Tuesday, June 03, 2008
These past few days i found out somethings i have to settle ...
First thing is that i getting UNFIT ... O man all those good old days of band practicing in the HOT sun enduring and lots of punishment . Haiz all gone just because FOOD !!!
Secondly , I found out i lost the ability wake up early and just recently aroud 12 o'clock - Becoming more like my sister (: Is it because of STRESS or watching sports until 4 plus ???
I must change ... Transform into a better person
-NO vulgarities
-NO Horny stuff
-MORE disciplined
-MORE mature
Now you will see a BRAND NEW JJ (:
Thirdly , i miss playing basketball ... wanting to thrash Mr khan again and my basketball nemesis is JACK . No matter how i try or train ... i simply cannot win him ):
I wish i can at least challenge Mr Gim Kai ... at least once so i can just get that experience of winning him or maybe lose to him so i can die happy(Touch wood)
Erm now moving on to my band practice 2day (:
Well basically ... sectional music and 2day had to change indoor horn . Haiz so difficult the fingering . I was suffering man but in the end i still could play BAYWOOD OVERTURE . Ya (:
Then ...
I went into the band room with lot of CONFIDENCE ...
But ...
I still could not play my SOLO . Haiz i was ultra super duper disappointed man ...
Outside of band room i can play but in the band ... different story man .
Was it due to STRESS or FEAR or me being USELESS ... whatever it was i still could not get over the TRAUMA .
Then i got punish for something i dont know ]=
After band i took a bus home and i wanted to cry but the tears simply could not come out - BECOME MAN ALREADY! So proud (:
Then i went to Macdonalds and i bought MacSpicy which cheer me up ABIT ):
Came home multi-task ...
and pratice my horn for awhile ...
Post this post ...
That is all FOR NOW . BYE readers (:
Labels: Good boy and a NEW JJ (:
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