Friday, April 30, 2010
20 days after SYF...
Okay im getting used to not having band ... Nah i was joking. Which idiot would believe that. Hais i been in facebook looking at band com pictures almost every time im in facebook. Its like picture depicts that particular time and i can help to look at it longer. The days we used to train together and all that...
One show and its gone...
Everything is over...
Months of training and no more second chance. Regrets are definitely haunting me and i don't know how to face them in future. I'll see how it goes...
Yeah yesterday was like so fun... Met my girlfriend to see how she doing in school and talked for awhile :D <3 size="1">
Friends...
I ask myself... After not being around with my clique and all that... I ask myself is it the right thing to do?
Bas talked to me yesterday and it made sense .
But i dont know why there something in my heart telling me something ...
I can forget and when i think about it... I would be so angry and sad at the sad time.
Its like something stuck in my heart... A thorn.
I always follow my heart ...
And its telling me i did the right thing...
My girl told me to just patch up but i really cannot forget it ...
I know... Its a stupid thing to get angry with and that stupid thing will cause our friendship...
But i really cannot do it.
I dont even know who am i anymore...
I dont even know why i got angry over some small thing.
But my heart tells me that i dont need them...
Not anymore...
