Friday, October 30, 2009

Hi buggers ... Really tired right now . And believe it or not im not playing maple :P
Really frustrated this days ... i really cannot explain the feeling but im always really pissed off these days .
I cannot simply put my finger to it but im always having different emotions
Elated and excited at one point of time then poof ! Sadness and sorrow ... haiz dont know whats happening ...
where are you when i need you the most ??? Can you forget what i said or what ever done to you in the past ? Im sorry ! Forgive me pls ... i need my counsellor D:
I cannot explain why but bear with me ? I will do stupid things ...
Really really stupid things ...

Went to pansap's house today ...
Haiz i was happy when upon taking the bus but soon after . I felt restless and felted like scolding ppl.
Alot of things went through my mind ... Suddenly no mood ...
Well then we reached our destination ... so sian went to the fairprice and bought drinks .
MY MONEY !!!!!!! Haiz guys without money with them are pathetic . I practically had nth left .
Thanks to my mei la !!! :D
Haha actually no la ... anyhow one .
Then had to walk to the condo somemore . That was the worse part of all ... walking.

Then when we reached pansap's house . Went to eat ... Nuggets, french fries and curry puff . FOOD @.@ xD
haha then we was so full .
Swim then go home . The end ... I know this post abit lame but blame it on clarissa and chelcy ...
keep bugging me in msn ._.
Bye peeps ...

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Yo im back ... Finally after some time of studying :D
Yes !!! Believe it or not i did studying .
Im still very stressed up for no particular reason ... I dont know why but im still very stress.
I think i still can cope because there are a lot of time left .
I cant really find out the reason too ...
Haiz i hope i do well for my exams because i think i will flunk at least 4 papers ...
Some papers were really simple and easy for me .
I think the reason for flunking was that sometimes i would look at my brother play maple till like it was time to sleep then i would take out some notes to study ._.
It was the final lap for sec 3 but i still could not resist ... Sian half ._.
I hope my friends would go on to sec 4G so we would be together again :D
I hope i too promote to 4G ...
Well the days of studying sec 3 work are finally over ... My next challenge is SYF 2010.
I will beat you hamirul ... Just you wait !!! :D
Maybe thats the reason for the stress ? I dont know but i will work hard ;D
AHHHHHH my next challenge is my phone ... Spoil again !!!
That time i fix then must pay 100++ then now fix again 80 dollar leh .
Should i pay ???
Of course not !!! Bo hua sia ... I want someone to lend me one spare phone . Pls pls pls :'(
can de leh no phone.
Just yesterday i went to pansap house to relax and have some fun ...
Really was tiring you know ! all that stress finally gone but all the sunburns and my leg still hurt ... Cramps again.
Everytime i swim in pansap house then got cramp ... Swimming at other place wont leh . Noob la the place :P
Haha then we played water polo and we became the water polo boys !!! Lame lame lame ._.
The water also hot yesterday ... Before that we played basketball at east cc . Sweating and hoping that the water will be cold in the end .... Warm water . Sian half . Haiz
ok then after swimming for one hour . Went to play soccer near pansap house . That place arh . Pathetic man ...fall down only can die ._.
As in literally ... fall only then sure skin tear .
Oliver almost fall . Omg luckily he managed to stay balanced in the last seconds .
Then we went back ... When i reached home . I was tired and restless then had to buy dinner for my mom and sis . So tired ...
I could not even walk properly ._.
Haha but i act strong then i go myself . Cos my brother usually will folo me and keep me company but yesterday he went t batam ._. School thing ...
Then walk alone lo . Handphone also spoil, poor thing sia :'(
Haiz ended the day playing computer till very late ... Sian half . My phone !!!!!!!!!
Bye i gtg and find me one phone ... ._.

I want to let you go away from me .
To leave me ...
But my heart cant let you go .
Im sorry . Let me be selfish this time and reach for something i want ...
Your love <3 I miss you D: