Sunday, June 14, 2009

Haha im so lazy to update my blog these days ... i miss her !!!!!!!!
So many days never sms or see her . Can die ._.

Well i have been very disturbed by the fact i keep forgetting things and missing some events like the exchange .
..... Well i feel that i lose out alot . Feel like killing myself for volunteering for aem .
Like i can understand whatever the teachers are saying ._.
They provide good imformation but it like does not go into my head .... Like blur all the way >.<
I only like going theere because of the FOOD . Haha :D The food compared to Springfield canteen food . Comfirm lose ! Haha .
Everyday like eat 2 plate of rice . Fatter but not smarter ...
Haha everyday at home , never sms , never excercise . Can die !!!
Haha luckily this coming week have intensive training in band ... Wa comfirm lose weight somemore got muscle ! :D
Hope have macework then can improve and train my arm muscle .
Walao eh !!! BECAUSE OF AEM . I lose out alot leh in the exchange ... another regret in my life ._.
So sian . They were there and i was in TP learning . Crap !!! If only my teachers would have supported me and provided me a letter so i could go .
Sian then they say ... We think that you should go for aem as our school put aem as a piority .
._. i was like whatever . I wanted to go . I wanted to learn . I wanted to find girls . CHEH ! HAHA
All i can say i regretted going for aem .....


Ok well nothing but regrets ...
The worst thing has happen . No phone !!!
My N81 and my backup phone spoil ._.
I cannot sms her and no handphone is so troublesome can !
Walao eh why bad things keep happening to me !!!
I hate my life . First aem and now this ...
I cannot take it anymore . I hope the intensive training can calm me down abit . I hope so ...
There is only 3 things in my life that can calm me down .
Band ( macework - ALONE )
Friends and company
Macdonalds (FOOD)
Haiz i so tired of life ...
Why cant i be a cloud in the sky ...
Floating in the air wandering and alone .
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