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Thursday, January 22, 2009

Monday 19/1/2009
Haha school as totally boring -.-
I love my class but still very boring .
Every second passes ... Tick tick tick . Counting .
Hoping to go to band soon .
And finally band started . woohoo . Looking forward to show and performance .
But today nothing but disappointment .
Everything was bad . Discipline , sound and mostly everything .
Total disappointed . Thats all i can say ...
The discipline was the worst i ever seen in my 3 years in band ...
After school went to talk to Jeanette as the majors wanted to talk to every SL .
So clarinet first . Talked and talked then really soon figured out the problem in the section and we told jeanette her problem and ended the talk .
Well i really hope we can see improvements ...
We will see :D





No progress . I failed to win the cold war lost to her in the end -.-
Started smsing her ... Haiyo i'm such a loser .
And yes mavis i thought of marrying her . HEHE :D

20/1/2009
School was pretty much the same . Boring ! D:
Only during recess time ... Can play soccer ! :D
Haha the after that all boring -.-
Well went for band today .
Also ended up really disappointed as the whole nite i have been thinking of the her and the band .
Basically i did not study for my maths test cos of band .
Smsing helping here and there . In the end too tired and went to sleep , result ???
Sure will be ike NOOB ! ARGH
I felt like killing myself that day -.-
The the band today also not very good in discipline wise . Seriously got more mad .
After band ... Talked to the committee . Walao no one listen also .
I swear i'm not going to say anything already .
Haiyo the everyone left leaving us majors to have a talk .
Saw a lot of boys and told them to clear the school ... They talked back . Walao no respect at all .
So i was seriously more pissed off . Keeping quiet and leaving everything inside .
My mom fetch me today and went to eat at 201 .
I could not keep it anymore went to talk to my personal counsellor ..... I told things i should not have said .
Then she was seriously disappointed in me -.-
OMG she is like disappointed and i'm disappointed in her .
Like that i no chance le la -.-
Hmmm moving on , the went home no caring just hoping the band will show me 2moro how they can really put up a show . In the lower secondary assembly .
While talking to my counsellor telling her things . Mr lim called -.-
I was like why is he asking me but not cheryl . So anyhoo , Talked to him and he told me to buck up so i had to and that motivated me as he said somethings i cannot reveal :D
So i smsed my personal counsellor ... YOU TELL MR LIM ?! Then i accidentally send wrong then Mr lim force me say who i was suppose to sms . I quickly say my sister @.@ Haha then he believe . HAHA :D
Yay at least he believe or else he will know who i like then i die ! -.-





Why are you showing me attitude ???
What did i do wrong ???
Whats your problem ???
I know you are disappointed and s0 i'm i !
I should apologise :D
Or should i not ? D:
.......
I dont know ....







21/1/2009
Today school macam -.-
Just skip to the band part .
Well todays performance ... Bagus ! :D
Ok before band started i called all the SLs to go outside for a meeting .
Mr lim last nite told me the the band have to put up a good show so i did not want to disappoint him so i will personally to my best to make the band put up a good show .
I asked the leaders to come out and they all did quickly .
Surprised .
Well told them to look after their section . Who ever make noise kena by me ! :D
So in the end , everthing when smoothly :D
GOOD ... FABULOUS ... FANTASTIC .
Alright . Then there was a commotion between two leaders so after the performance , i scolded them both .
I shouted for the first time . Wohoo just hope they will do their things properly :D
Then went down to have meeting with yeng hao and nasrul .
Told them everything they needed to know and ended the talk .
Majors talk kena scolded by cheryl again .
I explained and then everthing ok .
So go home :D




I scolded her today ....
She was about to cry ?
Her eyes were red and watery .
It made my heart break but i have to go on .
For i am the Adm .
I have to do what i have to do today ...
I just want to say i'm sorry .
....

JJ , Music and HER 4:42 AM