Saturday, December 19, 2009
Not in the mood lately ...
really am disappointed ... to myself or them ?
I dont really know . Questions in my head that cant be answered .
Was she right in the sms ? Was she spot on ? Did she read my mind ?
I need time . Time alone to think and to be things back again .
Giving up never crossed my mind .
You all should know my heart belongs to you all ...
But time and time again . Reminders , punishments , scoldings . You guys are always back to square one .
When can you all prove that im wrong ? WHY ...
Sometimes i ask ... Did i fail to bring my message over .
Meeting up tpgether for 2 days . We did nothing but fool around .
Search deep down was anything done ?
If you all answer me with a yes . Then i have nth to say ...
(Is my expectations too high)
I dont know but what i know is we are far from our goal .
I dont know what to do with you all already . Seriously ... My path ends here ?
I was really hoping you guys would improve but was i wrong to just walk away from the problem .
If only she was still talking to me ... She would have the answers .
Was i erased from your heart ? can you still remember who i am ...
I know that i need you ...
A body without a soul ...
I need answers ...
Am i wrong ? ...
