Saturday, January 24, 2009

Today when to east cc to cut hair ... I want grow tail -.- but my father don't let *cries*
Saw sebastion playing basketball with some people . Could not bother to with him and continue walking :D
Sms him back and ask him to return my wax then he say he want to use .
Being such a kind person , i did not bother to take it back .
While cutting my hair . Saw kim kim(My auntie) then she came in the shop and said "HI"
Then we were like "hi" DUH !:D
Well then after cutting hair which i seriously regret ... Went to buy food .
Macdonalds . Haha my father was kind today so he treat ...
My wallet is SAVED :D
Then went to the coffee shop to buy food .
Saw Gu yan's friend . Haha the counsellor friend ... She wear green -.-
Wanted to say Hi but i dont know how to pronounce her name . So PS -.-
Then just pretended not to regconise her ....
Then went back home .
waited for the traffic to go then bus no 8 in think ...
Saw xin yi and li xian in there waving at me .
Make me PS only -.-
Actually dont want to wave then my father say . Eh boy , got ppl wave at you leh .
Then i turn and wave .
As time passed ... Spent my time doing homework .
Haiyo actually want to sms her one then ... GOT HOMEWORK -.-
Then it was nite time already . Went to fairprice for last minute shopping ...
Then so crowded . Typical singaporeans -.-
Then went to Mr teh terik eat :D
Shiok ar the food and the ice teh terik :D
Then suddenly she sms me ... Fought with her .
I realise it was not my fault so i continued and continued ended up not talking to each other again.
World war 3 ...



As i thought ...
Yesterday is history ...
Tomorrow is a mystery ...
Today is a gift ...
But to me today is disaster . It seems that everything is not going my way ...
Everyone can hate me but not you ...
You should understand me the very moment i had the post ...
You think its easy ???
well then there is where you are wrong !
I thought you knew ...
I thought you cared ...
I thought you understand ...
But you know nothing ...
Disappointed D':
Diao .... I'm so lame -.-

Labels: Disappointing day

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Today school was so troublesome ! :D
Counsellor duty .... I keep looking at her ! While baseerat was talking to Ms Goh .
He lost his racket ! So sad sia . So expensive -.-
Then he lost ... Poor guy .
Then got counsellor meeting , boring la . In the end , just want money -.-
2 dollars leh ! Sian .
Then went up to the fourth floor ... so tired ! Not used to climbing the stairs .
Chinese :D Woohoo , i first time i so happy when chinese class .
Cos my teacher also band teacher . Then after the jeanette help me do homework incident . Now the teacher and i very close :D
Ok the chinese class pass quickly ... Then went back down to the first floor for the maths lesson .
Haiyo sian . Must go down go up -.-
Ok well , boring -.-
Then went back up to the fourth floor for my pure lit class . HEHE . I love this class
Why??? Cos teacher very funny and whatever she teach , i sure pass :D
HAHA :D Then recess ... Played socer :D
This will surely allow me to lose weight . Yippee :D
Alright then ... History .
So easy :D
Then Dnt ... Kena scolded for nothing -.-
I just ask pansap some question then teacher sent me out ! What the hell -.-
It will like spoil my reputation of Drum major . Walao later ppl say i bad example -.-
Then went up to the band room and seperated the job . Haha i feel do comfortable , no responsiblity :D
Then went for SP . history . So easy :D
Haha then went back to band . Like so boring ...
Nothing to do . I want marching ! D:
Ok well played batmen . Nice but too easy ???
Cannot say like that -.- I some notes always miss ...
The there was a commotion between two leaders again !-.-
So i asked them to look for me ...
Then continued after band . Yay . But kinda angry with them cos leaders D:
Disappointed ...
Then after band talked to shawn , carina and JC .
HAHA i saw nasrul talking to the section ! Telling them what they had to improve .
Basically wad the majors told him to do :D
I'm so proud of you ! :D
FARAH , YENG HAO and NASRUL ...
Good job . I see improvements in you guys . keep it up :D
I will reward you guys man :D
then settle the leaders problem .
I told them off and they all apologize so everything was fine again :D
HAHA hasheer say i talk like my sister and somehow like Mr tan also .
Is that a insult ???:D
Then went to caltex then went home :D
OMG she just told me that she actually reads my blog .
Walao so PS can !? :D
I should change my blog to private or wad ...
Should i ???
I shall ask my sister help me do first in case she see the messages i wrote for her -.-
Maybe ...
AND she smiled today . Finally (:





Darkness comes from dawn .
Life is full of hope .
Once there is darkness , there will be light .
And the flower will bloom again .
I believe that if i continue helping the band like this .
I WILL see improvements
...
You told me what was right and wrong .
Showing me he way and encouraging me .
Thank you :D
For wad i am i have to fulfill my duties so forgive me :D

Labels: Band practice

Monday 19/1/2009
Haha school as totally boring -.-
I love my class but still very boring .
Every second passes ... Tick tick tick . Counting .
Hoping to go to band soon .
And finally band started . woohoo . Looking forward to show and performance .
But today nothing but disappointment .
Everything was bad . Discipline , sound and mostly everything .
Total disappointed . Thats all i can say ...
The discipline was the worst i ever seen in my 3 years in band ...
After school went to talk to Jeanette as the majors wanted to talk to every SL .
So clarinet first . Talked and talked then really soon figured out the problem in the section and we told jeanette her problem and ended the talk .
Well i really hope we can see improvements ...
We will see :D





No progress . I failed to win the cold war lost to her in the end -.-
Started smsing her ... Haiyo i'm such a loser .
And yes mavis i thought of marrying her . HEHE :D

20/1/2009
School was pretty much the same . Boring ! D:
Only during recess time ... Can play soccer ! :D
Haha the after that all boring -.-
Well went for band today .
Also ended up really disappointed as the whole nite i have been thinking of the her and the band .
Basically i did not study for my maths test cos of band .
Smsing helping here and there . In the end too tired and went to sleep , result ???
Sure will be ike NOOB ! ARGH
I felt like killing myself that day -.-
The the band today also not very good in discipline wise . Seriously got more mad .
After band ... Talked to the committee . Walao no one listen also .
I swear i'm not going to say anything already .
Haiyo the everyone left leaving us majors to have a talk .
Saw a lot of boys and told them to clear the school ... They talked back . Walao no respect at all .
So i was seriously more pissed off . Keeping quiet and leaving everything inside .
My mom fetch me today and went to eat at 201 .
I could not keep it anymore went to talk to my personal counsellor ..... I told things i should not have said .
Then she was seriously disappointed in me -.-
OMG she is like disappointed and i'm disappointed in her .
Like that i no chance le la -.-
Hmmm moving on , the went home no caring just hoping the band will show me 2moro how they can really put up a show . In the lower secondary assembly .
While talking to my counsellor telling her things . Mr lim called -.-
I was like why is he asking me but not cheryl . So anyhoo , Talked to him and he told me to buck up so i had to and that motivated me as he said somethings i cannot reveal :D
So i smsed my personal counsellor ... YOU TELL MR LIM ?! Then i accidentally send wrong then Mr lim force me say who i was suppose to sms . I quickly say my sister @.@ Haha then he believe . HAHA :D
Yay at least he believe or else he will know who i like then i die ! -.-





Why are you showing me attitude ???
What did i do wrong ???
Whats your problem ???
I know you are disappointed and s0 i'm i !
I should apologise :D
Or should i not ? D:
.......
I dont know ....







21/1/2009
Today school macam -.-
Just skip to the band part .
Well todays performance ... Bagus ! :D
Ok before band started i called all the SLs to go outside for a meeting .
Mr lim last nite told me the the band have to put up a good show so i did not want to disappoint him so i will personally to my best to make the band put up a good show .
I asked the leaders to come out and they all did quickly .
Surprised .
Well told them to look after their section . Who ever make noise kena by me ! :D
So in the end , everthing when smoothly :D
GOOD ... FABULOUS ... FANTASTIC .
Alright . Then there was a commotion between two leaders so after the performance , i scolded them both .
I shouted for the first time . Wohoo just hope they will do their things properly :D
Then went down to have meeting with yeng hao and nasrul .
Told them everything they needed to know and ended the talk .
Majors talk kena scolded by cheryl again .
I explained and then everthing ok .
So go home :D




I scolded her today ....
She was about to cry ?
Her eyes were red and watery .
It made my heart break but i have to go on .
For i am the Adm .
I have to do what i have to do today ...
I just want to say i'm sorry .
....

Thursday, January 15, 2009

School was totally cool today :D
Firstly had counsellor duty ... So sian ! Hasheer abandon me :'( He never come school today -.-
Haiyo then do duty with nat . Luckily he help me ... Or else i sure die -.-
I seriously cannot help but to look at her while doing my duty ! I failed . I tried not looking but could not help it .
So i quickly finish my duty ! Then run away ! ...
Well after doing my duty , i went to G.O . Talked to edward about girls and games . I felt weird but it was ok :D
Then both of us went up to the fourth floor and waited for our chinese teacher to come .
........
......
..
.
*Ahem my sister want to use computer !*Finally school ended :D
Went to canteen to have a break and then went up to the band room .
I seriously did something wrong ! Haiyo this days i have been doing alot of wrong things .
I have initiative but always wrong -.-
Or am i too distracted .
When i want to look at her . I tend to act cool and turn back . Haha ...
She is like ignoring me can !?
Then i also dont talk lor .
So in the end ... Cold war ! :D
I think i will lose .
Before band started i told jeanette to do my MT homework for me . Shld not have done it . In the end kena scolded my teacher -.-
BUT STILL HAVE TO THANK JEANETTE :D
THANK YOU ! :D
One full day of music today ! So boring , i need marching ...
Marching is more of my thing :D
Then after band , i have meeting ... Again i say the things . I gave everyone wat i wanted to say and told them wat was nessecary .
I hope that they followed and apply the information in band -.-
If they dont , i tell you ... I will be like seriously wasting my time -.-
Well i trust them all . HAHA thats all for now . Must do mother tomgue homework ...











I seriously disappointed in wad she says and not once but twice ...
I'm disappointed and she is disappointed in me .....
Wad more can i say ???
I have no hope -.-
I shld not have told her i like her , it only brings trouble .
If she didnt know , i bet she will talk to me like she used to :D
If only i could change back time ...

Labels: hope they follow

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Finally ! A new post . i have a feeling that ppl dont like to tag me :(
Only cheryl always tag . So sad but THANK YOU :D
Well its been two days of school , nothing much really only mass homework and a lot of band work :D
I experience how the band majors felt man . Last nite i was doing the junior band attendance list .
ALOT OF PROBLEMS man . I was seriously disappointed and angry ! The particulars was unclear and some other things that cannot be mention .
SORRY CHERYL ... FORGIVE ME :D
Well , school . Hmmm came to school late again ! I hate it man , so sad have to cos must fetch my bro to Hai sing first ! D:
Then always arriving at school late ...
Today cannot be bother to go to the canteen to meet up with my friends .
At that point of time i was seriously boiling up ! The moment i thought of the Junior band list the particulars . I felt like killing someone . But the moment i looked at her , i become so peaceful .
I went for my duty , with hasheer . Did files ... The teacher in sec 3 all do so fast . Haha so happy :D
Then talk to hasheer abt mace work , band and band ! haha :D
Then collected my bag and went class ...

First period was Chss . Social studies .
Well Mrs gomez again . She was pretty much fun and interesting ! I LOVE HER CLASSES :D
She teaches well and jokes well ...
I forgot to do my haomework ! Omg luckily she did not check . I have to start doing my homework more often ...
Finally the next lesson :D

English ! Miss sharon tan . Haha she kinda good teacher . She makes me laugh ...
Omg kinda trouble already . I forgot to buy the english book . Then teacher punish me by writing reflections D:
I have to start to behave ! Miss tan was once a band teacher ! Omg not only it will affect me but the band's reputation ! :D
I wont allow that nor will my sister . Later she smack me till i die ! D:

Next lesson ...
Sp . science physics .
I LOVE PHYSICS . Is it ecause of my teacher or me ?
My teacher is Miss Lee . Cute teacher !!! :D
Haha she not married ! Means i have chance ! HAHA :D
Chey ! Just joking , very faithful guy ... Only her :D
Physics was seriously easy today ! All i already know . Pro right ... Its just because my sister thought me before .
So easy . I was almost bored to sleep ...

RECESS
Favourite time of the day . Where students can relax and have some food ...
Well for my recess today . I went to buy a pants ...
Then went to play soccer with my friends . Seriously fun ! Never felt it for a long time ! I improved man ! I can ram at ppl now :D
Then after play soccer , went to buy drinks and food .
Last minute , anyways is mr wallace so it small kick ...
Took our time :D
Then went to assemble .

Maths was the next period .
Indices again and finally finishing all the laws ! Woohoo hope get a new chapter :D
indices is seriously killing me . all those rules ! :D
Well i hope i can pass the test which is coming up soon ...
The something happened ! Someone make sebastion angry . The teacher scold the person . Too bad i was too engross in my work to miss the action ! Oh man ! :D
I think is the two malay boys ... Irritating assholes ! Make so much noise . I feel like smacking them .

Next was Lit ...
Woohoo so a subject i like :D
Mdm Hamidah . I think is liddat spell :D
Hehe she so funny at times and she teaches people well
She does the right thing thats all i can say :D
Her lessons are so fun and enjoyable .
Then yes ar ! She scold NABIL ! Irritating fellow . Think he gangster ... Have you met a real gangster ??? Go find royston la . Noob :D

Then the last period chinese .
Hmmm i think is pretty boring today !
Sian dont want to talk abt it ! Spelling ! D:

Well it was after school already !
I was eating with my friends and suddenly hasheer called me .
Saying most of the ppl cannot come then out of anger . I cancelled the whole meeting .
I went to play soccer ... Every kick with angry and fustration ! All the kicks went high up not at the goal -.-
Well i went home after awhile and i sms her telling and asking her whether i shld give up on the committee . She scolded me and it woke me up !
I cannot believe i almost wanted to give up and leave everything !
So irresponsible of me !D:
I hope i did not disappoint her ! ...
I could not do anything at that point of time so ...
I took a bus back to school and started walking around BK .
What shld i do ??? I keep asking myself .
At that point of time . I was disappointed , angry and confused so i sms mira . Where were she ?
She said she was in school then suddenly i started to walk to the school .
My legs somehow brought me there ! I could do anything , i just walk . Am i sppose to talk to mira ???
I could not make a decision so i continued walking ...
I reached school and the moment i turn , i saw mira .
Was it fate or i made that decision or she told me to do so .
Anyways , i continued . I talked to mira ... Cheryl , jeanette and carina was there .
I made them walk around the school while i told mira something ...
I wanted to scold her of something but after making her wait for so long . I could not but only to talk to her .
Well she got the message and then i talked to cheryl ... Leaving carina and jeanette .
Then everything was done . Carina and jeanette left .
SO SORRY FOR LETTING YOU WAIT AND NO RESULTS AT THE END ...
The cheryl also scolded me for my bad sttitude last nite and other things . I was ok . I told her , whatever you not happy then say . So she ........ Then i knew i was wrong so i apologise ! Well i will learn my lesson .
SORRY CHERYL AND MIRA !:D
MOST IMPORTANTLY .... SORRY COMMITTEE !





When i walk pass you , you ignore me !? D:
I smile at you , you frown at me !? D:
When i talk to you , you give me attitude !? D:
What did i do wrong ... Or do you just want to push me away ?!
It so difficult to forget you but so easy to like you .... WHY ???
Whenever i spin the mace , i only think of you .... WHY ???
When at nite , i only think of you .... WHY ???
When i'm down you are always there for me :D
but when i'm happy you are not there to celebrate with me ? D:
I want answers ... HELP !

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Wow its been like so long seen i updated my blog ...
My body feels so uncomfortable not blogging everyday ! My mom dont let me use com unless if i need to update band blog .
Well nevermind , Anyway must update band blog every week . Later Mr Lim call me again -.-
Unless my sister let me use awhile at nite ??? Nah i think she wont -.-
Anyways ...
The whole week of studying . Not really use to it yet ! Haiz i need my beauty sleep :D
Now have to wake up so early ! D:
Wow btw i'm like sitting with cheryl fot this week . I hope change ! OMG i'll be likw ith her for so long -.-
In band , i'll see her in my section and as ABM and ADM post ! Then somemore in class ! Omg cant imagine ! :D
its like gonna be almost 24 hours with her ...
Well this five days , i'm like irritating her in one of the days .
During E maths . Haha i keep singing Final countdown and bunker hill .
I was bored ! What you expect me to do ... I love band so i sing band music lor .
Haha then her face was like -.-
Luckily the sitting arrangement is going to change . YES ! :D
But i was told i'll be sitting with GX again . I'm so dead man ! D:
My poor hands ! D:
Anyways ...
School was typical ! Friends same old same old ...
Shahrul ... Chasing one sec 1 girl . Like gangster :D
While pansap on the other hand still so mature but sometime he like crazy but i like when he became crazy . Hehe he will be like so funny :D
Baseerat still fit , showing off his tumour and helping me in counsellor stuff so i can avoid reading period and spot checks :D Thanks bro :D
Nidia on the other hand , still crazy and smart . Haha in the best class . But she is not used to her class noise level which is silent . She is weird :D
Eleanor still shouting over things , pretty much like nidia ...HAHA
GX ... well, i still cant get over the trauma that i'm sitting with her in chemistry class . Omg my hands are so going to change colour . She will be like JJ ... Then pinch my hand . I'm dead -.-
Well luckily i'm still close with some ppl like Gavin , karveer ... Omg cant imagine if they are not my friends :D I'm so lucky to have them as my friends .
But after this week ... I felt that there was a gap between band and my firends .
I wonder if they all were not my friends ! I cant imagine ! D:
While this all happened during school time but after school there was band . YAY!
More practice the better ! :D
But after fridays sec 1 orientation ...
i was so tired and my bones are killing me D: Omg busiest week of my life . I think there is more to come man . But i'm ready ! :D
Omg hasheer and mira is like going to come late on sec 1 orientation ! Left me and cheryl to take the band .
So tiring man ! Everyone was like eh jian jun ... What blah blah blah . Then must organise everything .
Then especially when help gu yan do the display of instruments !
I help and run up and down ! While cheryl in the band room doing attendance and have to stay in the band room in case . I want to change job . Omg its like NCO !
They sit down play instrument in an air-con room and while DMs must march in the hot sun ! D:
Anyways , i benefit as i had sunburns in the end of the day ! and i can lose weight so its nothing to me :D
In the end , I was actually running and sweating !. There were also some decisions for me to make and luckily , it all went well . I was scared and afraid something would go wrong and it will be all becos of me !
Thank god nothing happened ... PHEW ! :D
I was like running up and down to do the booth and ask the band to organise themselves .
In the end , tiring ! YES ! but fulling man . It was totally worth it .
Not only i was doing the job ! DUH ! i have to thank the committee in helping me too .
THANKS GUYS ! Cant do it without you guys ...
And of course the band for listening to us :D
Day by day i gain experience ... I like that feeling :D
Thats all for now :D
Have to update band blog . Smile always ! :D


PS: When the sec 1 comes , believe me ! I wont like them . Trust me ... Only you :D I'll be waiting :D and sorry ! Forgive me D:

Labels: Week one

Saturday, January 03, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR ! :D
Haha I'm kinda lag -.-
Ok well my new year resolution .
Pretty simple
-Lose more weight and get fitter :D
-To bring section to greater height :D
-To improve on my mace work (Jun An spinning speed)
-To get into my class top 10 positions :D
-To have myself to be the best horn player and drum major :D
(I want to prove something:D)

Well thats all ... Easy ?
To me its just simply too easy . Haha :D
Lets see ... More action less talk :D


Ok finally school has re-open .
I have to say it was the most boring day of my LIFE !
ok it started like this .
Bath ... Blah ... Went to my mums car .
Ok arrived at school exceptionally early today . Feels weird :D
Well went to the usual meeting place . When i first stepped into the canteen . Everyone was like ...
WOW JJ !
I was like whats the problem . Chey in the end cos of the long pants. Scare me only -.- ... Big deal meh ???
I dont like sia the long pants so baggy -.-
Ok then do counsellor duty . Plank cards -.-
Seriously boring me to death . Then went to help bas with the file :D
But actually i was only told to carry their bags . Weird :D
Then went back to class . My class well hope that it will turn up well :D
Then Mrs tang intro . Teacher bring us up to the class room ...
Haiyo so SWAY ! I sit beside cheryl -.-
Walao its like gonna be with her for almost 24 hours -.-
Band , section , class .....
Omg no comments :D
Ok then our teacher Miss or Mrs ah ??? Aiya heck care la . Miss sharon tan and Mr lim :D
She talk like one machine gun -.-
Omg keep talking and for so long . I want to clap for her but i was like going to sleep !
Shahrul was also like so tired of her yapping -.-
Then we like gave hand signs ... Attack the teacher :D
Then went for recess . So boring ! Went to the bus bay . Save $ ... I'm so bored -.-
Then talked to Kwok hong and Gavin at the bus bay . Keep talking about each others class :D
HAHA then went to the assembly after recess :D
Miss tan gave us a talk about discipline ...
So boring la !
Slept for fifteen minutes and the moment miss tan said ok .... Then i instantly woke up . HAHA :D
Nice . Now i have energy for band :D


Went to the canteen after that ... Ate with shawn , Jun cheng , Jun an , Kwok hong .
Then Gu yan come ask me . Got see Iwan . I was like -.-
You think leh ???
Or maybe she just wanna talk to me . HAHA jk :D
Then hasheer come to pass me the mace , got prayer :D
Then i was eating with the mace . Haiyo -.-
ok then after eating we all went up to the band room together ...
Called Miss neo to open the door . Then went i was about to go into the room . Mr tan came and said after opening the room so he ask who is going to be responsible ?
I respond like so fast ... ME :D
Wow first time i so responsible . Hehe but Mr Tan like no common sense -.-
Other than me then who . No majors there only me wad -.-


Ok when all horn players was present . Went out to tune :D
Then Mr Lim called me . Ask me go down and do mace work myself .
So lonely again .....
Haiyo then i practice ... I lost confidence la after that time my sister took me and do my macework .
I keep spinning very fast like around Jun an speed ??? but after awile ... The mace fly to one side .
Then somemore Mr lim gave me the mace is new one . if i spin fast then fly how ???
So yesterday was like normal spin . HOW ???????????
I dont know how to do sei -.-
Then went back to the band room . Had sections then Mr lim ask me to tell everyone to combine .
Then i shout COMBINE ! I dont how i sound like -.- ??? Still gay ???:D
So play ...
Then got leaders meeting . Haiyo like so retarded ... I only like spent 1 minute there -.-
This is wad happen . When the meeting started ! Then Mr lim recieved a call . He ask Jun cheng and i to go downstairs to collect the fixed instruments .
So Jun cheng and i went down . Mr Gooi haven even come yet then after 2 minutes like that ... Then he came :D
When mr gooi came out of the car . He say SO FAST AR . then we say we run down one :D
He say GOOD GOOD :D
HEHE :D
And so we went up to the band room to place the instruments . Went to inform gu yan who was in the band store .
Then Jun cheng went in first . Actually dont want to disturb Jun cheng and Gu yan alone time one . Dont want to be lamp post :D
But then Jun cheng was taking way to long so i went in to check . Actually Gu yan taking the spoil instruments out then Jun cheng helping . So LOV**** . HAha :D
Then i also help lor . The finish in no time . So we all went down to the library outside where the meeting was held .
When we got down . The meeting ended . I dont even know wad was happening . Haiyo :D
Like so -.-
Ok the went back up .
Play music ...
HAHA the chinese new year medley song .
Power ! haha sounds so wrong :D
There was a part where the horn sound like ambulance .
HAHA then cheryl laugh while playing which influenced me . Then i crack the note -.-
Sian ... While its just the first try . I'm so gonna improve ! I have to :D
Kena scold when outside the band room ready to go down .
All my fault ! Never do my job ... Hmmm i depend on Hasheer to much already D:
Then went down to fall in as it was time to go home . Most boring thing in life -.-
Ok the fall out already ......
Then got leaders meeting .
Then sudden mace lost so i help find . While Hasheer kena scolded and punished by Mr. Lim . (euyanjun is so nice to change the error for me. HAHAHAHA)
Then Mr lim also warned me abt losing the mace ...
Then i searched for it ... Found it and gave the mace to Hasheer then went home :D
Sleep :D
That all folks ! :D