Thursday, April 29, 2010

Yo im finally back ! HAHA ! :D It been like so long since i blogged ... Knowing that my blog is dead long time ago. I dont expect any readers but the post i know are to remind me of the good old days and of course some bad times :D Life is not a bed of roses anyways :D i'll blog more often to just let out whatever i have to say ...
19 days after SYF 2010...
I'm like lost or something. Days without band is so boring and especially when you wake up in the early Saturday morning and say im late for band ! x.x Thats pretty embarrassing when you watch up knowing that competition is finally over and i'm out of band. I used to whine about going to band early in the morning ... Whine that after such a long curriculum time in school and have to go for band afterward. I pretty much miss those days and all i can say is that i miss band ALOT o.o I miss my juniors i think ._. I miss my uniform. I miss marching. I miss my DEAR MACEY! D: cannot touch her forever le ... And i will always remember she gave me a cool scar :p
I'LL MISS SPFMB...
Mid year is coming!
Man ! The pressure keeps on coming ... First which is SYF and then this x.x I really hope i can do well this time . Im kinda prepare for some subjects but some like blur !!!
Stress seems to be my best friend right now... Keeps on clinging to me ! :/
Sometimes i need to keep out the stress but whenever i come home from a long day of school... My parents keep nagging right in my face. Sooner or later i am gonna explode XX
The thoughts of not disappointing the ones that pins high hopes on me. Who believe i can do it ...
My parents ...
My sister ....
And Mr ivan lim...
I cannot let them down! Not again ... i really need to do well . I'm desperate to study and do well for the upcoming exams. Next will be my Os...



Friends...
I've been afraid that this day would come... MY DREAM came true.
Whoever read this knows what is really happening...
I have found out that either i have changed or them...
Im really lost and i dont wish to concentrate abt this for now.
Priority goes to my studies ...
Now i know i still can survive without them ...
Its okay...
I have finally understand why your girlfriend is more important than friends ...
Because she will always be on your side...
Be there whenever you are up or down...
Im luck i still have my baby... Or i wont even go through this huge obstacle...
My dreams do come true...