny :D
LAGGERS
Gu yan
Cheryl
Irsyad
SMARTY PANTS
Me
Justin
Syafiqah
Faiz
Wah guan ???
Then cheryl was like so crazy wanting to know the answer ........
Haha like small kid sia she ! So cute like bear bear like that :D
Then she took like 1 hour knowing the answer .
Gu yan act like know but when test ....... Haha NOOB !:D
irsyad just smile . Haha :D
Haiyo then we waited for irsyad to come and wah guan to come :D
Haha then the juniors played . While i talked to cheryl alone abt the thing D:
And then talked to Gu yan alone ... she is feeling qite stress now i can see it in her eyes
She is STRONG man . Haha :D then i gave her something . Hope she likes it . Haha :D
Well then we wanted to go to a place where it was quiet . So i asked cheryl and Syafiqah to come or tongues will wag as Gu yan and i will be alone if we dont call them along :D
Anyway ... I have nothing to lose :D
Well then we as leaders talked ... Kinda letting everthing out .
I practice my mace work again then FINALLY I CAN DO PROPELLER !:D
Haha can challenge Mr lim already :D NOOB !:D
Then we went back to the stage . We all sat with the juniors and talked !:D
I love talking man . Then we asked each other questions and stuff :D
We were bonding man . Haha i keep disturbing Gu yan and Syafiqah qith the mace . I love scaring ppl -.-
Then we all stopped and all went to eat :D
CHERYL GUESS WHERE ???
KFC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Haha :D
All the girls went home ....
Gu yan like -.-
Ask her father dont cook like at 3 plus then she forgot -.-
Then she borrowed my phone at 6 plus and called her father . Use brain already know that the father obviously cook -.-
Then she have to go home . Syafiqah and cheryl also had their parents to cook -.- Like that not fun sia but the boys ... Faiz , Justin , Wah guan , Irsyad and i continued walking and went to eat :D
Same old same old .... Zinger :D
Haha :D
Then the boys like never talk at all la .......
Then Irsyad say if only cheryl was here , so she can laugh and make noise . Haha :D
The i was like thinking ... If Gu yan and syafiqah was here ! I could make fun of them . At least i'm entertained .
Haha then after eating we all went home and i took 8 !
So long never take . Haha :D
Bye ppl !:D

2008-12-13T06:51:00.000-08:00

Today i shall post something .... Later my blog die like gu yan and cheryl's blog . Both NOOB :D
Nah it must be the sleepyhead irsyad ! He always nag when it comes to blogs :D

Well i woke up at 6 in the morning . I woke up due to stomachache or was it because my mom and sister left sister and went to taiwan .
Maybe both . Haha . I was like so EMO in the morning .
I took a shower at 7 ...
Was so tired and my eyes was like -.-
Well i continued bathing and got change and took packed my bag . OMG it was like only 7.50 -.-
Then i went to Sun plaza .
My goals this 2 weeks is that .
-All members to be able to play all the scores .
-Marching to be sharp
-Lose 5 Kg

I was like so bored waiting for the bus . Suddenly i thought of walking to Sun plaza :D So i walked as my hands were full holding my horn and Mace ... I think i lose weight maybe ???
Well then reached like around 8.15. Haha didnt know i could walk so fast ! Then i practice my mace work .
I spent like 2 hours on mace work and was dying as i forgot to bring my water bottle . Haha .
Luckily i ask Gu yan to help me buy Green tea . Hehe :D
When i was messaging her ... I thought of coke but then must lose weight so ................... Green tea :D
Well i practiced and practiced . Haha so fun :D But in the end ... Blister in my hand . OMG i almost throw 3 storey high so close :D
Haiyo then i waited ! I was so lonely la ! Tired and then i saw the whole upper brass approach (:
So happy to see them . I was like -.-
Ok then we practice music . Target was to finish all the orientation scores and perfect them . Managed to finish but still need more effort :D
Ok then after that we went to eat lunch .
Went to s11 ...
Haiyo . I only bought green tea and then the rest ate .
I sat beside cheryl (Which i will never do again) Then she kept laughing and eating . I was like hoping her ban mian to come out from her nose . Haiz but never !-.-
Then i was like looking at everyone eat ... Syafiqah and i so poor thing :D

We then went out to plan where to go .
Gu yan face like black sia . Every time like that ! Don't know what happen ???
If she happy and cheerful very cute sia but when angry ar ..... Sian ar !D:
Ok well we went to open plaza wanting to watch powerpuff Z . Haha i love that show ! Better than the old powerpuff girls -.-
Then when we got there ... the place not open -.- Like what sia . I walk all the way there and close ! ARGHHHH i wanted to like kill that person !
Ok well then we all sat down and talk . Like nothing to say -.-
Then we decided to go back to Sun plaza as i wanted to practice my mace more ! So off we go ...

Sun plaza park was really quiet !
Nice . Haha then the rest when to the playground while i continued practicing ...
Haha i can do the right hand spin ... Can hear ,"Wvooooooooo" sound sei . Haha so excited la :D
then after all that we all sat down and talked then i found out that i was me ! Who made gu yan angry ! Always me la -.- . but very fun . I LOVE THE UPPER BRASS . Haha :D
We are like so bonded now la . We have so many sectionals together now . Hehe :D
Well then we talked till it was 7 .
Made our way to KFC . Ok la , but still sian !
We ate but wah guan never .... After eating we all went back to the interchange . Hahaha :D
I took a bus with Gu yan and Kai jun .
Then always when i take bus with gu yan alone ... We wont talk -.-
But if got other ppl .... We will talk .
AM I THAT SCARY ???:D
Ok then kai jun and i keep laughing in the bus ... I kept making fun of gu yan . I know her stare technique . Hehe :D
Then blinking and winking at her . She smile like -.-and looking so embarrassed Haha it brings me great joy to make ppl laugh . Haha (:
Then i went home . YAY :D
Now have to rest . 2moro have sectionals AGAIN !:D

2008-12-07T19:59:00.000-08:00

Well today is finally ROD .
I damn scared of my solo ...
I'm like shaking when i think of it ...
Well I woke up like 6.15 in the morning . Eyes wanting to close but i thought of my sister making me late ! My eyes opened and went to took my shower .
Took a seriously cold bath to wake myself . After bathing i took a look at the mirror and to my shock ! My eye rings all came out . Omg what a ugly sight it was !
Then i realised i had sectionals and band this WHOLE week ! Haha but i never regret !:D
I love UPPER BRASS !:D
Then moving on . I went to wake my sister ! She was like keeping on complaining ... Why you wake me up so early ??? Like around 7 ...
He he because i nervous maybe ???
Then we waited and waited for the time to pass ...
8.30 went to Mac to buy breakfast ! Hehe sausage muffin with egg again like when i went to NCO .
Good times .... Good times .
Reached school at around 9.15 . Mr Jack lim like so jealous we bring Mac . Haha :D
Then the leaders came ... went to the hall and arrange all the chairs and necessary things .
After all that ... Change to full uniform . Like so hot !
Well then went to the band room and set up instruments and then all went down to the hall to settle down !
All was like 15 minutes late -.- I forgot all about the reporting time to go down so i was in the band room slacking , enjoying air-con . So -.-
Well then after that we all practice one more time , final countdown ... My lips was like hurting la . Play so loud somemore so long !
Then was told to play softer ... A sense of relieve ! Then move on to the performance . Haha the upper brass one was like flunked(luckily was only practice) then we put everything together and lets find out later . Haha :D
Then all practice the prize giving ceremony again . Haha the pic of the certs and badges will be out soon !:D
Then guest and seniors arrived . It was about to start !!:D
Then firstly the FINAL COUNTDOWN . haha i could play everything except 2 notes ! I was playing halfway and i look at my sister conduct . Then suddenly i saw her smile and nod her head at me then i choke on my saliva . Haha i missed 2 notes :D
Then it was finally about to our performance ...
Had to watch one video cheryl made . Haha it was suppose to be emo but funny !:D Good job cheryl!:D
Then the only person who cried was Gu Yan ! Then when she cry , i was like beside her . Then i thought i made her cry . Haha GUILTY ! But it was the video . I hate girls who cry near me ! Make me like so awkward ...
Then i was like panicking because i forgot my FINGERINGS . AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! But i never show any emotions at all . Control . Later Gu yan also scared then later no sound -.- worst !
Then it was our turn ! It was time to shine . Nothing went wrong and everything went smoothly !
Haha this is my FIRST solo ... I will never forget this song ! Cant help falling in love with you . Haha :D
Then speech speech ... Prize presentation !
I never SMILE . Yay (:
Then after all that ... Went to get food for the teachers and help mira with somethings .
Then i never get to eat anything !!!! Argh like damn hungry !
Ok then took pic ... keep instruments ... Fall out :D
Went to safra to celebrate justin birthday ...
Played pool . Haha so fun ! I lost faiz ! One more ball and i got 2 chances of ending the game but failed to do so ... Eventually i lost !
Haha then after all that . Everyone ... Jasmine , mavis , me , my sister , cheryl , justin , syafiqah , faiz) all sat down and talked .
Haha ... Then all went home leaving me , mavis and my sister .
We all went to east cc to eat then went home .
Haha mavis poor thing sia . Now she eat like girl already ! The old mavis was gone .
the world is about eating man ... But i shall encourage you to lose weight since that's your decision ! I shall respect it .
O ya almost forgot to mention . When i was in Safra ... I open my sisters present . Haha !
She finally said i'm all grown up . Haha :D
My sister is like the person who always pushes me to a extend that i will you know ... Improve .
She gives me the drive and teaches me everything she knows as a leader . What u have learned will be passed down but before that i will make full use of that information ...
Beside ... I am called a leader and i will be a good one !
Or i'll be throwing not only my face but my sisters !:D
FINALLY . Now i have the confidence to make decisions and started behaving like a ADM should . Nothing is perfect and i will work towards the goal and help the band in many ways that i can !:D
Look out for the new and improve ME but sometimes the old me will show . Haha :D

2008-12-05T06:59:00.000-08:00

I like so sleepy ... IRSYAD la . He ask me post about CHERYL's LAUGHTER . Haha :D
Ok i shall write everything i have done today .
Well i woke up at 6.15 . My alarm was Pirates of the carribean . Like so nice . Haha :D
Then i was like -.-
Hehe then my eyes like cannot open but i played Xbox for awhile . Fifa ... Still need t win Baseerat . Haha :D
Then ... I wanted to go there early and show GU YAN i can come earlier then anybody ! But i was like stuck to the hair and continued playing .
I'm like so addicted when i start playing ...
ok well went to take a shower ...
Went out at 9.15 .
Took bus 21 ... My eyes was confusing me ! I thought the bus 21 was 18 and so i boarded the bus .
Walao bus 21 like took me to TM there la . Had to walk like so far @.@
Ok then i was there but lost to Wah guan and Janice .
Well I talked to Wah guan but then Janice ... Anti-social ! When gu yan come then talk ! -.-
Ok then the rest came along . As per usual ... Cheryl was late , Iwan was late and Irsyad at that point of time . Still sleeping -.- SLEEPYHEAD !
Ok then we(Gu yan , me , kai jun , cheryl , janice , justin , wah guan , faiz) made our wato Sun plaza park .
This practice like so boring la . Never do anything especially me ! I never even like practice my solo with Gu yan !
Alamak. Like so stress sia .
Then after a few run throughs we went to KFC .
OMG i hate that place la . After like so many sectionals .... I'm always ending up eating KFC .
Went to line up . I was like so emo and quiet ... Haha i kinda liked it ! So peaceful !
Ok then i was thinking of somethings and then BOOM ! Instant quietness from me .
Then Gu yan turn back and i look at her . She was like why so quiet ???
Then i just looked at her ... She turn back and diao me !
Ok well then after buying food , went back to sit down and one MESSAGE(I spell correctly)and it was gu ya again asking me"what happened". I replied and said"NOTHING".
Then she like ..."Wey say la , becoz of me right"then i was like what did you do sia ??? So i replied "NO" then she say "SORRY" then i was like why did she sory when she did nothing wrong ??? So i replied saying ,"Sorry for ???"
Then she say "Cos i make you like that.Sorry" Then i was like so -.-
She like say"Can i know who ???" Then i said "Nobody"
Then she ANGRY sia ! OMG girls fierce then all boys will DIE !
Want to know why i emo ???
Seriously want ???
Ok well i goes something like this ... I was thinking . Today i did not really practice the solo and then wat if i flunk it for everyone ???
Then i EMO state .
Then when we all came out . Gu yan like scold me sia-.-
So peisai la ...
Then i tellher what happen ... She like ask my section to follow me to sun plaza ! well i kinda sms her talling her that i will be going tosun plaza alone to practice myself and i also wanted to see how was the woodwinds doing.
My section was like so blur la . So i ask them follow the trumpeters but they never go .
So i took the first step n so the secton followed the trumpeters .
Ok then i even thought of sneeking off to sun plaza but then later Gu yan more ANGRY . WORST !
Then we went to shopping .
Then went to buy gifts for the .......
when i look at gu yan she like still angry ... So ...
Ok then after that we all went to sun plaza again to practice just because of me ! . I'm like so touched !
Well then went to the place we always practice . So many peopleso we decided to go under the HDB and practice.
So i practice withgu yan and all needed to go hone . Went !
Then left me , cheyl , gu yan , wah guan , irysad , faiz and hamirul .
Hamirl was like keep playing te horn ! Anyways i have already practice ..... So nevermind .
Then suddenly ... Sme guy came and told us to leave -.-
So evil .
Then went to the playground and the rest played the swings while gu yan , wah guan , cheryl and i continued practicing .
I was like so soft la @.@ then when i play quite loud . Gu yan like say Blast ! Then what to do ???
Haiyo then we practice for a while more .
Ok then we all sat down and Gu an , cheryl an i practice ROD the ceremony .
Gu yan was like the lagest . Her hand ar ... I teach till i vomit blood . Hope she can do it 2moro :D
Then we all sat dow and talked . Cheryl ! ARGH ! She keep lauging and laughing. She always mak fun of my MESSAGE which i always type in sms ... MASSAGE . So it will end up like this .
Tomorrow i will message you and the one i type is Tomorrow i will massage you . See the diference ! She keep laughing la . Then all went home . Haha (; I damn scared of the solo la . I hope i can play well ! Lets find out 2moro !:D

2008-12-03T03:54:00.000-08:00

Well basically i woke up at 6.15 ...
Today again had SECTIONALS . Haha i'm lovin it (:
Then i woke up and played xbox for awhile .
I play and play till it was 9 and then i started to take my shower and then got changed to prepare to got to opposite library bus stop .
I was like so evil la . I always come very early but today ... I came like almost late . Haha Gu Yan today never late and second to come somemore (:
Then irsyad late ...
cheryl close to late . ALMOST COULD PUNISH HER ! (:
Then we made our way to sun plaza .
Changed place and practice in a hut ...
The place like suck la ... Cannot concentrate cos why ??? Got so many hanging worms -.-
Gu Yan , Janice and cheryl freak out like what -.-
Well there was a time where faiz took a stick and disturb Gu Yan ... She scream like !!!!!!!!!!!
Haha very funny . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D
Then something went seriously wrong ! Ok well in the end all was scolded by Gu yan but only ... & ... was scolded la. I was like in one side . Wanting to laugh and smile at gu yan telling her that she scolded them like my sister . GOOD !
But i did not la . Obviously cos everyone was like feeling so like ...
So i let her contiuned .
And why did she scold ... It was because her section did not concentrate the whole day but she beared with it then when the percussion and nasrul came along . They again began talking and did not listen to her !
And she started scolding ...... and wanted to end the sectionals !
I check my handphone and saw the time ... It was like only 11.30 and we just started like 10.30 -.-
Then my face was like -.-
After scolding everyone just stood there like statues .
Then Irsyad was like ... He pointed at me and said . JJ lets go practice ourself !
I was like OK !(:
So happy to hear him say that ! So responsible and he was like so brave . I'm so proud of him :D
And so we started practicing ourselves and added more gimmicks . Nice !(:
Then when my mom called and said she pass me the house key because they need to go out .
I went to meet my mom at the road further up Sun plaza park...
When i came back . Gu yan face changed from black to BLACKER . I was like what the hell . What did i DO ???
Ok then i finally found out what happened and luckily itwas not ME !(:
Then the thing ended like at 1 .
Faiz and irsyad left .
Went to Mac in tampines mall and EAT !
Mac spicy AGAIN . Forget to take pic -.-
Well then after that ... We as in Me , cheryl and Gu yan had a meeting .
We talked and talked .
I called for this meeting and why ??? Well i thought that today almost turn out to be a disaster but luckily it was saved at the end . Quite a fruitful day i can say . Haha :D
And i had to talk to Gu yan about her attitude today .
In the end , it turn out to be ok . And she got my massage i was trying to tell her . Haha (:
Then we like talked and talked ... Soon we were already talking about how we feel about the band .
Yes we went to that extend and in the end cheryl needed to go but she stayed awhile more as we were so interested in our conversation .
Then we went up to fourth floor when cheryl left ! Talk at the open plaza .
Mostly talked to Iwan . Well i told him so many things la . All this years with my sister ... I kind of learn some of her speech she always say to motivate me . Haha :D Then i kind of applied it to iwan and told him all those speech .
Then Gu yan and i was like left alone la at one side ... All the sec 1 went to play the playground.
Well we talked ... Band , sections and i told her alot of leader stuff that i learn from NCO . haha(:
Then all when in the room and watch tv and i was outside looking after the instruments !(:

EMOING ...INSTRUMENTS

JUSTIN !!!!(:

Then Gu yan came out and accompany me . Haha not lonely again and we talked again :D
Then she went in again and i was alone AGAIN !-.-

She went in and watched Powerpuff girls la . So lame . Then i was like massaging her and calling her lame . Haha like so fun .Powerpuff girls Z .... -.-So attentive -.-NOOBS ...SMILE!CHEESE!:D

HAHA :D

She reply then i reply . Then Iwan came out of the room and then everyone followed .
Then iwan found out we massaging each other and he make fun with me and Gu Yan la . So embarrassing la ! I was like blushing and then we talked AGAIN
Then it was like 5.45 . We spend like 2 hours there la .
Then we went to eat KFC for our dinner . Haha (:
Gu yan had no money and so i TREAT her . Haha so kind right . We ate the same thing ... Zinger meal upsize with cheese fries .
Then she thank me (:
Then after awhile Iwan had to leave and Kai jun followed and Wah guan almost left la . Leaving me and Gu yan behind . Like one couple like that . Haha Gu yan like quickly asked Wah guan to stay . Haha i was ok with it . I had nothing to lose . Hehe (:
Then we continued eating ...
Talked and made jokes ...
Haha took some pics .
The last one was really funny . Gu yan was like so full but i force her to eat the mash potato . Damn funny la (:
Then we left that place and wah guan followed again -.-
We walked and stop cos we were to full . Haha ddamn funny la . Kept laughing :D
Went to the bus stop near the library and i waitedofr gu yan's bus to come ... Being such a gentleman . I waited for her to go up the bus and then waited for my bus . Came home blogged and bath and sleep . Haha (:

I think this is my first time .... TREATING a GIRL LA !(:

NOOB ... Haha when shallowing the chicken . She lucky turn her face . The face like funny !(:
I force her eat the MASH POTATO :D

2008-12-02T05:02:00.000-08:00

Well i'm finally backed i Singapore and today i have band .

I woke up at around 6 am in the morning . I am lying if i'm not tired .

I like so restless and sleepy ...

But the moment that i remember i have band . Haha (:

I spring out of bed and well , took a shower . Haha (:I LOVE SINGAPORE !(:

Haha ok then moving on , i reached school at around 7 plus .

I was like the third person there , so after all i not the most Kiasu person in the band . Haha (:

Then when borrowed shawn psp and waited . More and more people came ...

Well i was like hoping the person will forgive me la but mostly likely when i saw the person's expression ... Well i'm dead !

Ok then anyways ...Whe mr Lim came , he called all the SLs to come and talked .

Then he like said to me ... Why never come swimming pool find me ???

Then i was like blur blur -.-

Then he said ... Hurt my feelings . -.-

Ok then he took out from his bag and PRESENTS . Haha got one bear bear .

Then i fall in the band and then went to MORNING exercise .

i look at the person's face and the person stared and turn away ...

Then i like totally lost interest and anyhow do and well the band also kind of followed -.-

Well then we separated into groups and practice basic foot drills ...

ok then went up to the music room and practice music . Obviously (:

Then played all the songs . Meet the Flintstones , final countdown , pirates of the Caribbean , bunker hill overture ,shout it out( I dont like this song man ... But all the junior like ! Haiyo -.-)

Ok then after all that it was lunch time .

Ok here comes the interesting part ... My sister and cheryl could not eat and why ??? They kept laughing and laughing . Haha like so ... But it was fun (:

Then went back to school and practice ROD

the person's attitude is changing . Yay the person finally talked to me !(:

Yes ar ... Then our performance like got more things to do . Haha more sectionals . Yippee :D

Then we all combine and went down to do our sec 1 orientation show . It was ok but lots to improve !(:

Then i started to rain ... Went to the hall and practiced ROD again (:

Haha then i ALMOST DO MISTAKE when receiving the prize thing . Whew ! Later Mr lim scold -.-

Ok then it was pretty all just like this ... Haha (:

O man i commanded like a gay la today ! So SOFT !

Chow ! Good nite (:

2008-12-01T03:17:00.000-08:00

Ok i'm finally backed to Singapore ....
Here is the summary in Malaysia .
Well the first day was like so emo . I cannot forget what happened that day :D
My family took a bus there . Like so troublesome ! So long and tiring somemore ...
Haha then it took like 7 hours to get there . So long ! My butt pain -.-
Then have to walk to the hotel ... Hoping like to meet Mr Jack lim la . Never see in the end .
My sources told me he would be there ! Never see him . When we got to the hotel , i was like screaming for his name ! I wanted to introduce him to my uncle -.- Jack sparrow . Haha (:
Ok moving on ... Our room hotel . Well kinda nice ... No. is 1108 (;
I think i should blame Mr Lim ... Never tell us his hotel room no.
Ok then reached there at around 4 plus .
Then went to shop , eat , shop , eat ...
Now getting fatter ... But still continued eating . Even ate subway and ramly burger . hmm sedap (:
Then went to sleep ...
I like emo . Listen to the long version of pirates of the carribean ... Almost cried cos like very smoothing the rhythm and tempo . Haha then suddenly change of mood -.- The moment of crying was gone . Haha (:

Ok next morning ... I was like damn tired la . I woke up like 2 times . Got stomachache ! Then , almost thought of calling every room no ... call mr lim . Haha go disturb him ...
Thought of it again . Well , better dont . Haha later he scold me .
Then on the Tv waiting for one nice channel but all like shit !
Then went downstairs for breakfast . The food well like OILY . omg like so -.-
Then while eating . I experience a robbery and i was so shocked la . I did not really saw what happen but i heard a woman scream then went to check it out . Haha and it was a robbery ! So scaring la !
Hehe then after breakfast when back to the room abd git readyto go shopping again . Haha (:
Like always shop sei . Haha i bought alot of things la ... Almost got one original nike shoes . Its like so nice la ... But then i no money already -.-
Maybe next time .... Bu like quite disappointed . Haha .
While shopping , saw some things la ... My sister and i insisted on buying it . Haha PRESENTS . And for who ... Well erm lets keep that a secret . Haha (:
Ok then went to hotel room to rest . Haha then after waking up ... already at nite ! Went to the night market ... SHOP ! Haha like never buy anything leh . Cannot find my jacket -.- No size !
Noob sia the place then like suddenly thought wat to buy for the section ??? Panic .
I like so good la ... 24 hours good SL . Even in malaysia i think of them -.- I even gave cheryl instructions to do when i was about to go (: So proud of myself :D
Dont believe !? Ask her or Gu yan la ... I'm so kind . Haha (:
Then went back to sleep . Haha watch manchester united played against Manchester city man ! So cool la . I kept shouting ... OMG almost score the second goal ! The keeper extra come out and then open goal . haha damn lucky la bu i have to admit ! Ronaldo's red card was stupid man .
Then wanted to watch arsenal and chelsea . I was like wanting arsenal to win . So chelsea can drop points (:
Then watched first half then went to sleep already !-.-

The next morning . Haha FINALLY ! I like hate this place la . So dirty and so dangerous !
Woke up damn early then went with my biggest uncle to eat breakfast ! Hehe PRATA . Like nice man . Hehe . Then went for last minute shopping . Like so fun . Haha (:
Then went to eat lunch and then went up to the bus to Singapore ...
reached home like 11 plus .
Actually like 9 plus reach home but when to hougang go eat .Haha (:
I feel so safe in singapore and the food was SO MUCH BETTER here no wonder they said home SWEET HOMEEEEEEE . Haha took a cab back and went straight back to bed . Wanted to play xbox ... Haha got new games . ORIGINAL somemore ! :D
Then no choice but to sleep . Tommorow GOT BAND ! YA !
But before all that that ... I charged my phone and sms cheryl and asked about those things i asked her to do . Haha well i can say it was a job well done ! Haha i so proud of her and myself . Haha NITE (:

2008-11-28T03:56:00.000-08:00

Today is a long long day having sectionals ...

The Morning
Had to wake up for sectionals . Ya finally got one ... There will be more to come . Hehe (:
Woke up seriously early ... 6 ???
Ya man . I kept on falling asleep again . Woke up at 7
Then sleep again ... Woke up at 8.30 and quickly told myself not to sleep again .
Then i watched television for awhile . Almost slept but anyway fortunately did NOT sleep (:
Hmmm then took a shower and changed till 9 .
Went to the bus stop very early ... Took bus 8 . Everyone kept looking at me cos i was carrying my horn .
Haha i was not late at all ... After that incident whereby i was super late for the NAFA course . I will NEVER be late for anything again .
But if i go out with my sister , comfirm 100% plus chop ... LATE !):
Wow that day ar ... Seniors kept scolding me !
By the way moving on ... Well i was there 9.15 which was super early man . I was like -.-
Wanted to go to MAC to have breakfast ... Scared i was late so i did not go )':
Well then i waited there like some fool like that . Then faiz came followed by kurniawan , then
wah guan , janice , cheryl ... Whew ! She almost late . I could not punish her ):

AFTERNOON - Sectionals with TRUMPETS
Well the most experience sec 3 was late . And her NAME , GU YAN . Late !!!!
Haiyo ...
Erm well then make way to Sun Plaza park to practice .
Started off with warming up with LOW CHROMATICS-spelling correct ???
Then ALMOST played the evil 12 intervals ... Whew so tiring sei that warm up -.-
Well then seperated into our different sections . Practice ourself ... Finally Janice can play !!! Haha i knew it she had it in her man . I'm so happy . Haha my give her credit for practicing (:
Goog Girl !(:
Ok then finally all can play ! Excapt faiz . he ar ...
Erm i HAVE to teach him . What he do will be reflected to me so i have to do something about it
...
Well then we practiced on the ROD item . Good but not enough ... What the ideas given by the juniors was great *Claps*
They showed me they were capable of MORE !
Well then the malays had to go for their prayers ...
Ok then ppl left was cheryl , Gu yan , janice , wah guan, kai jun and myself !
Then we went to eat KFC ...
Nice la but not perfect .
Well then chat for awhile ...
Disturb girls ...
Marcus came to KFc to meet us , he also have sectionals so we went off together .
Well then made our way to Sun Plaza to PRACTICE AGAIN !
Nice man ... It like another day at band la so cool .
Well then when we got there ... Woodwinds were already there so practice .
I saw a outrageous thing man . It made such a peaceful guy like myself got ANGRY !
My mood was totally ruin . I dont want to say but well that person should know .
In the morning i was like so happy ! But now ... I was fuming .
I scolded a very very very very very important person in my life .
She is not my GF but very important !
That person was the 1st person that got scolded by the ADM . That was really awkward -.-
I scolded that person in front of everybody . I regretted doing that !):
That person was a senior , i scolded her in front of all her juniors !!!
OMG man i regret -.-
I should not have done that so i apologise for that ... I should have bring that person to one place and talked . Sorry for that and i now apologise !!!
Now i still nagging . Haha but then after scolding her ... She ignore me . I had to do it !
I do not want the band to fall because of me and the other leaders but someone had to be the bad guy SO ...
I shall be me . I cannot stop people to hate me but no choice if they cant help but to chop me into pieces ?
Well i just have to APOLOGISE because the place i scolded the person was really wrong .
O man why did i scold her in front of so many ppl ??? AHHHHHHH sorry la somemore i only sec 2 and she older then me !
SORRY SORRY SORRY !
k MOVING ON ... we did something about the ROD when we were practicing and polishing .
The performance is not only for the seniors but also the 2 sections ... TRUMPET and HORNS (:
We are actually showing our capablities and for the UPPER BRASS . woohoo rock on (:
Well then we all ended everything ...
Went to Century square to eat ... Talk . haha know more things about the juniors ...
Well then we all went our seperate ways ...
Went home with Gu yan and Marcus ...
We walked to outside of the interchange and talked and talked .
Waite for bus 18 . Still talk and chat .Well i finally know more things about the conflict between marcus and *AHEM*
Well when we got down the bus ... we waved at gu yan . Haha she so shock after what i did . Hehe (;
Haha managed to talk to marcus and well its really up to him . Hmmm i hope i managed to change gis mind set . Haha (;
*PS : i hope you'll forgive me but if you cannot help but to hate me go ahead . Wat i did was wrong but you were also in the wrong ... I hope you understand me (:*
Ok i think i am done here ! Nite everyone (:*

2008-11-26T04:07:00.000-08:00

A LOT of things is on my mind right now .
I still miss my friends -.-
haha something like how am i going to cope all this current events .
ROD is around the corner , sec 1 orientation ...
Alone the ROD is already killing me . I dont understand a lot of this la ... Must clarify with Gu yan tomorrow .
She sick today !!! Poor girl -.-
Then i have to go to KL to do things somemore ... Cousin's wedding (:
Haiz ... I hope i can dont go ?! So out of the way sei . So many things to do !
Well today was quite a busy day ? Hmmm woke up early in the morning to play xbox ....
Shit i think i'm addicted ...
Well had my mom bought us lunch ... The food was kinda nice (:
Haha then after lunch ... Went to Ngee Ann to check out the school .
Haha on the way ... I saw cheryl then my sister shouted her name ! She look around like Blur blur one and the expression was simply priceless (:
Ok then after that went to another school to check out . I saw a school ...
Carsuarina primary school . Haha reminds me of Carina ! Haha just take out the 'sua' and ...
Well then went to Giant to shop some things for a while ...
Eat *Munch* Then went home !!!!
Finally i can go home and practice music . Haha brought the horn back . Luckily i did my homework yesterday ! No last minute work !
Not like my sister always last minute -.-
Then when i got home , took out my horn and clean it first then PRACTICE !
*Yes CHERYL i have practice and i will set a good example for the section !:D*
Haha actually it was kinda easy ... But have to give credit to my sister for teaching me !(:
Haha its good to have a sister who joins the same band , in the same section and can teach me all those majors stuff (:
Well then i went to check out my sister msning (Is it a word ?)
Saw what she wrote about the ME and her Display picture ... She kept spreading the love with all the band members -.-
Played in front of her . Haha (:
When back to play my xbox games ....
Thats all for now . Have to rest early as 2moro will be long long day of marching .
Haha looking forward to the sunburns . I just love it (:
Then have to plan the ROD items with Gu yan . Hope she recovers (:
Ok BYE !!! Tata for now (:

2008-11-20T04:57:00.000-08:00

Ok i'm finally back ... After so many weeks of boredom -.-
Haha i finally have something to blog about . Haha (:
Besides , even pansap post !!! Miracle . Haha ... chey , just kidding k !(:
Erm i have been so reluctant to post ... Its like some force pulling me back !(:
Like Miss chin say ... Dont hold back ! So now i'm back !(:
Enough of this crapping ...

19th NOV
First day of band camp ...
I'll shall start with the part where we finally have a formation to do . Hmmm very nice !
I love the formation . Haha ... Why ??? Because most of the time i no need to MOVE . Muhaha (:
Our music on the other hand , improving but french horn section ??? Lots of things to do !(:
Ok then . I think that this camp is fun ! But not well-prepared in a way ...
I seriously have no idea why this camp is fun ??? Haha , times have change !(:
In this camp , we could bath like so many times ....
Nice but troublesome . Hehe (: Compared to the previous camp ... I think i still like the other one .
Why??? Maybe it was because i had fun and at the same suffer !? I was crazy and extreme that time ...
Always in the sun , little water break , always running etc . In Khairul's words , HELL CAMP . Haha (;
But i like it . I love when i am push in a corner and have to give my best ... Weird huh ???
Something like my love for sports .... But why am i still so fat !?)';
Ok moving on to the last part of the day ...
Watched Pirates of the Caribbean . Haha nice but never watch all the way . Lousy computer -.-
I love Pirates .... The songs so nice !(:
Haha especially the lower brass solo ... Woohoo so smoothing (:
Then after watching some parts , we watched the other school's performance at SYF .
Comparing with the other bands .... Hmmm , haiz better dont . Later my sister whack me !(;
Well then ... We went for our night bath (: Haha drum majors get to bath last . Haha finally have that privilege . Learnt many things when i followed Hasheer around . Thanks baby !(:
We also can sleep last ... No pressure man . No one to force us to sleep (:

20th NOV
Morning workout was seriously tough even for ME ...
Stomach hurts .... Basically every part of my body hurts .
Very weak this days ... Holidays so never exercise -.-
Haha second day ... Things started to heat up .
We were given a target to finish some parts of the formation and worked towards it ...
Leaders understands everything .... We went for outdoor once so this was not something new .
Well in the end , we managed to finished some parts . The bad thiing was we had to memorise score -.-
Sometimes i cannot even remember what i am going to do next and still i had to buck up .
Huge responsibility man . ADM & SL only ... Cannot imagine what Hasheer is going through (:
But he is always smiling so he ok (:
Then we went to lunch ... Disgusting !
i finally know why the seniors who came back never eat ... Haha i know !(:
Evil people -.- Next time will i also avoid the food . Hmmm depends la (:
Ok then moving on , after lunch ... We all went up and practice music . OMG i haven memorise and Mr Jack Lim told us to close the file ! Panic !!!! Luckily i managed to play some notes . Not a very difficult song so next practice ... Must memorise (:
Ok lets just move on to the BBQ . Yes ! There is one .... Slack man this camp ;P
The food was ok ... Leaders had to serve the food -.-
*Can be seen HERE ...

I'm in the green and white shirt ;P*
Well after eating ... Had a meeting . Haha i had fun with Mr Jack Lim and Jun Cheng (:
O man ... Cannot stand those guys . So gay ... Haha no offense ar!(:
Then we played a game . Kinda fun but seriously SICK !(:
Haha ... Guys in our team lose . Girls win ... Jeanette and Jasmine la !(:
These two are ... Crazy one -.-
Then we all went to sleep ... Meanwhile , some of the leaders and others went to the canteen to pack up . Seriously messy man . Haiz ... Now the leaders always doing the dirty work -.-

LAST DAY ...
We are going to seperate from each other already ...*Sniff* so sad !):
Well today's breakfast was not as good as yesterday ... Had Nutella yesterday (;
Ok then .... Well Mr Jack Lim left already for some orientation ... Poor guy , did not have any sleep at all ! Left Mr Daniel (:
Cool guy . Haha (: He will be taking us .
Ok then after bath in the morning , morning workout , breakfast ... Went straight to Formation.
Well ... Done it pretty well BUT i think it is still not perfect ! Especially the spacing .
Maybe i will post on the band blog when i'm free (:
Ok the we went for tea break .... Then practice again (:
Ok then it was finally lunch time . Half of the day has already past ...
Malay band members had to go for their prayers ...
The rest ??? Well we went up to the band room to practice our ROD items . Haha French Horn and trumpet one group .
Our item ... Well , i think it will be a LOVE theme . I think so ...
Then instead of practicing , some of us JAM . Haha so fun . Even Mr Daniel joined us . Haha (:
It was super FUN . Haha didnt know i knew i could still play other songs . ARGH still cannot play Malaguena and Children of shancez ... Too high !
Then when we stopped and practiced for ROD ... Everyone panic !!! All like dont know what to do . Haha all like peisai . Hehe (:
Then our group in the end also practice ... FH cannot play . Trumpet can play . Throw face then in the end i kena scolded -.-
My section wrong , i kena ..... Well thats the way it is (:
Ok after packing everything ... went home (:
Went for a wedding dinner ... Nice food , pretty girls ... Too bad i could not really appreciate it . Too tired . Came home ... Went straight to bed and zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Thats all for now ... Smell ya later (:

2008-11-13T05:17:00.000-08:00

Today is like an ordinary day ... But i went to SHAWN HOUSE !!!(:

Haha went his house at aaround 8 plus . Haha so early !-.-

I was like so energetic today . Did not know why ???

Even when i took a cold bath and i was not shiver when i dried myself . So weird-.-

Ok moving on , while walking it started to rain and did not have any umbrella(Pansap style)

I was perfectly fine with it and when i walked pass a old lady , she offered me help by sharing the umbrella with her ... But i refused and said it was ok (:

I'm feeling really bad . Refusing like that -.- Such a kind lady !(:

When i arrived , i saw shawn playing the xbox . Haha (:

IT WILL bE MINE SOON !!! Haha finally going to have it (:

Now it adds colour to my house . HA!(:

Ok then ... He was playing Fable . Kind of nice game (:

Ok then waiting for Bas to come -.-

When i called him , he was still at home so i was like -.-

He sleep damn long ...

I was waiting for his games ... So boring to see shawn play .

Then while playing , shawn's maid ask him what to eat for BREAKFAST ?

I was like so GOOD sia ... But nevermind , i'm independent unlike him . HA!(:

He ate egg with cheese bread . No choice but to eat some .

Then Bas finally arrived ... IT WAS TIME !

Fifa (: Bas has been my arch-enemy in that game . Sometimes i win and sometimes he win !(:

We had to settle everything today ...

The first match ... I was thrashed 5-2 -.-

The second match ... I was leading at first , then i made so many stupid mistakes and i was punished !):Score was 5-7 -.-

O man i lost both matches ...

O well , it just a game .

Then we started stealing Sarah's cookies ... We kept eating even though shawn kept shouting . Bas and i kept eating . Haha (:

It was tooooooooooooooooo NICE . Afraid we will die at first as Sarah was EVIL -.-

But it turn out ok (:

Then when Sarah came home . Bas and i acted and pretend nothing happened !(:

Then Shawn sabo and LUCKILY she did not SCOLD . Phew !

Everything was like the same .

Bas still CHEEKY and THRASHING me as usual ...

Shawn still ENTERTAINING but ANNOYING as usual ...

Sarah still PRETTY but EVIL as usual ...

Then we order Mac ... Haha so nic e. Ate MEGA MACSPICY today . Finally !(:

Haha -.-

It was very filling nut expensive-.-

The when i quarrel with sarah as usual ... I lose then she said i was not sophisticated enough .

Girl! You dont know me -.-

Ok then ... My sister also came to check out the xbox .

it was OK . Haha the xbox is going to be mine !(:

Then when my sister came that time, Sarah and Bas was like acting weird . Haha i think she knows . Haha (:

Thats all for now . Bye (:

2008-11-07T22:37:00.000-08:00

POP(PASSING OUT PARADE)
Ok just skipping to POP ... Finally the last day !(:
Haha all those days of training and hardwork is going to be GONE !
I sure enjoyed my 5 days there , making more friends , learning new things ...
Good times man . I'm sure goner miss those days !(:
All the Drum majors as ONE ...
ONE BIG FAMILY ...
Ok well , just skipping to the last part of the day . Haha (:
It was gonna be my so called graduate from music school day ...
Haiz i'm sure i going to miss it . If i could go back there again ... I will !(:
Ok finally it was time ! Ok i was the march pass , i was so good man . First time i chin up so high and march so well ! Last time was SYF ...
Ok the we waited for the Guest-of honour to arrive and then the ceremony will BEGIN (:
Haha my hand was already aching and was in great pain but i persevered and finally he came .
SENADIRI wasn my favourite command so far . Haha (:
Hmm then after other things ... We marched pass (:
Haha i was so proud and continued marching ...
Then suddenly i dropped my phone ! I knew i had to continue marching ...
Then when i was the band major performance , i searched for my phone and luckily it was picked up by one of the NPCC guys . Haha luckily i dropped it near that place . PHEW !(:
Then when the band majors performance ended ... IT WAS OUR SHOW !(:
Marched , marched and do those things we needed to do ...
THE END ... We finished . We celebrated and put all our mace together and jumped around . Haha (;
The sense of achievement was there and i felt i have done my part well.
DRUM MAJORS ALL THE WAY !(:
Finally i was finished . And then we all clear up , took pics and went home .
Haha went to eat Mac again-.-
Slept early and THE END (:

2008-11-06T20:17:00.000-08:00

Ok i still damn tired now man ... i seriously need to sleep -.-
But first i need to finish the two posts ... 4th day at CCA branch and POP . Haha (:
Ok lets first start with the 4th day at CCA branch .
I could remember it like was yesterday ...
Woke up at 6.30 in the morning and took a bath and do all the nessesary .
I pack my bag and then waited for my mum to fetch me there (:
Then as per usual , my mum again brought me to Mac to have my usual ... Sausage ,muffin with egg (:
I ate it while my mum was driving and when the moment i finished . We arrived at CCA branch (:
While walking to the dance studio to put my things ... I saw Mr teo , Mr soh and Mr Goh there . Dont know why they were there so i continued walking and saw my friend from woodlands and talked while walking .haha (:
We shared a common interest and it was soccer ...
We both like Manchester United , Barca and Spain . Haha so nice to have such a friend (:
Then when we reached the dance studio and put our things together . We sat down at the same place and continued our conversation (:
Then it was time for our first session ... LECTURE

LECTURE
Today will be the very last day of lectures ... Feeling kind of sad as i like all this lectures because it really helps me in undersatnding how to be a good leader and the qualities that one should have .
Todays lecture was a POWER LECTURE as it was the most important lecture of all . And the lecture was given by Mr leonard Tan who was very popular ... Dont really know why . HA (:
Todays topic was Motivation , perservance and EXCELLENCE !(:
-Motivation
1)Influence-Be a great influence at all times , earn the respect (:
2)High energy level-Must always have a high energy level when commanding and what ever you do (:
3)Self-confidence but not arrogant-Always have self-confidence in whatever you do but dont show off
4)Project your voice and look at them-When scolding or commanding ,always look at the members and project your voice
5)Speak with confidence-Dont be a sissy and always speak with confidence (:
6)Think before you speak-This i need to improve .HA(:
7)Be optimistic-Think of the good side
8)Set Goals-Must always set goals and work toward them (:
(Better DISCIPLINE from me and the band) Thats the only thing i expect ... Once there is discipline , everything can be done !(:
9)Lead by example-Be a good example and the rest will follow ...
10)Leadership is forgiving , help the members- Forgive and then work on the mistake and improve on it (:
11)Be assertive not aggressive-Never be aggressive but assertive
12)Be humble-Always be humble and people will discover the good points of you(:
13)Willing to listen-Alway be open with new suggestions but not alway wanting things to be in your way ...
14)Have opinons , dont be opinonated-DONT really know what it is ... HELP!
15)Admit when you are wrong, show awareness and do something about it ...
That is all for now ... Moving on to the next lesson (:

MACE TECHNIQUE
Haha another session where i love ...
Today was for us to finish polishing our formation for todays POP rehersal (:
Then we were so good we finished so fast but we kept doing ... Wanting to finish everything before lunch and get all doubts to be asked .
We all finally had a sense of urgency and wanted to show the Band major that we can do it !(:
(It was something that i also want our band to have and have initiative (:!)
ok then moving on ... We had a short break and Mr Muhammad started talking and wanted to motivate us .
He does not scold us but always motivates us ... Maybe thats why we respect him (:
He said ... 2moro will be our show and will you give your best ???
We said ... YES SIR(Confidently)
Then we all were dismissed for lunch and will continue after lunch .
...

LUNCH
Todays menu was CHILLI FISHBALL , RICH , VEG and CHICKEN WINGS
As per usual i ate second helpings and piss ... i ate 8 chicken wings . Haha (:
Hungry la , cannot help it ... Maybe i worked extra hard ???(:
Then today , was eating very fast and then it was 1 and we had 1 more hour and guess what did we do ??? We did not slack but went straight to the field and went to our individual groups and practice ourselves . So touching -.-

POP REHEARSAL
Ok tis will be the final part session of the day ...
We had our RREHERSALS ...
Ok well it does not seem too difficult , we just had to concentrate and put our heart and soul in it !(:
We then first start with the arrival and i needed to hold the mace like siao ... My hand seriously hurt !(:
Ok then moving on to the march pass ... In my band , i have already learned what was needed when marching so i just apply it and then finished . Haha (:
Then we waited for thr Band majors to finish their performance and then ... IT WAS OUR SHOW!(:
Ok then march ...
Excute movements ...
AND DONE ...
It was so fast !(: But it was really fun ...
And after the rehearsal , we all celebate and cheer for all the band majors and officers that made this rehearsal so successful (:
Haha then go home ...
Thats all for now ... Tata for now (:

2008-11-05T04:12:00.000-08:00

Well this is my 112 post . I have gone this far man !(:
Ok now here comes the 3rd day at camp ...
I cannot believe i could survive till this day man (:
Moving on now ...
It was early in the morning , woke up at 6.20 and i got ready till 7.10 and i left the house . Haha (:
Well today was the day my mum did not bring me to buy MAC . So disappointed man (:
Haha . Then my breakfast was like only one small pau -_-
Well reach the CCA branch at around 7.45 (:
I went up to the dance studio to meet up with my friends ...
Waited inside like for 20 minutes ... Enjoying the air-con and slacking (:
As per usual , in the morning ... We had our footdrills . Haha (:
FOOTDRILLS
Ok today's footdrills are mostly about talking but at first we practiced the moves we learnt yesterday .
Haha i was like come on la ... I'm from a military band man . This moves are a piece of cake .
Ok after being in my own world . We marched for a few minutes and then our officer , brief us on what is going to happen as we finished practicing . What can we say man ! We are the best . Haha(:
Then after a few minutes later ... The officer then choose who would be the parade commander and he just pick one !!! Its so UNFAIR man . The others did not even have a chance to show man .
I then was not picked ): I have let you down SPF band , members , seniors and friends . I just wanted to say SORRY !
ok then ...
We had a short break and as per usual ...
DRINK , WIPE SWEAT and DRINK . Haha so standard (:
Ok then after the long break ... We went to the basketball court for our display technique training ...
DISPLAY TECHNIQUE
Ok well we were separated into 2 groups ...
Then we challenged each other ... I was like come on ! I'm from a military band man and Tk drum major was in our group . Haha (:
In the end we did not challenge each other but told each other what went wrong and then work on it .
The seniors kept scolding us , MARCH PROPERLY ! , POSTURE ! ...
I was like come on man . We all know . Haha (:
Then we finished everything i like 30 minutes . Can you believe it ! As long as we were focus , we applied what ever we learnt yesterday and we finish everything and even polished our formation in like 3 days ...
so we had another break (:
Today's marching is like so easy and we finished everything very smoothly and it was really fast (:
If only our 3rd day at Nco and we have already achieved so much . Haha drum majors all the way . Woohoo (:
ok then moving on to the next lesson ...
It was the lecture . Haha one of my favourite part of the day . Haha (:
LECTURE
Well today's lecture was kinda boring ...
They just brought students from Hwa chong institution and some other school . Haha kinda forgot . Sorry -_-
Ok moving on , the people who were older than me by 1 year then told us about the Japan trip . Haha (:
I saw HASHEER AND JUN CHENG . You guys looked to serious man , relax abit la (:
Haha the trip was so cool man ...
Japan leh ... so jealous sia , somemore this is going to be the first but last trip for some chosen people from different school . Haha (:
Firstly they told us about the time in the plane they took ... Around 1 hour plus and they got off. and somemore , they went to a new hotel that was just OPEN and they had the first hand experienced to use all the facilities . So cool man !(:
Somemore the toilet bowls even had temperature remote control for adjusting the temp for the butt ... What is the use of it anyway ???(:
Somemore they went to a concert where they all could see the japan bands perform . Thats so cool . Haha (:
The mace there also looks really funny ...
They also had so much good food for the whole week man . So jealous now -.-
Ok somemore they also went for a exchange program where they went to other schools ... Can see japan girl sei -.-
Btw the MRT was totally different man , they had so many train tracks and compare to Singapore's. Of course Japan win la . Haha (:
Then there was a lady who looked like a auntie perform in front of them somemore . The music was so nice ... I almost sleep (:
Haha thats all i think ... After the lecture finished , we all rushed to the table where the food was as it was lunch time . Haha (:
Also one of my favourite session of the day . Haha (:
LUNCH
Today's menu was CHICKEN WINGS , FRIED RICE , SOME VEG and FRUIT PUNCH . Yummy !
When we all sat down and eat together . The food really hits the spot man ... It like you have not eaten for 2 days and now you are satified . How you been like this ...
After marching in the hot sun ... And you sit down and EAT ! Wow one of the great wonders of the world . Haha (:
Then after eating ... I took seconds with my friend and then sat down again and ate of food quietly . It was so peaceful (: Everyone quietly eating ...
Ok after eating ... We again kept complaining about the BAND MAJORS . Always sitting in the air-con room while we DRUM MAJORS , always marching in the hot sun -.-
Then it was like a competition between the DM and the BM (:
Haiz why are they so childish ???(: Sec 3 somemore !?
ok then moving on ... After eating , we all went up to the dance studio to take our maces for our next session . Mace Technique (:
MACE TECHNIQUE
Ok here we go ...
The last lap ...
We only have a few more sets and the weather was not in our favour so we had to move to the Multi-purpose hall ... As leaders , we have to be flexible (:
Then we started to take initiative and started to practice ourselves before the officer came . Haha if only our band can be like this ...
Group A was my group. Haha (:
We all started practicing around 3 to times and then finally the officer arrived ...
He quickly then told us that we had to be very focus today as there are lots of problems like it was raining -.-
Why must that place always rain ???
Ok then we quickly got into positions and so the officer started ...
In the end , we FINISHED !(: We could not believe it ourselves , we actually cooperated and focused and finished the formation fast . It was so cool !(:
I was seriously loving that point of time . The sense of achievement ... and we kept screaming and jumping with joy . Haha (:
But we have not finished polishing the formation yet and there was no time left so the officer told us we have to perfect the formation by 2moro !
And we respond ... YES SIR!(With so much confidence)
Mr Muhammad was really a good leader ... He believes us and expects great things from us as we are the drum majors . He always motivates us and this motivation really so called 'ENERGISED' us . It does not sound right but its the truth ...
Maybe motivation is the KEY to having things done ???
ok then moving to the last part of the day . It was really special ...
It was time to the Team building games ...
Finally a session not filled with work but not fun . Haha (:
It was finally a time to relax and make more friends . Haha and its so true , u have made lots of friends (:
We were separated into groups ... I wish there was a resuffle man . I want to get to know the BAND MAJORS lei -.-
-Pls people , dont think that i'll find those pretty ones ar ! i'M A DECENT GUY OK (:
Ok la maybe just a bit of temptation ... Hehe i'm such a cheeky boy . Haha (:
Ok moving on ... The first game was Blind mouse .
Lessons learnt-Trust( A leader must alway trust the other members) , Communication(Communication is very important in a band)
Second game was Stepping stones
Lessons learnt-Flexible(To get things going), Communication(To pass down important info)
Third game was Turn over a leaf
Lessons learnt-Communication(To tell each other what to do) , Determination(To be determine to finish the game) , Anticipate changes(Have to move when needed by doing it quickly)
Fourth game Human knots
Lesson learnt-Communication(To imform each other), Street smartness(Be smart at times when needed) , Perserverance(To finish the game no matter what)
Fifth game was traffic jam
Lessons learnt-Communication(To tell what is going on) , Determination(To finish the game no matter what) , Perserverance(To really try to win) ,Trust(Trust the decisions made by the leader)
Last game was skipping
Lessons learnt-Anticipate changes in life(To think faster then to react) , Trust(Trust your partner) , Good timing(to finish the game smoothly)
The games really help me and maybe sometime , i would want to do this things with the band . Haha (: Thats all for now (:

2008-11-04T04:31:00.000-08:00

Ok moving on to the second day ...
Well the leg cramps are finally gone . YAY !(:
But after taking my morning shower , my hands hurt like crazy . So weird -_-
Anyways i still had to go for NCO ... Not wanting to disappoint the school . Haha so noble (:
Well after getting ready , i went out of the house like 6.50 AM
I was like a walking zombie ! But then my mum brought me to MAC AGAIN . Haha (:
Bought sausage and muffin with egg ... Milo somemore ! Haha then when my mum was driving , i started munching on it . Yummy :P
Moving on to the morning ... I reached NCO at 7.50 . Haha so early then i saw cheryl so stand beside her . Haha she talking to one girl sia . I should have ask her for NO sia ... Now regret !!!
K then i walked to the dance studio again ... Put JJ junior(mace) in the room . Haha (:
Then went down to the basketball court for our footdrills ... I was like what the hell , i wearing my Band-tee and i was so going to STINK !!! -_-
Ok then ...
FOOTDRILLS
Ok our squad changed to another officer ... Yes ar !!!
And finally today i could really focus and concentrate and the officer explained everything loudly and clearly . He is GOOD !(:
Haha the guy look like syahmi ... This camp is like so weird -.-
Then guy is also so humorous also like syahmi . Maybe the brother ???
Haha ok moving on , he tought us a lot of this today but i dont even know all the command even though i'm from a military band and i was like in a confused state . BLUR -_-
Ok then he made an effort to explain everything when our squad is in any doubt . He is GOOD .
O righttee then ... after that , he ask us to sit and rest and told us funny things . He is GOOD .
Then when we got the thing wrong and wrong like 5 times ! He kept demonstrating for us and in the end , we finally got it correct . He is GOOD .
Then after that , he released us early to gave us enough time to have a break and move on to the next session which was the lecture . He is so GOOD.
Rating for our surgent . 5/5 . Haha full marks (:
Then after our 10 minutes break ... It was 9.30 sharp and we headed to the auditorium (:
LECTURE
When we got in the room , all the drum majors went . Ahhhhhhhh (: From the hot sun to a air-con room . Can you imagine how great is that ???(:
Ok well , today's topic was INSPIRATION & ASPIRATION by Miss lily Goh (:
Miss Goh is a deaf musician(in other words , she is musician that cannot hear) , sign language instructor and performing artist (:
She is really a strong and independent woman . The majors really admire her and clapped for her when the slideshow told us all those details .
She was like Beethoven . And people always said hearing is very important for a musician ! But she did not care but her believe had made her get on with life (:
And of course , she has a helper who helps convert her sign language then telling us what she wanted to say . Haha so cool !(:
She then showed us her certificates ... Piano and drums . Grades 5 and above ... She was good and not only that , she believes in music . Not ever giving up her passion for music . Haha (:
When she was young , she realise deaf people can play percussion !!! So she continued working really hard to pursuit her DREAMS .
She join the SAC band ... and her first solo was playing the Happy melody solo in 1994-1997 (:
She was a woman with determination , perseverance and most importantly .... Love for life (:
How did she play you ask ??? Instead of hearing , she felt the vibrations on the floor and the tempo was given by her instructor who used the mallet to tap her shoulders . Haha cool right !(:
Sometimes when the instructor gets too excited , he hits harder and harder ... Just imagine how she felt . Haha poor thing (:
Then after getting all those certs ... She joined the Singapore idol in the year 2004 (:
Why is that so ...
1)Confirms what she wants in life ... To just become a worthless woman or a great musician that pursuits her dreams ???
2)To inspire the deaf ... To tell everyone that ppl who are disabled are not USELESS and tell ppl that they are like us , normal people who can get on with life (:
3)Realise her dream ... Not sitting back but giving her all to what she really wants in life (:
At first she has NO music background ... But look at her now !!! She a musician and a independent woman (:
She also told us ... You will need , 10% talent and 90% hardwork and that's her secret to SUCCESS (:
What she want to tell us is that you have to really work extremely hard to achieve success in life !!! And that is really important and it has gave me a great impact .
And so from this day forward , i will work really hard to help the band achieve to great excellence .
Her motto ...
LOVE YOUR DREAM. LIVE YOUR DREAM AND NEVER LOSE YOUR DREAM ...
Ok that is all for todays lecture and after that ... Moving on to our BREAK (:
We ate biscuits ... and then the drum majors went up to the dance studio and SLACK for awhile .
Then i was time for the Display technique session ...
Display technique
Ok today we actually finished all our foramtiona and now for the polishing ...
Ok then we did the formation like 5 times and wat i observed was that all the others drum major's marching was sloppy except some ... I thought all bands have learned marching ???
Well i'm so fortunate to be in a marching band . Haha i'm so proud to be in the band too (:
Ok moving on ... Todays marching was really funny as the other majors kept doing stupid things . Haha (:
Then we finally finished it . Haha and its only the second day . O YAY !!!(:
The we the drum major was released earlier for the job well done . Haha (:
DRINK , WIPE SWEAT , DRINK MORE then it was lunch time (:
LUNCH TIME
Haha this time of the day is one of my favourite because its time to EAT (:
All the majors were like RUNNING to the table ... Like some hungry person that has not eaten for days -_-
But luckily , ronald , lester and i was already there . Thanks to the kiasu spirit . Haha (:
What can we say ... We're hungry (:
Ok today's menu is some VEG , FRIED NOODLES and CHICKEN WING . Ya (:
The truth was ... We 4 people ate like crazy . In 3 minutes and we were finished . I come in 1st , Jk was 2nd , ronald 3rd and lester last . And mind you , they are sec 3s ok (:
Once a champion ... Always a champion . Muhahaha (:
Then after eating ... again we went up to the dance studio to slack (:
And we still have 45 minutes ...We chat and went down early too .
Mace technique
We showed our skills and exchange pointers and i learned to spin the mace with one hand from ronald . Haha thanks dude , now i can show off (:
ok then we again waited for the mace technique instructor from the police force to come ...
We sat down like 15 minutes and then he arrived ...
And before that ... The other majors all prayed that the rain will not come . I was like shocked and ask myself . Why the change of attitude ???
And then we carried on with our second formation of POP(passing out parade , 7th november) and we did the formation like crap -_-
The instructor scolded us and kept telling us to FOCUS and listen to INSTRUCTIONS ...
He said the this two components of a leader or any other members in the band must have while in a formation ! Its very IMPORTANT ... Must remember !(:
Then we do the formation again ...
While doing one part ... Sir shouted and suddenly ! He lost his voice and we felt really bad .
We kept asking him to rest and drink water but he refused !!! He is so determine . And suddenly , all the major finally really gave their best and finished till the set 12 ... We all wanted him to rest .
If you guys were there ... You'll see the team spirit and it showed that we all had inside of us . We were DETERMINE and we PERSEVERED .
Its something worth to see and spend time of (:
Then i finally knew why the sudden change of attitude ... The officer was like our father , wanting the best from us , his sons ! And from the first day onwards , we already knew he TRUSTED us and BELIEVES in us ...
When his voice broke , we did not want to disappoint him so we gave our best !!!(:
Then after the formation ... One of the majors gave him some water and we all rest together like one family (: and waited for the rain to stop ...
In the end , the rain did not stop so we could not finish the formation and had to continue today .
In the meantime , he talked to us and told us have to command respect and told us to always focus or things cannot be DONE .
He also said that 2moro we have to finish around 8 more sets and then we are done . And left polishing and all this have to be done 2moro !
He kept saying ... Can you guys do it ???
We said ... YES SIR(Confidently) (Loudly till there was echo , Cool!)
So he told us to pray that 2moro there will be no rain or else we cannot finish our formation and the consequences will be Disastrous ...
And then Mr Chua the camp officer released us and GO HOME (:
Today wasn't really a tiring day but a day of achievements . Thats all for now . BYE (:

2008-11-03T06:09:00.000-08:00

WOW i had gone this far ... 110 post !!!(:
JJ ... the DJjj ... The Jster ... The mighty J is BACK !!!(:
I so proud of myself . Well basically today was a LONG , TIRING but FULFILLING day (:
Well this is it the first day of the NCO camp .
Pretty nervous today and kinda blur . I was severing with fear !!! or was it the cold water which i took a bath in ???
Haha whatever it is ... ITS THE FIRST DAY (:
Ok after showering , i got change in the nco shirt . Haha so cool !
Then waited for my mum to fetch me . woohoo , i feel so fortunate as taking a bus would be like 1 long hour (:
Then my mum was so afraid that i would faint so she bought me MacDonalds for breakfast . Haha (:
Then on the way there , i was shivering as the air-con was too cold and note to self : Never shower in cold water in the morning ever again !(:
Haha finally i arrived at my destination (:
Then i sms cheryl to ask where she was and suddenly i saw her so i can save my massage . Haha (:
We stood awhile not knowing what to do and kept looking around ... And i have failed my duty as a SL(sectional leader) as we did not really talk much .
Haiz how i hope all my friends join back the band ....
Then waited for awhile and we moved to the multi-purpose hall for the briefing but then must move to the basketball court as there was some problem ...
Briefing
Ok then Mr chua started to talk and stated why we could not meet in the multi-purpose hall ...
And i learn my first lesson as a leader ... Must be FLEXIBLE st all times !!!(:
We(All the drum majors and band majors) played a game .
It was called the tree , squirrel and hunter ...
Well this game was kinda lame -_- but i managed to hold a cute girl's hand . Haha (:
K now in back in serious mode ... Beep ... Done !
After all that , we all had basic footdrills ... I was so unlucky !!! The officers were so soft like some squeaky mouse . btw her name was atikah which reminds me of someone gf but soon to be wife . Haha (;
Ok then not learning anything at all in the footdrill ... Which wasted 1 hour of my time !!! ARGH!
I could not focus at all today ... Not knowing what is happening . Haha (; Maybe i slept to late last night . Hmmm whatever it is , its now over .
Next moving on to the LECTURE ...
LECTURE
Then for the first time ... i was actually listening to some guy talking and yapping about bands .
Actually the truth is that i liked it . Haha (: Not myself lately ...
The guy was Ho hwee long from NIE ... Important man . Haha (:
He told us a lot of things and gave me a lot of knowledge of the history of the bands in singapore(:
Basically ... Bands started in the 1965 . The ministers wanted all the schools to have bands .
It was a humble beginning . And all those schools which do no have a band have to give a reason . So cool !(:
Then in the 1970s ... It was told that to have more bands and intruments (:
And that point of time . There was only military bands but it does not mean all marching but only it was really convenient and there was only brass and woodwinds . There was no concept of symphony bands .
Moving on to 1980s where it was the maturing period ...
Which the band had to do something about the intruments like the sound so the French horns , oboes and basson was then introduced . Cool right !(:
THEN !!! I finally got the most important info ... Haha french horn is so important in a band !!!(:
Haha so proud of myself (: French horn gives the band more shape and creates another melody called counter melody .
1991- Finally new music and repertoire was made by young conductors thus the new ideas and making more songs . Ha !
Then in year 2001 , there was a new concept of music which made music more extract like ART and more emotions and feelings could be felt . So smoothing @.@
Then here comes my fav topic ...
LEADERSHIP QUALITIES . Haha (:
1)Dedication- Willing to sacriface time for the band (:
2)Commitment-Put your soul in the work ... and putting your best in everything you do (:
3)Selflessness-Put other things like interest aside only thinking of the band (:
4)Passion-Long lasting love for the band and music and then giving interest in what we do ):
(Ok i have to admit something , there was one period not long ago , my burning passion for the band was GONE . And i lost all interest in the band ... And i once thought of giving up but then i continued hanging on and finally now i have regain that special love ...)
5)Conviction-Always believe on what we are doing ...
6)flexible-One must be flexible in order to have things started , and a leader must always be flexible !
7)Cannot be too confident-Results are uncertain . Yes you must be confident but not TOO confident (:
And thats all i think ...
Then we had a break ... Ate biscuits (:
Then it was time for our display technique in short ... Formation (:
Display technique
Ok we waited in the basketball court and sat down waiting for our instructor to come ...
When he arrived , we greeted him and started arranging ourselves A-J
I was in the position G8 ... Haha at the corner somemore !!! And i was with my friends . So lucky.
Then after doing some parts and we moved to the multi-purpose hall as the other drum majors was so scared of the SUN!
I was like come on ... You guys are drum majors , going to spin the mace regardless of weather !
So gay man -.- Haha (: (Saying all this in my mind , not wanting to get beat up by this sec 3s man)
Ok moving on, We have done a few sets of formation . It was like taking so long as some bands were only indoor bands and marching in a formation is like so alien to them -_-
Then we all sat down and our instructor talked to us ... I was not listening as i was like so tired .
ARGH then after his blabbering ... It finally stopped as it was lunch time . Haha (:
Lunch time
Ok today's food was not too bad ... Fried rice , some veg and 2 chicken nuggets (:
Then my friends ronald , lester and jink kai was like after eating ... They sat at a corner and stare at those pretty band majors and so i joined them . Haha (:
Those lechers ... Ha ,cannot stand them sei , always making me laugh (:
Then we went up to the dance studio to grab our mace as 30 more minutes more and it will be our Mace technique training (:
My fav man , i was waiting for the whole day and finally it was time for us drum major to show off . Haha (:
Ok 30 more minutes so the gang and i sat down in the dance studio and enjoyed the air-con (:
Then after that we all went down together and waited for the instructor to come ...
Mace Technique
It was 2 o'clock already , and finally the instructor came ...
He is from the police force and has tought a lot of drum majors previously so he is experienced (:
Then he was like so fierce but a good instructor ...
Altough he is fierce but he is far . He wants a lot and expects a lot of thing from us as we are the DRUM MAJORS !!! Bam bam bam ...
He first introduce himself and then brought us to the field to start on our mace training and tought us how to hold the mace , left and right turn , mark time , counter marching(backwards) .
He was really good ! Not like the some other instructors ... I could not bother as they were talking so soft and i could not even hear them -.-
Then after perfecting all that he has tought us ... He went on to the formation which we also had to DO ! I was like so shock that we needed to march outside the hot sun while the band majors sit in an air-con room playing music ...
I was like what the hell -.- But i love sunburn so who cares ???(:
When we were doing the formation , other majors were like hating the sun which kinda reminds me of Gu Xin and eleanor so afraid of getting sunburns -o- and the drum majors were like singing ... rain , rain come again ... It was so weird -_-
Then it started to rain ... Haiz ):
And then we were given a 10 minutes break ...
DRINK , WIPE SWEAT , look at girls , DRINK ...
And then the instructor told us to fall in ... In the end , we completed 4 sets then it started to rain again but this time , we continued . Haha (:
Then lightning came and we were like holding the mace up like 300 over ppl changing in some lightning rod and seeing whose the lucky guy who gets shock ! Haha (:
Then luckily the teacher came and told us to do into the shelter . But just now when i saw lightning , i was not scared at all man ... Only determine to finish the sets we were given to do (:
OH MAN MEGA BUMMER !!! the rain did not stop and the instructor talked to us ...
We were also scolded and told to always focus and look whatever he tought us and apply on the formation (:
Haha btw the instructor look like my UNCLE . HA (:
Then we were released and when i sat down , my legs started to cramp and sore man . I almost cried )':
I did not really do any exercise in the holidays so after doing all this vigorous workout . I was like my leg hurts like shit man ...
Then i also realise those drum majors all look like my friends and some seniors so i was completely freak out . Haha (:
One look like Gim Kai , Ronald look like Johann , One of the senior in the nco camp look like Natasha , one look like wei rong , one has the look of Joseph but has eleanor and nidia slang and one looked like ika . Haha weird right (:
That is all for the FIRST DAY IN NCO . Haha (:
Basically , i enjoyed myself today and i hope the pain will go away ... Ouchie !)':

2008-11-02T01:44:00.001-07:00

Ok here i am blogging again (:
And maybe because of my so called future best friend wife .... ika (:
And they already thought of their child's name !!! Worth admiring . Haha (:
Hehe whatever it is I'M BACK !!!
Well , the holidays are simply just to boring . I wish i could swim at pansap's house again (:
I already missed a meeting with my friends ... Hope there is more outing next time . Maybe ?
Hmmm algae has been starting to grow on me ... Everyday sitting down , using the com , not knowing what to do ):
I took out my cousin's game disk ... Final fantasy 8 . To play (:
Determine to complete the game but i was stuck in the LAST DISK . ARGH !!!
Then i was again BORED .
Many questions went through my mind , When is band starting , What should i do now , What must i do to stop being so bored and so many more .
No one can answer my question ... Only me . But i myself do not know -_-
Then i suddenly ... I even wish i could go back to school like the old times ??? I used to hate going to school because of all the studying but now ...
Haiz but no man can change time so ...
Then moving on ...
NCO is just tomorrow ... i simply just cannot wait !!!(:
Haha the whole day doing the things i like ... Its all about practicing my macework and making friends .
Haha it sound already so interesting . Ya ???
Well at least i have something to do now . Haha (:

Wow this post is so SHORT . Haha there will be more tomorrow (:

2008-10-27T20:11:00.000-07:00

Well getting lazy to blog ...

It seems there is no more things to write .

Hmmm maybe this will be last and final post .

Ok then i been thinking , what things that i need to be improve on ...

Well i thought it for a while last night and i seriously think its my behaviour (:

Pansap should be the one knowing , Haha cos i'm always irritating him (:

What made me thought about this when someone who is ...

Sometimes EVIL , sometimes LOONY and sometimes quite ENLIGHTENING (:

(Guess who???)

(The bolded words are not clues , i repeat ... The bolded words are not clues. Haha)

It happened when we were somewhere and she told me to behave like a Drum major ...

And so it hit me . like , like , like while practicing the mace and it hit me .

So i will change for everyone ... Change for the better (:

And that is a promise that i will never break (:

Yesterday

Woke up early in the morning , around 11 (:

Had to wash up quickly and to leave the house at 12 (:

I was really sleepy and was like sleep walking to my aunts house ...

Then , i had to take my mum's laptop in my aunts house and gave it to my mum then my mum left .

My brother and i waited in the void deck for my cousins to come to as we were going to orchard to buy some clothes for the wedding that will be in the end of the year . Haha (:
Then when everyone arrived , we all went to Tampines mall(TM) inter by walking .

Hmmm then we all took the MRT to orchard road .

It only took us around 30 minutes to get to the shopping mall ...

So fast !!! Cannot even play my new handphone game . ARGH !!!

Then when we were there , we went to the shopping centre to choose our clothes and we had to choose so formal wear .

I look like a dork in it -_-
And the shirt was also so PINK . But no worries , its manly ponk . Haha (:

Then the choosing and changing of clothes , i guess you guys out there would not want to know because its kind of weird :P

Then we went to the second floor to buy some girl clothes .
Then we all went to tke the MRT to suntec but some of my cousin and aunts went to somewhere else . Haha (:

Then we went to suntec and suddenly i remember i came here with my classmates before for the walk . Haha (:

Then went to burger to have our lunch ... Took some pic (:Then missing the days with my friends . Haiz -_-

EMOING -_-

Ring a bell???(:Brings back memories . Haha (:

2008-10-24T05:18:00.000-07:00

NCO CAMP BRIEFING

I woke up quite early today at around 8 ... Dont know why ???(:

K this is the 1st day without my friends . Feeling kinda weird without them -_-

Well life still have to go on and i want to stay happy (:

Then moving on , i used the computer for a while ... Hoping someone would be online but ...

It was already 11 when i finished using and so i went to take a bath as i was going to meet cheryl in TM inter .

We needed to go to NCO which is a place where they are going to train us .

Well i took like forever doing my hair but it just keeps going down !!! ARGH

Then so i went out of the house and went to TM inter ...

Cheryl was not there yet so i waited . Haha (:

Then we took bus 67 to upper bukit timah road there which took us 1 hour time !!!
My butt was already aching and i even slept in the bus ... So we talked about our results , band etc

Then when we got there , we were super early so we waited in the stands...

We talked again . We waited till it was 4 then we went to the place we had to assemble ...

Haha finally i got my NCO shirt but i was disappointed as it was GREEN !!! Band major got BLUE !!! But anyways i LOVE IT . Haha (:

Haiz -_- Then we had a meeting and we saw a lot of majors of different schools and it is so nice.

Haha the guy , Mr chua was so funny like ME . Haha (:

Then after the briefing , i went to fetch cheryl to the bus stop ... being such a gentlemen and waited for the bus to come .

When she went back , i felt kinda hungry so i went to the gas station to buy some food .

Nice food and Drink to satisfy my needs ... Mmmmmmm!!!

FAN CHOY !!!(:

Then while aeting i took some pics for fun ...

Haha i had nothing to do . Haha (:

I just cannot wait for 3rd November man ... I so going to love it . Muhahahaha (:

Haha although this post is not done .... I shall finish it tomorrow . Haha (:

2008-10-23T06:58:00.000-07:00

TODAY
O man its the last day of my secondary school days .... all my friends )':
Its was a day of misery as i am going to miss all my soccer friends and PRANTLE ):
BUT it also seems that all the stress and studies just seems to just go .
BUT i rather to have all my friends ...
I LOVE YOU GUYS
Now i only can hope we can remember each other and continue the friendship . Haiz ):
Moving on ... After school , i went to the library to sort of help Pat , ele and niid ...
Then i went home with shawn(2F) and he brought me to a barber shop as i needed to cut my hair .
Then after cutting hair , i felt seriously very itcy but i went back to school to find Pat (:
It took me quite a while and when i got there , they already finished everything .
When i got there , only Pat and ele was there . Haha (:
And they said they needed to go to TM to buy something so i followed (:
But i was there just now .... So i was like -_-
Hehe i waste another 55 cents leh . ARGH !
Then after buying the things they needed ... Ele went home and i followed Pat home as shah and i wanted to swim again (:
So then when we got there ... Shahrul was not there and so we waited (:
Then finally when he got there ... We walked together and wanted to play pool .
But when we got there ... There were 3 hot girls alrady booked the room so we went swimming.
Hmmm there were so many gangsters today and they were so noisy !!!
But today i made a new friend and his name is David ... So as i was told .
Pat , shah and david kept laughing at me today ... just because i wore trunks -_-
They kept laughing but .......
David also took part in a swimming lessons and he even got gold star !!! I only got GOLD (:
He thought me a trick that made me swim so fast ... I was like WOW !!!
Then we also played in the Jaccuzi place and made a whirlpool ... Weeeeeeee (:
Haha then we all got ready to go as we were getting bored ...
We all got dried and got changed so we rest in the condo and played PS games ....
Soccer . Haha i got thrashed by Shah and he kept laughing like one orang gila . Haha (:
It was the controllers fault i cried but no one believe until Pat used to challenge Shah and he also lost -_- So it explains that its the controllers fault !!!
Then we all went home .....
Took 17 with shah as i needed to as i promised ....
Then i drop off at 201(east CC) to buy some things my dad told me to (:
Bought a waffle and then went back home . Haha walking somemore . So DARK !!!):
The End

Being a leader
As a new appointed leader , i first need to have confidence in myself but i dont have ...
I am a person always screwing up in everything ... Yes , everything ):
I cannot believe it man ... I need to find this self confidence first in order to be a good leader !
BUT first i have to ensure my section is in PERFECT shape and as the sectional leader , i have to take this responsibility ...
Once a person told me that i have to mantain my section before moving on to the band .
Yes finally the band camp is coming and its going to be a blast . Haha (:
Looking forward to it and i seriously cannot wait (:
NCO camp briefing is 2moro and i am so excited and at the same time scared as i am afraid that i might screw something up . ARGH !(: Going to meet cheryl 2moro morning and hope we don get late . Haha (: Making friends there should not be problem man . Haha (:
So after NCO camp , i want to spent most of my holidays practicing my mace work ...
I just want to do the band proud man ... The feeling is really like -_-
I swear that i will never drop my mace ever again and catch it no matter where it will hit me !!!
I experienced it hitting on my head and i did not die so i going to do it again (:
The End

holiday plans
Its time to know what are my piorities ...
-I am going to first going to mantain my section and teach them everything i know ....
-I am going to practice my macework ...
-Study
-Nco camp
-Band camp
-ENJOY MYSELF (:
-Do workout to lose some weight to stop the name-callings
Woohoo secondary 3 here i come !!!(:

2008-10-23T05:57:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY

Well finally i reached 105 posts ... Many more to go . Haha (:

Hmmm i was super tired today as i went SWIMMING ...

School was great and its the second last day with all my friends ):

I'm going to miss all of you guys ... I think i am going to cry . I'm so emotional ):

Then we(Pat , Shah and ME) sent Ele home again . Its like a usual thing now , dont know why . Haha (:

Then shah and i decided to go to Pansap's house to SWIM but it was raining but we still go .

Well when i got there , i was crazy to jump in the pool so i quickly took of my clothes but not realising that there are 3 girl behind me ... SO paisei . Haha (:

Then pat went up to get some pants but all i cannot fit in -_-

Then i have no choice but to where my Pe pants . Haha (:

Then we were having so much fun together (Hoping it will last forever)

Suddenly the security guard came so i remained in the water as i was wearing improper pants .

Pat and SG talked and Pat was like Blah blah blah YA blah blah OK ...

Aiyo ... Then we continued . Went to the Jaccuzi and played (:

I could do HANDSTAND . Haha somemore the leg can clap ...

I acted like the swimmer who got so many golds and swam like swisssssss ... Fast right (:

Then we played like there was no tomorrow but there is so it all had to end ...

I had so much fun today but it all had to end . Haiz (:

Then we washed up and prepared to go home ...

Pat send us to the bus stop ... So good right . Bog bro what somemore got Gf leh (:

Then while walking , we took some pics as we got bored but note : We are not Gay (:

Then shah and i waited but the bus 81 came first ... So i balik first but i saw shah's face and he was so sad !!!

It broke my heart .... (Not gay)

Anyways thats all for now . Haha (:

2008-10-21T02:11:00.000-07:00

Hehe very long never blog ...
Been too engross in playing neopets . Well , i must earn 20000 neo points a day !!!
Argh , keep losing in so many games ...
Hmmm moving on , today was a day where i searched for someone and needed to WALK so much.
It was like hunting for treasure and it was shahrul's priced possessions , his Girlfriend (:
Well it was like so adventurous and exciting ...
K it happens like this ...
School was a bit boring as there was a course for us ... Got to use computer . Haha (:
Then nidia , eleanor, pansap , shahrul, bas and i chat with each other in MSN but we are like sitting beside each other . Haha so lame -_-
The teacher was kinda cute ... Hehe (:
Then after school , gavin , karveer , pansap , eleanor , bas , shahrul , sebastion and i went to eat at the coffee shop behind the school .
Chicken rice again (:
*To ele*I think that guy likes you . Haha (:
Then Gavin , sebastion , karveer and i went to the football field but unfortunately , it was close.
Then we waited for the rest and to discuss where we should go to play ...
Then there was a time where the ball was hit eleanor as Johnny kicked the ball and flew at her and there was a time in class where bas shoot the ball and hit her again .
Haha such a ball magnet . Now she is so afraid of the ball -_-
We then decided to go to bedok skate park to play soccer and shahrul also had to meet someone .
Then we all took the bus 69 to bedok inter as we needed to go the library to settle something (:
When we got there , we went to the skate park first and then we played soccer ...
After awhile , shahrul needed to go to the library to settle something ...
Haha he needed to meet ika for some personal things (:
Then pansap , eleanor and i followed shahrul in search for his love one . Haha (:
Leaving Gavin , karveer and bas in the skate park ...
Then we keep on searching for ika ... But no avail -_-
Then shahrul used the phone to call her and she said she was in KFC ...
So we made our way there , and shahrul was so nervous . Haiz a fighter and when it come to girls , like one sissy . Haha (:
Then she sms shahrul say she at library , i was like SIAN !!! So we went back .....
Then search like siao also cannot find then bas , karveer and gavin then came to the library to find us (:
Well , they then helped search for ika and FINALLY !!!
We found her and she was with a friend ... wanting to run away due to shyness (:
But shahrul and i was too fast and furious . Haha and caught up with them (:
Then when they talked , like shy . Haiyo (: Then shahrul and i was pushed like some crazy ppl .After talking for awhile , went to meet up with our gang and then eleanor say go find ika then find already ... ika say go find them and so we went to fetch eleanor home but was too late (:
Sorry eleanor !(:
Then i went home with shahrul (:
Time is important and if u dont grab the chance ... She might get taken (: Treasure Her !!(:
Treasure her and That all for now

2008-10-15T06:27:00.000-07:00

Woke up early in the morning in waiting for the student councillor course ...
Took a bath , changed and waited for my mom to fetch me (:
Then when i got there ... Pansap , sha , xue ying , eleanor , yi ying , sze yin were already there so i sat down and we talked (:
When it started , councillors and peer leaders were separated .
Argh and baseerat didnt come so i was so lonely ...
The councillors are so boring ... And besides , all my friends were in the peer leaders .
And so i did not enjoy the day ...
Hmmm overall the course was boring , but i only enjoyed the movie (:
Remember the titans was its name and i loved it .
It total reminds of band and the leader was superb and great leadership qualities ...
Must buy it man ... Definitely (:
Skipping the bad part ... Beep !
Then pansap and i went to sha's house to get ourselves changed ...
We all had to wear long pants and so we went out of the room .
Hmmm then we ate sha'a mom cooking ... Nice (: and i think i'm i love again . Haha chey (:
Then we waited for baseerat and then took a taxi to Nidia's house (:
When we got there , pansap kept panicking and afraid of not getting there as he thought that we were lost (:
Then we made noise in the lift ... Check hair , check zip , check breath and scratch itcy parts in case . Haha (:
Then we ate and ate like there is no 2moro ...
Then everyone stoppped but i promised to eat one more bowl so i continued ...
AHHH so full ... Hmmm then we all went to shahrul house again for visiting ...
Yes ar ... eat again (:
Hehe then we ate together ... PRANTLE
Talked and talked ... Made jokes and laugh . Ahh good times (:
Hmmmi ate lots of chicken somemore cos too nice to resist . haha it was mouth watering (:
Then all went home ... Balik (:

2008-10-14T05:16:00.000-07:00

Its been a long long long time since i blogged -_-
Internet is like so blur to me now ...
Haha took me so long to remember my password and username (:
I could not even remember my name ... i'll tell you why . Hehe super NOOB (:
K finally exams are over and all the stress say bye bye . Yipee (:
Its been a very long time not going for band and i miss those days .
Spinning the mace also disappeared suddenly ...
PRANTLE decided to go to East coast after the art exam cos its the last ...
Speaking of Art ... I hope i did it well (;
hmmm then we all went home and got ready ...
We decided to meet at bedok inter at 11 (:
Haiz when i got there ... People kept staring at me like some caged animal as i was holding the mace
Decided to bring it as 7(Mace name) was getting dusty and cranky so i brought it out for a spin.
Then pansap , bas , shahrul , alifi and oilver went to KFC to grab a bite while waiting for GAVIN
Argh gavin was like taking forever to come man so in the end sha and pansap went to look for him.
Then the rest boarded the bus and asked the bus driver to wait but he never !!!
so the rest had to go by themselves ...
But lucky nidia coulld go and they were still there and could bring her there (:
Hmmm then when we got off the bus ... We walked and walked as Xue ying brought us there by the long way -_-
In the end , i broke oliver's slipper and had to pay him -_-
I'm blaming xue ying for that ...
Then we all got there and a while later , the rest arrived .
So let the fun begin , at first Gavin , bas , oilver and me played soccer while sha and pansap jumped into the sea some two of them went GILA -_-
Hehe then we played volleyball and the sand was freaking hot man ...
Luckily no blisters ...
2 teams ... France and england (:
One goal ... Winning (:
And as per usual , my team always win . Haha i lucky charm (:
Woohoo ... we were dominating and won (:
Nice one eleaanor , nidia , pansap , alifi and ME ! (: Good job ...
Hmmm then the rest went cycling ... leaving me and nidia alone -_-
Cos i could not cycle and she wanted to keep me company ... hehe she is so good (:
Then she emo . Then i practice my mace (:
Then Kelvin came along and we said ,'Hi'
Then continued with training ... Throw and suddenly it was spinning side ways then kena my head !!!
Ouch now got bump ... then i forgot my name (:
I thought i was bleeding but only sweat , Haha so lucky (:
Then everyone came back as i told pansap to tell everyone to come back as nidia was going to go home due to being too bored ...
While waiting for them , i challenged kelvin to a throw off ... We had to throw a rock into the sea and see whose was the furthers and so i kept losing . Argh !!!(: I'll be back man ...
Hmmm then the rest arrived and we played volleyball again before going home (:
Same teams and same goals ...
England lead but france perservered (:
The rest had to return the bikes so rest (:
Nidia then thought pansap , sha and me French ... Cool !!!
Maybe next time i can communicate with my french horn . Haha get it ??(:
In the end , france win . woohoo (:
Then we all went home . yipee (:
When i got home and took a bath ... i was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
So nice (: Thats all for now . Bye

2008-10-10T04:04:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time seen i blogged ...
Very bored this days ... Exams are so easy EXCEPT maths paper one and science -_-
Being so careless ... I lost alot of marks ...
Determined to get high marks for maths paper 2 ... Later 1 girl laugh at me (:
I never been so afraid in my life ... I seriously need to pass my maths (:

Today
Yes sunburns are back !!! AH Good old times (:
Overall i enjoyed the day by playing soccer with bas , sha and pansap
Then we went to bedok inter to have our lunch ...
The nasi was horrible . Argh waste money !!!
Went to the skate and saw Prantle practicing ...
I actually wanted to give some ideas but was too afraid -_-
Moving on ... We went to mac for some resting (:
Someone was hit by a AHEM . Hehe she was so lucky (:
Then went to GX house (:
BUT then ...
I was hurted ...
IT was coming back ...
Bad , bad memories ...
Never knew IT will reappeared ...
Haiz -_- i will never go to her house again ...

But in the end ... One of my Prantle buddy helped me out , cheering me up (:
I got over with it ...
Haha remind me of a song . Haha (:

Exams
Haha exams are soon to be over and then ENJOY (:
Man , i swear i going to practice my macework really hard man ...
But before that , i have to keep on studying ...
I dont really feel like study but anyways , i have to get it done and then ... Hehe (:
Maths was actually my favourite subject but now i dont know what happened ???
Nevermind ... i ensure that i will pass as i PROMISED many people in my life that i would (:
Thats all for now ... Going to downlaod some games (:
Wounds can be healed and it takes time BUT some wound can never be healed ...

2008-09-23T04:59:00.000-07:00

Yes ar finally ... I reached to my 100th post (: Yippee
I'M NOT USELESS ... Haha (:
Hehehe no link -/-

Got the ball back !!!
Finally , i got back the soccer ball already (:
Mr Victor tan confiscate the class soccer ball ... He's so irritating !
Argh , somemore i got blamed ...
I was about to so called leave the study program for extra lessons for science this monday ...
And when i was about to leave the class , teacher called me as i needed to sign the attendance list
So i left the ball outside the class and went off to sign the list ...
While i was about to leave the class and picking up the all , mr tan called me !
I was shocked and he took away the ball (Who do he think he is ?)
He said he saw 2 people playing with the ball so he confiscate it -_-
No one played the ball at all . Seriously ! Or he saw something ... BOOO . haha (:
So he asked me to lokk for him after school ...
When everything was done , i went to confront him . Chey !
Then he say 2moro find him ... ARGH so irresponsible -_-
2MORO
... i went to look for him during recess and he wasted so much time and it ended me writing some stupid lines -_-
BTW woohoo i scored so many goals in netball today (;
Tag team with royston . Haha BURN them man as we were too hot . Sisssss (:
Moving on ... I had to write 500 lines leh somemore not my fault -_-
So we separated the work equally (:
It showed how bonded of the soccer boys of 2G man . Rock on guys (:
Then in the end , we pass up the paper to the irritating idiot -_-
Worst thing that made my tolerance to the limit !!!
He said the paper no numbers , no up to him standard . Argh who cares man !
It made me want to throw the paper at his face and just woke away ...
Then i was thinking ... Is he worth my risk of getting expelled ??? NAH (:
Then we wrote and pass it up and finally we got the ball back ...
Got to sp late (:

P.R.A.N.T.L.E
Finally ... I'm recognised . Haha i'm not a noob . yippee (:
Haha , heres what PRANTLE really mean ???
PansaP
EleanoR
NidiA
JianJuN
BaseeraT
ShahruL
ChristalenE
Hehe secret code like some mission . Haha so cool (:
We rock or should i say they rock ??? I lame -_- Hehe (:
Seriously , i prefer prata . Haha its food !(:
Now my question is wheres shahrul ...
Never come to school for 2 days ...
Say he got diarrhea . hope he's ok (:

Where i really belong ???
Where i really belong as i love the 2 sports ... Soccer and basketball ???
Soccer boys like bas , gavin , karveer , sebastion , pansap , shahrul , KH etc made me feel like home (:
On the other hand , basketball is really kinda boring to me now ...
Argh ... I dont understand it at all ???
Blur kong already .Hehe (:
Sports dont show character , they reveal it and soccer has been it for me ...
So ?? what now . Hehe (:
I think i'll concentrate on my studies first as EOY is coming ...

2008-09-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

Well this is my 99th post ...
So proud of myself (:
Well finished studying so ... BLOG . Yippee !(:

Fragile Life
Well yesterday(19/9/08)was last day of my great uncle's wake ...
When i got home , i took a shower and quickly took a 2 hour nap -_-zzz
Then when i was 7 , i was woken up by my mum . Yawn -_-
Then we went to the wake ...
We stayed there overnight night till 3 plus in the morning ...
Before 3 , i kept eating and eating which had to be stopped (:
Well then we went home , i took a bath and watched TV till 4 (:
Haha then i went to sleep soon ...
I was worried we will wake up late so i set many alarms . Haha (:
It was morning so we went there early (Thanks to me)
Then my big cousin treated us to Mac ... I ate Sausage and hot cakes . Yummy (:
... going into my point now
Life is very fragile . We are like a glass bottle not knowing when we are going to break ...
We should now take care of ourselves not wanting to regret or worst ... Regretted (:
Treasure the time you have with your love ones ...
Love ones are lost in the process ... Not only that , relatives will also feel the pain.
I lost a love one and when i got a chance to see him one more time , i cherished it .
Even though i was not really close to him , i also felt the pain ...
I wanted the family to come together again but not like this man !
What added the pain was when my relatives were crying ...
My heart was breaking and i was asking myself , why do people leave the world ???
Seriously , i dont get it ... Even so , where will they go after that ???
Is there an afterlife or they just shut down and never get to have another chance of living ???
So many questions in my head now , wondering and looking out for someone who can tell me (:

This week
End of year is around the corner ...
Only have finished studying some topics only ...
Wondering hows PRANTLE is coping with their work ???
O man i lost to Sebastian in basketball AGAIN !!!
If i continue like this , i wont be able to challenge JACK(senior)
Maybe after i graduate then i have maybe a slight chance -_-
I'm dead . Haha (:
Hmmm i just want to hope Man U can win Chelsea this coming sunday (:
Or should i say ... SURE WIN ONE (:
Yippee (:
I LOVE ROADRUNNER . Haha (:

2008-09-18T05:33:00.000-07:00

Science research program
Today i attended the workshop , not wanting to disappoint mdm annisa ...
As per usual ... Its so boring -_-
It made me want to sleep ...
Haiz , but today i was crazy ...
Not eating but my body seems to have a lot of sugar ...
I simply just cannot stop talking and laughing ...
Hmmm after that , the workshop didnt seem to bad (:

MY friends
What is the definition of friends ...
A person who cares about you and look out for each other (:
Backing each other out and breaking each others fall (:
We work as a team and always sharing (:
While some of my friends aren't like that ...
Today i saw their true colours . To be exact , it happened only just now ):
We were happily walking to century square(CS) to buy that THING !
When we got there , there was only 2 more left and so i didnt get it ...
Willing to let my bros take it ... Yes it did feel painful but i was willing to give it up (:
Instead of cheering me up , HE scolded me and say why i so stupid never buy the silver one .
It was then i got angry ...
Before going to CS , we got an agreement ...
If there is 2 left , he will take the silver one as it contrast with his skin tone !
Then he in the end scold me ...
Haiz ... I try to recap what good times we had together .
But i cant ... I only could recall the bad things ):
I always help him in his work , lend him money and because of him , i fast with him but he always call me stupid and make fun of me !
ARGH ... I cant take it anymore !!!
Since primary school , i have friends who only become my friends is just because of my money !
Is HE worth it ??? Should i give him a chance ???
He is become more like nat ...

Thats all for now ... Too pissed off !

2008-09-17T05:13:00.000-07:00

Homework Galore
Well homework was piling up since this week and i LOVE it man (:
It made me understand more and i could revise for my exams ...
The Victoria maths practice paper was quite difficult but the first few questions was EASY !
Haha i finally finished all my homework for today ...
I made a lot of mistakes during geography lesson , supplying all the wrong answers due to carelessness (;
Hehe so paisei while i hope tomorrow i'll be more refreshed . Haha (:

Never fast today
While i didnt fast 2day as i follow bas ...
Hmm i am feeling really bad cos i went to KFC today with Shah , bas , Pansap, Oilli and KH (:
Everyone ate except Shah ... He bought but also bring it home . Haha (:
We ate in front of him leh ... So bad !
I seriously need to make up to him somehow . Haha (:
Thats all for now ... Bye (:

2008-09-13T10:05:00.000-07:00

Finally i got it !!!

Yes man ... Finally i managed to eat my fav (:

MacDonalds ... Haha MacSpicy again (:

It's been 2 weeks and 4 days man ...

Craving it for so long and i finally got a chance to eat it (:

The feeling was GREAT ... Yummy (:

Yummy (:

Evidence to support my answer (:

Studying

Well it time to stop playing and start study ...

I turn down my mum today as she ask me to go suntec and shop with her ... So noble !

I finally got the sense of emergency and hoping its not too late to start now ...

Hmmm it seems that i have finished my homework today and will start study 2moro (:

I was in total concentration will doing my homework ...

But there was some music and slacking involve as usual (:

Final year exams are coming and we have 2 and a 1/2 weeks left !

I hope i can do well and remain a G-an like someone told me ... Once a G-an always a G-an (:

While packing the house today , i came across my sister's sec2 report card ...

It has lot of As and 2 Bs ... OMG she's smarter than me !!!

I have to buck man ... Seriously (:

Study program will resume as per normal when school reopens ... Hope i can concentrate (:

ARGH Man U lost -_-zzzz

What not to DO

Firstly , stop thinking of DOTA

Secondly , stop thinking of thrashing baseerat in Fifa ... Haha (:

Thirdly , stop thinking of the band FOR NOW only (:

Fourthly , stop thinking of playing basketball ...

Fifth , stop thinking of FOOD !

Leadership

After band ... I went home with my sister .

She thought me some things i needed to know ...

If i want to help Hasheer with the band , i need to first manage my section properly (:

Now i am facing some difficulties but i think i am capable of solving them (:

With some help with my seniors of course ...

Things like fingerings , concerts etc

But only after my final year exam (:

Cos i have to pass all my subjects ... Or else the conductor will punish and worse . My parents (:

Yes ar !!!(: 2moro go downstairs block train macework . Yippee (:

Well thats all for now ... Tata !(: